Past

Wow, a month and a half not writing anything.
Guess I must be pretty awesome to be this busy eh ;)

Well, since its been a while, and I am having my life turned upside down again, so lets take some time being an emoholic douche again. HA HA!

So past?
It doesn't define what your future is.
Heck you wont even know what the future holds for you either.
All you can do is expect the best out of every moment you live.
Like ma momma always says, "when you git a box o'chocolates, you never know what ya might git" 
Your past may define who you are now, but it doesn't define your future self.
Everyone changes, thats common.
Its just the matter of changing for the good of for the worse.
You yourself will decide that.
Nobody or nothing stays the same forever.
Something is bound to change eventually, no matter how long it lasts.

As easy as ABC, many wished that they could just erase their past with a snap of a finger.
Me? I would wish for a genie to erase my past.
But given that I ain't got no genie, I have to wish I had a genie first.
BUT the fact that I can't wish for a genie with my genie because it didn't exist, makes me a sad little boy :(
HAHAH just kidding.
But seriously.
The only way to erase your past in the world we live in, is to have a deep pockets.
Really. DEEP. Pockets.

Some of us may have a tainted or an embarrassing past, but you just have to live with it and make the best out of it.
And by making the best out of it, is to realize that you will never ever wanna try that dumbsh*t ever again. HAHAH
Living with your past may be hard, but that is just life.

You either move on, or you stay at one place in life while everyone moves on.
You can either smile and deal with the problem(s) calmly or freak out and runs away from the problem(s).
But take note, running away from the problem NEVER solves anything.
As the matter of fact, the longer you leave it, it will come back eventually with a titanium braces ready to sink in your butt.

Like I said over and over again, "Nobody says life is easy"
You will have a lot of problems as you live.
But hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger no?

Lets imagine, that you were once a introvert. I repeat.
INTROVERT.
Sulking at the corner by yourself or isolating yourself from the society and lock yourself up in the room.
Hating social contact or even talking to anyone.
................................. Ain't proud to admit that I was once that douche =,=
Frankly, I am NEVER proud of the things I did or the stuffs I did in the past.
And I can't change it either, so all I can do now is live with it and use it to my advantage.... somehow. Lol
Yet I still chose to move on despite my past, because life is short.
Staying at square one the whole time isn't gonna get you any better in life.
Anyways relating to the situation I have given above, being forced to deal with people is prolly the hardest thing I faced at that time.

But hey, people changes.
You just have to give everything a chance or you wont be able to get the best out of life.
Second chance at most.
But when life is throwing the same shi*s at you over and over again, realize your mistake man.
Sometimes its not all about giving everything a chance, but also know what-to and what-not-to in life.

So I just decided to give people, chances.
And man, did I regret it. HAHHAH
Kidding.
Well maybe not, some things are not always meant to be flowers and rainbows.
You get what I mean.

You know what?
I am drunk typing now.
Have no idea what in the world I typed.
Then again, lemme end with this.

Take your past as an asset you invested on.
Is just that your investment didn't turn out so well just yet.
But in the future, the investments you made will turn out worth it.
The question is, when the investment is in the red zone, will you give it up?
Or will you find a loophole to use the investment for a bigger profit?

TOODLES!

Relationships

Commitments and trusts is no little issue.
Especially when you are in a relationship.

When you enter a relationship, things that are most important is:

1.Commitment

Commitment refers to your ability to commit for your relationships.

From simple matters such as bringing your spouse out for dinner to your responsibility to protect her.

When you commit, make sure you mean it.

Also make sure you do think for the future.

Relationships are not something that you hold for time being or is temporary.

It is something meant to be taken seriously.

Can you see yourself with this one person in all of your life?

Or to make things easier, can you see yourself together with this person for the next 5 years?

When you commit to someone, confirm your feelings correctly.

Ask yourself, can you love your spouse for as long as you live?

Will you be willing to do anything for her?

2.Trust

Trust literally means how much do you trust in your spouse.
Will you trust him/her with everything you've got and hope for the same trust from them?
Answer is yes.
If you do trust your spouse, they will also do the same to you.
But don't blindly trust in everything they say.
As if an owner throws an imaginary bone and the dog chases it till the end of earth.
Trusting can be a huge issue in relationships.
If you don't have it, never start a relationship.
Cause it will definitely end badly.


And most importantly,

3. LOVE

Without it, nothing will work.
If you have commitment and trust but no love, it is the same as having infinite amount of money without a place to keep it.
Because with commitment, you will be ready.
And when you are ready, you can start to trust them.
But nothing starts without love for each other.
And there is only 1 way you can know how to love really other people.
Is to know God's love for everyone of us.
And is because He loved us first, so we can love others.

All in all, bottom line is that think carefully before you try to start a relationship with someone.
Confirming your feelings is important.
And also the courage to take a leap of faith, to chase after what you really want.
Because relationships are not "just something" in your life.
Because even if it does mean that for you, that doesn't mean that the other side thinks the same.

I bid you all good luck. And hope that you are happy with all of your choices. :)

TOODLES

Apocalypse?

So something's got me thinking, and I was like "ohhhh crap"

World is coming to an end on Dec 2012!!

Pfffttt*

Not to say I don't believe it or anything.
But of course a feeling of fear always surges through you when the word *death* comes in mind.
Come on, its alright to be afraid.

So here is a very simple question, if you knew that tomorrow is the last day you will be alive.
Presume that you had a final stage cancer, or you know the world ends tomorrow, or you are just a dolt who wants to commit suicide the next day cause of some trivial reasons.
What would be the last thing you would like to do before you go?

Eat till you explode?
Spend the rest of your money?
Gaming 24 hours straight?
Spend as much time with your loved ones?
Just hug yourself and shiver till the time comes?

Ah well, the possibilities are unlimited!

And wow, here I am talking as if Apocalypse is a good thing. Lol
Well based on Christianity's view, God's coming is the Apocalypse.
And His coming is unpredictable.
So how does the Aztec dudes managed to predict the world's end?
No opinions will be given from me cause I ain't got no historical knowledge or even geographical knowledge.

LOL.
So yes. What would you like to do?
For me, I wont fuss myself and worry about this.
Although a little preparation wouldn't kill no? ;)

Word says that something big is goin down this December.
So peeps, pack up your bags with foods, flash lights and any other basic survival gear.
Or better yet, build an underground fortress or buy an airplane that can fly for 3 days without landing.
Anyways, it is always necessary to have a contingency plan for unexpected events.

Back to my opinion, I would use all the time I have now to just enjoy what's left of life.
Recently realized, that life is too short to stop at one place and stare behind.

Memories are made to remember of the times you had in the past.
Not to hold you back.
Lessons are learnt so that you would not do the same mistake you've did.
Not to frighten you so you won't do it again.

Time that passed are history.
Time that you are having now is a blessing.
Time that have yet to come remains a mystery.

You can either expect the best out of it, or make the best out of it.
Why think that if you don't get the best, you are screwed?
Why not think that with what ever you have, might be better than some more unfortunate people out there?

Nothing in this world is good or bad.
There is only perception.
Lets take a situation for an example.
Imagine that you have a delicious cake.
And then, you have already finished half of it.
Then you moved and the cake splatted on the floor.
Instead of looking the way of *OH DAMN WHY THIS HAPPENS TO ME ONLY?!* or *NOW I HAVE TO BUY ANOTHER ONE >:(*
Why not *Oh looks like I have some cleaning to do* or *Oh well, guess I am not getting fat after all*

See what I mean?
Oh well, maybe the cake analogy is abit of an exaggeration, and in some ways, cruel.
But meaning delivered. (I hope)

So, instead of wasting your time worrying and complaining
Why not just enjoy your life?
You know the world is gonna end soon and your life is not so long.

So stop fretting, and start kicking life's ass.
There ain't no rule that says you can't be optimistic and enjoy life to the fullest.
Although there are limits and rules to follow so your enjoyment don't gets out of hand.

Honestly, I have no idea what I am typing now.
Its just flows naturally. Hahah!

Hope this post inspires you(in some way) and amuses you!
I think I had re-stressed most of my points from the last post. Hmmm
Oh well, its never bad to have too much of knowledge. *winks*

TOODLES

Appreciate LIFE

So recently, I have been thinking.

Life is a very fragile object.
You don't know when you might lose it.

For all you know, your time could be up when you are eating Fruit Loops for breakfast.
Choking up in your throat or something LOL

But you get my point, once again I would like to stress somethings.

"Enjoy life as much as possible" and "Express your feelings" and "Appreciate what you have currently"
You certainly have to enjoy life to the fullest as it is not something that you can hold on forever
Although randomly expressing your feelings is a bad thing,
But it really saves you from the regret of not telling what you feel when you met your end.
And appreciate whatever you have right now.
Cause when you lost it, chances are you might not be able to get it back again.

Also the phrase Your life flashes before your eyes at the moment of your death
Its very true.
Despite the short time you know you will be dying, all your memories and the things you wanted most in life will just flash right in front of your eyes before you go.
Despite the short time of last breath or your cause of death, you still have time to actually remembered all that.

But it actually all comes down to support from people around you.
Cherish your time with them.
Don't let any minutes wasted worrying things about the past or future.

Let yesterday be a history, tomorrow be a mystery, and enjoy today as a gift.

TOODLES