so today is the last day i will get to see her.... because the semester is coming to an ending....
could be that i fell in love with her...but because i don't even know her...
i am like.....a guy liking something imaginary....well that sounded sick and weird...i know...
but they say love is limitless/has no boundaries/BLIND...
and i am no sick stalker who stalks her trough some special photographic-binocular or facebook.
as i said in my last few post,I DON'T STALK.
even though i don't know her....or even know her name....or where she is from....how old is she....but her image will be carved in to my memory forever....
the fact that when every guy meets a girl who attracts him...he just cant pull himself up and introduce himself to the girl....well....its TRUE...
i just dont have the guts to even stare at her....let alone introducing....
well,guys are surprisingly sensitive.and sensitive by my means is that some guys breaks down easily and sometimes act like a girl....
hey don't get the wrong thoughts here. i was going to say that some guys are particularly shy.
fortunately,i am categorized in those kind of guys....BUT i am pure male and i don't act like a girl so BACK OFF...
but i admit i am a sensitive guy....and cries rather easy...
and as one of my friend say...A life without someone special hurts you so much that though the wounds may fade the scars still remain....
i just wanted to meet her again....if in my next semester i will get to meet her....i WILL bring myself up to her....thats my oath...
whoa....this time's blog post made me sounded like i am sorta like a sick pervert/stalker....
but this is how i feel right now....
wait,what am i doing here?! i am suppose to be studying!!!!
i want to catch up to her...stand at the same place where she is....
for now...i will try my best to catch up to her....wish me luck....
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
learn to appreciate others around you and YOURSELF.....
heyyyy,and so i am back blogging when i am not supposed to.LOL
and i read something really sad yesterday.....there was a guy...he jumped down from the 14th floor just to prove his love for his crush....tho i am not sure what actually happened...
so my post today will be dedicated to this dude with guts for the wrong thing yet i still respect him. his name was Alviss Kong
http://www.facebook.com/alvissk?v=wall
even tho i don't know him,but his story is pretty damn sad....
the last note he wrote before he leave this world was TOUCHING....
http://www.facebook.com/notes/alviss-kong/ni-de-wu-qing-gei-le-wo-wu-bi-de-que-xin-3-alviss-last-note/181668725179222
you can read it here.(use google translate if you wanna know what those people comment and what he wrote....the last picture he took....he claimed it was ugly...but most of us think its nice....well even i la because the last pic he took was when he was crying....(EH but i not gay la K D:)
after i read his note and post....man i went silent for the rest of the day....i felt sorry for him....his story was seriously a touching one
plus this dude seriously attained alot of fame because he jumped for in name of love.....
but on my opinion right....(nope,i shall not insult nor praise him for his action)his actions DEFINITELY moved/touched my heart....)
even though many people says he is a complete idiot and some says he is a brave warrior....i would prefer to refer him as the one who would do anything for his love...or someone who is lost in the world of love.....
at least he knows what is true love when he found one....
but he should really appreciate himself more....he jumped off without thinking about his family and friends who is worrying sick after they saw the last few post he did before he jumped....
especially his sister....she was chatting with him normally without realizing what he would do after midnight....very touching la wei.
first his sister wrote *countdown for wat?* and he replied *jie...wo ♥ ai ^^*(means sister...i love you)
and then his sister replied *Chee ma gan ah u.. Eat wrong ubat ah?* then he said *walao..ur adik always love u...just i doesnt noe how to express my feelings...anyway thx jie for always loving me too ♥*
his sister replied with *Wah seh.. I super gum dung.. 1st time i hear this frm u... Love u too*
and his last reply was....*jie pls take good care of mummy there arhhh...xD ~ n the baby alexis too blerksss..... =D*
it was mostly in cantonese.so if you dont understand,TRY TO. i lazyy translate larr haahh
(its all in his profile)
he also wrote....
P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...
To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL FUCKING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !
so his gf basically encouraged him to kill himself and he forgives her o.O
he had such a kind heart....and they was a couple for like 4 months only....and why he would go for such length for his gf....isn't this touching?
well at end of the day,we should all respect his decision. its his choice and no one should say anything about it.
and his actions will definitely leave an impact on the girl....positive or negative i can't say...
and after that he jumped off and became the next hottest news like in facebook and MYfm.LOL
he is receiving like 10 comments every 10 seconds and 100 likes every 10 minutes.LOL
so,for those of you out there. dont say i encourage u to kill yourself or something liddat because I DIDN'T/DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO THIS. its just a little something i thought i should share with all of you out there.
yes reaching out for your true love is not something bad but this is a whole new different story.
you really shouldn't throw yourself away because of love...you should think of your family who worked hard raising you up trough the all the hardship just to see you jumped off a building/commit suicide??
COME ON LA
don't leave the WHOLE forest for the sake of just ONE flower...
i wont go and say *LOVE ONLY KILLS* or *SEE??LOVE ONLY MEANS DEATH*....all i can say....
Kindness is Limitless....
Love is Eternal....
so, do appreciate those around you before its too late.
what you can do when you are having depression/heartbreak?
try talking/ranting/prating to your closest friend and calm down. don't go and become superman la k =/
you might end upkilling bringing problems your family and friends because they will worry you till they sick and eventually die faint.
and most importantly....APPRECIATE YOURSELF MOREEEEEE.
don't go doing reckless stuffs just because you are having a hard time or so.
heres a little experience of mine.
i used to punch walls or glasses to ease my rage.(yes i know its stupid)
but i stopped doing it already after i realize that hurting myself doesn't gives me no sh*t.
stand up and face the problem or seek help!
lastly....think about those who are AROUND you instead those who are WITH you. not to say don't care about those who are with you la, just don't go do stupid reckless actions.
well,imma done ranting now.
going back to study!=P
next post as i said in the last one,will be on christmas eve. ^^
MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS!!!
and i read something really sad yesterday.....there was a guy...he jumped down from the 14th floor just to prove his love for his crush....tho i am not sure what actually happened...
so my post today will be dedicated to this dude with guts for the wrong thing yet i still respect him. his name was Alviss Kong
http://www.facebook.com/alvissk?v=wall
even tho i don't know him,but his story is pretty damn sad....
the last note he wrote before he leave this world was TOUCHING....
http://www.facebook.com/notes/alviss-kong/ni-de-wu-qing-gei-le-wo-wu-bi-de-que-xin-3-alviss-last-note/181668725179222
you can read it here.(use google translate if you wanna know what those people comment and what he wrote....the last picture he took....he claimed it was ugly...but most of us think its nice....well even i la because the last pic he took was when he was crying....(EH but i not gay la K D:)
after i read his note and post....man i went silent for the rest of the day....i felt sorry for him....his story was seriously a touching one
plus this dude seriously attained alot of fame because he jumped for in name of love.....
but on my opinion right....(nope,i shall not insult nor praise him for his action)his actions DEFINITELY moved/touched my heart....)
even though many people says he is a complete idiot and some says he is a brave warrior....i would prefer to refer him as the one who would do anything for his love...or someone who is lost in the world of love.....
at least he knows what is true love when he found one....
but he should really appreciate himself more....he jumped off without thinking about his family and friends who is worrying sick after they saw the last few post he did before he jumped....
especially his sister....she was chatting with him normally without realizing what he would do after midnight....very touching la wei.
first his sister wrote *countdown for wat?* and he replied *jie...wo ♥ ai ^^*(means sister...i love you)
and then his sister replied *Chee ma gan ah u.. Eat wrong ubat ah?* then he said *walao..ur adik always love u...just i doesnt noe how to express my feelings...anyway thx jie for always loving me too ♥*
his sister replied with *Wah seh.. I super gum dung.. 1st time i hear this frm u... Love u too*
and his last reply was....*jie pls take good care of mummy there arhhh...xD ~ n the baby alexis too blerksss..... =D*
it was mostly in cantonese.so if you dont understand,TRY TO. i lazyy translate larr haahh
(its all in his profile)
he also wrote....
P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...
To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL FUCKING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !
so his gf basically encouraged him to kill himself and he forgives her o.O
he had such a kind heart....and they was a couple for like 4 months only....and why he would go for such length for his gf....isn't this touching?
well at end of the day,we should all respect his decision. its his choice and no one should say anything about it.
and his actions will definitely leave an impact on the girl....positive or negative i can't say...
and after that he jumped off and became the next hottest news like in facebook and MYfm.LOL
he is receiving like 10 comments every 10 seconds and 100 likes every 10 minutes.LOL
so,for those of you out there. dont say i encourage u to kill yourself or something liddat because I DIDN'T/DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO THIS. its just a little something i thought i should share with all of you out there.
yes reaching out for your true love is not something bad but this is a whole new different story.
you really shouldn't throw yourself away because of love...you should think of your family who worked hard raising you up trough the all the hardship just to see you jumped off a building/commit suicide??
COME ON LA
don't leave the WHOLE forest for the sake of just ONE flower...
i wont go and say *LOVE ONLY KILLS* or *SEE??LOVE ONLY MEANS DEATH*....all i can say....
Kindness is Limitless....
Love is Eternal....
so, do appreciate those around you before its too late.
what you can do when you are having depression/heartbreak?
try talking/ranting/prating to your closest friend and calm down. don't go and become superman la k =/
you might end up
and most importantly....APPRECIATE YOURSELF MOREEEEEE.
don't go doing reckless stuffs just because you are having a hard time or so.
heres a little experience of mine.
i used to punch walls or glasses to ease my rage.(yes i know its stupid)
but i stopped doing it already after i realize that hurting myself doesn't gives me no sh*t.
stand up and face the problem or seek help!
lastly....think about those who are AROUND you instead those who are WITH you. not to say don't care about those who are with you la, just don't go do stupid reckless actions.
well,imma done ranting now.
going back to study!=P
next post as i said in the last one,will be on christmas eve. ^^
MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS!!!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
real QUICK update~^^
okay okay,it really has AWHILE since my last update.
so heres a real quick update for you guys/girls!
i just got soooooo hooked up on Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. it just keep amaze me on how badass the boss and things are in there.LOL
and yeah!my finals are like 3 weeks from now and i am still crazy with this game!
kingdom hearts is seriously addicting ya know? =/
ok SERIOUSLY,i need to stop playing this game and return my PSP to my friend.
BUT save the game and its files on my pendrive of course!
and when i get one o my own psp,i shall play it! muahahaha
but first thing first,STUDY.LOL
and so my weeks are spentinfront of a computer facebookingstudying till my ass falls off the chair.
and you know what? kampar isn't so bad after you get used to it. its actually quite fun aside from its lack in entertainment urgh ==
so this is me ranting how my life is going on now.no special topic this time becuz i dont have much time think about what to write.
but no worries,I WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS!!!!!
oh and there will be another post on christmas eve and ON christmas!
so look forward to it!
now then,back to PSP hardcoring/study? LOL
peace~~~ =)
so heres a real quick update for you guys/girls!
i just got soooooo hooked up on Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. it just keep amaze me on how badass the boss and things are in there.LOL
and yeah!my finals are like 3 weeks from now and i am still crazy with this game!
kingdom hearts is seriously addicting ya know? =/
ok SERIOUSLY,i need to stop playing this game and return my PSP to my friend.
BUT save the game and its files on my pendrive of course!
and when i get one o my own psp,i shall play it! muahahaha
but first thing first,STUDY.LOL
and so my weeks are spent
and you know what? kampar isn't so bad after you get used to it. its actually quite fun aside from its lack in entertainment urgh ==
so this is me ranting how my life is going on now.no special topic this time becuz i dont have much time think about what to write.
but no worries,I WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS!!!!!
oh and there will be another post on christmas eve and ON christmas!
so look forward to it!
now then,back to PSP hardcoring/study? LOL
peace~~~ =)
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say.....
hey guys!
sorry for the late update.has been really busy with exams and assignments and stuffs.rarely even have time to sleep.LOL
college life is DEFINITELY not fun.trust me
well,back to the main topic for this post then.
so yeah,goodbye is like THE hardest thing you will be saying for the rest of your life.
its just sad....i mean not like we say bye to friends when we go back home after yam cha(in other words,hangout.DUH) with them la.LOL
what i meant was saying goodbye to those we might not be able to meet again....
i know what are you guys thinking now.
*AIYA!got facebook or handphone ma~y so scared?*
pffftt,y'know those peoples who say
*keep in touch through facebook~* or *i will remember you de la~[while giving a fake grin]^^)
how many of them ACTUALLY DO keep in touch?
you tell me.
and,theres another fact i discovered when i am emo-ing one day in the campus.(hey its been a while since i emo-ed.just let it trough ok =))
if you had like 5k friends or more than that,how of them actually noticed that YOU are in their friends list? most people in facebook just adds who they sees fit.
and most of them approved it without hesitation because they want to have more friends in their friend list more than their friends because if not they will be considered as a loser among their friends and ended up his/her friends will spread the news to other friends of friends trough facebook saying that he/she is such a loser friend.(feeling abit confused?yeah,me too LOL)
so sometimes, having 5k friends in facebook but only having like 5 pals in real life dosent take you ANYWHERE in life.
get a life man instead of facing the integrated monitor screen that will only spoil your eyes and chatting with someone who like likes a few million light years away from you and claim that you love her/him and ect ect ect.
i said that because i was totally disgusted when i saw one of my friends in campus actually chatting with someone who is from germany with hubby/honey language........ewwww
dude,you dont even KNOW her and you typed things like *dear,i love you lots <3* and she replies *i love you too dear~<3*
WTH
and when going off,*i will miss you dear~=(*
sheesh.....you guys didn't even met face to face and you guys became internet couple?or maybe i should say coupnet since its a combination of couple+internet. i dont want to use netple coz it sounded alot like nipple.LOL
i shall say it once more. GET A LIFE
whops,almost flew outta topic.
so ya see,goodbyes usually ended up with someone crying. well DUH even i cry if i were to leave someone who is precious to me knowing that i might not meet them again....
but leaving someone who you loved or had a crush on will leave an impact on you for some times....
and like after all the goodbyes....
slowly,gradually but surely,eventually they will forget about you and make new ones....
yeah making new ones is fun but the outcome of it will still be the same as the one i mentioned just now.
like everyone said,good things dont last forever.its similar to like good guys finish last.
hello's and goodbye's are things that you have to go through as long as you are alive and still human.^^
you just have to learn how to embrace it~
so this time's post will end here because i wanted to play with kingdom hearts that my friend lend to me.IT WAS AWESOME!i got so hooked up with it! and yeah,he lend me his psp.an awesome friend =)
the game has a very nice story line.and each game is somehow connected to each other even though different protagonist. which also leads me to my other reason on writing about this game.i dont want top spoil this game so i will give you a rough idea.it involves many sad goodbyes....as in VERY sad between those 3 friends...
PS:i got a new haircut which makes me look like the blond in the picture~xP
and so the post has officially end now.until then!
oh and i wont be blogging anytime soon because i have to study so i wont have to leave my friends...^^
cheers~^^
sorry for the late update.has been really busy with exams and assignments and stuffs.rarely even have time to sleep.LOL
college life is DEFINITELY not fun.trust me
well,back to the main topic for this post then.
so yeah,goodbye is like THE hardest thing you will be saying for the rest of your life.
its just sad....i mean not like we say bye to friends when we go back home after yam cha(in other words,hangout.DUH) with them la.LOL
what i meant was saying goodbye to those we might not be able to meet again....
i know what are you guys thinking now.
*AIYA!got facebook or handphone ma~y so scared?*
pffftt,y'know those peoples who say
*keep in touch through facebook~* or *i will remember you de la~[while giving a fake grin]^^)
how many of them ACTUALLY DO keep in touch?
you tell me.
and,theres another fact i discovered when i am emo-ing one day in the campus.(hey its been a while since i emo-ed.just let it trough ok =))
if you had like 5k friends or more than that,how of them actually noticed that YOU are in their friends list? most people in facebook just adds who they sees fit.
and most of them approved it without hesitation because they want to have more friends in their friend list more than their friends because if not they will be considered as a loser among their friends and ended up his/her friends will spread the news to other friends of friends trough facebook saying that he/she is such a loser friend.(feeling abit confused?yeah,me too LOL)
so sometimes, having 5k friends in facebook but only having like 5 pals in real life dosent take you ANYWHERE in life.
get a life man instead of facing the integrated monitor screen that will only spoil your eyes and chatting with someone who like likes a few million light years away from you and claim that you love her/him and ect ect ect.
i said that because i was totally disgusted when i saw one of my friends in campus actually chatting with someone who is from germany with hubby/honey language........ewwww
dude,you dont even KNOW her and you typed things like *dear,i love you lots <3* and she replies *i love you too dear~<3*
WTH
and when going off,*i will miss you dear~=(*
sheesh.....you guys didn't even met face to face and you guys became internet couple?or maybe i should say coupnet since its a combination of couple+internet. i dont want to use netple coz it sounded alot like nipple.LOL
i shall say it once more. GET A LIFE
whops,almost flew outta topic.
so ya see,goodbyes usually ended up with someone crying. well DUH even i cry if i were to leave someone who is precious to me knowing that i might not meet them again....
but leaving someone who you loved or had a crush on will leave an impact on you for some times....
and like after all the goodbyes....
slowly,gradually but surely,eventually they will forget about you and make new ones....
yeah making new ones is fun but the outcome of it will still be the same as the one i mentioned just now.
like everyone said,good things dont last forever.its similar to like good guys finish last.
hello's and goodbye's are things that you have to go through as long as you are alive and still human.^^
you just have to learn how to embrace it~
as much i would like to write more about this topic.but my brain is failing me.has been hardcore-ing math for the past few days. and practically flunked my financial management again.
so i will have to say goodbye to my friends in kampar....*ahem* and thats how i got the idea to write about goodbye...=/
and there was an accident happened in my place not long ago...it was also a very sad one....a girl and her friend went out to eat on a typical night. when a car speeding along the road hit them. i dont know what happen actually but the girl passed away a few weeks after pronounced brain dead(coma)....but her friend and the driver survived.....
and heres the sad part...she was only 19...or abit older.....
even though i dont know who is she....but i still feel sad for her....she moved along to the other side when she was only 19-20 years old....its way to young....she haven't experienced life enough yet.....
i just hope that she may rest in peace on the other side....
so imagine her friends....they weren't able to say good bye to her....and will never get a chance to see her anymore.....
just the thoughts made me cry because i don't want to someone or anyone to leave me.....but that is not possible.....everything has a deadline....so while you can, make the best out of everything you hold dear....
so this time's post will end here because i wanted to play with kingdom hearts that my friend lend to me.IT WAS AWESOME!i got so hooked up with it! and yeah,he lend me his psp.an awesome friend =)
PS:i got a new haircut which makes me look like the blond in the picture~xP
and so the post has officially end now.until then!
oh and i wont be blogging anytime soon because i have to study so i wont have to leave my friends...^^
cheers~^^
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