2012?! (part1)

so yeah.

this rumor came up again.

why?

all of you know that japan got hit with a 8.9 magnitude tsunami  just now right?

oh you don't?!

WELL WELL WELL

where do you live in a cave?

sheesh

you guys should be stay online more.

hahah

so yeah,japan is in a huge mess now.

and i hope that they are okay..

8.9 magnitude of earthquake is really something.

and for internet to spread something that happened 2 hours ago,throughout the whole world in like 2 hours is really something too.

LOL

the earthquake had shaken the whole world

now the rest of the world is affected too.

as far as i know,tsunami is also bound to hit other places as well..

if you want to know more,follow cnn on twitter

or go here: http://www.cnn.com/2011/WORLD/asiapcf/03/11/japan.quake/index.html

look at what is happening to Japan now..

scary la...

honestly...i am scared

with so little time left for us...

there are still many things i want to do!

there are many people i want to meet!

there are a lot of things i want to eat!!

the news is running down my spine...

gives me the chills...

is 2012 real?

if so...what am i suppose to be doing now..?

anyways..instead of being scared.

i decided to pray for all those folks in Japan.

hope that they are alright and will stay alright!

and i also hope that my friends who are studying in overseas to stay safe also...

so then, all we can do now is to pray for thier safety...

well the news is spreading like wildfire now and is warning is issued from time to time.so i cant blog the whole day.

i need to get my butt on the table and study.

cheers guys!

PS:yes this is just part 1. Part 2 will be up soon. ^^

scarcity!

grrr i hate scarcity.

ohh you don't know what is scarcity?

"Scarcity is the fundamental economic problem of having seemingly unlimited human needs and wants, in a world of limited resources. It states that society has insufficient productive resources to fulfill all human wants and needs."

yeah?

i don't understand that either.

somehow these days.wikipedia aren't giving any clear definition of anything.

in fact,they make it more confusing for us.LOL

well,from my point of understanding

scarcity means you lack of resources to buy something.

so in other words,you must give something in order to get something.

and in most cases,you have many choices but you can't buy it all.

which leads us to let go our second best option.

an example.

i want to buy an Sony Ericsson x10

AND an Iphone 4

but the fact that i am lacking of money has become an obstacle for me to obtain both of them.

so now i only focus on buying 1 which i think it would suit me.

so scarcity happen.

you know something?

SCREW scarcity.

yeah i know the world would be a complete mess without it.

but dang,why must i choose one of those instead of picking ALL of them?

yes its called greed.and guess what?

everything has its greed.

but for me,i am not THAT greedy.

i would just pick one that is most worthy and feel glad after i bought it. =)

but still,if you can have everything you ever wanted...

wouldn't life be good?

oh hack.i wont be buying those LG phones.

though they have a very catchy slogan. HA HA

and yeah.

the examples i give up there.

YES.i am seriously considering having either a x10 or an Iphone.

so leave an opinion or a comment in my comment section below 

and tell me what do you think about both of them!

But some part of me says *DONT GET AN IPHONE NOWW*

so that,you know,maybe iphone of later generation may look like this?

HOLY COW.

you gotta admit that it looked sooo very bad-ass!

so yeah,i am dead serious about this.

and now i am hoping that i could find a part time job and work for this baby!

you know?

the things you buy with your own money feels better than using others money :)

but wait!

for now i guess i should focus on studying...

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ABOUT THE SPECIFICATIONS OF THESE BABIES!!!

BAHAHAHAH

naww just joking,but seriously.

so far my studies are going on fine.

but i have been lazying off my butt off for the past 4 days.

so i guess i should be going back to the real world now. * shrugs*

and yes,i am still kinda down lately.

but i still try my best to have fun while i still can. hahah

oh yeah.here are my twitter and tumblr profile.

DO VISIT :B

Twitter:http://twitter.com/#!/tunadrian

Tumblr:http://adrian-yutuna.tumblr.com/

yeah don't mind about what i write in there.

its just so i could get more readers :B

and i am still quite new to both of them so don't mind me acting noob there.

Definition of noob: someone who can't do anything.ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

so until i start blogging again,which might be 5-6 days from now,

you guys take of yourself okay!

there seemed to be alot of theft cases every now and then.

stay alert,keep your things around you at all times, and don't wear anything flashy. LOL

cheers!

(hmm maybe i should change my ending slogan. cheers is kinda old now. HA HA)

"When a guy is acting like everything is alright, it doesn't mean that everything is alright.
He may put on a tough act on the outside, but can you tell what is stirring him up on the inside?
Guys are surprisingly fragile...they may even be as fragile as a girls heart...
But there is 1 thing that differs them from the girls.... guys don't recover as fast as girls do..."

this may be insulting for some girls...but most of the times, girls recover faster than most of us guy.

and in some cases, the guy dont recover AT ALL. he might never be able to stand up again and wont ever face the world ever again.

I didn't write this to insult all the girls in the world.

Its just something I kept on thinking for the past few days.

but who knows,maybe the girls are also having a hard time themselves to stand up also

and what i wrote and what you read up there are merely my thoughts.

so the best thing to do to recover, is doing other things you like.

for example,i like singing.so i pop up the volume and sing as hard as i can!

another option is to find your best buddy.

talk to him/her

explain your problem.

and then here comes another fact for the guys.

"Guys don't share their problems."

its a pain, but that is the truth.
guys also don't often shows that they are having problems and ect.
most of the guys tends to keep it for themselves only.
which is not a good thing to do.
but yet i am still doing it even when i realize that its not healthy doing that. 
LOL

anyways,i decided that i should just write down what am i feeling and thinking now.

and maybe laugh at myself for writing this at some future date. LOL

i wrote this so i could lift my attention to other things.

studying is an example,sleeping are also an examples.

to be frank,i don't have any mood for anything now.

during my class,i ended up being the laughstock for the whole class with my awesome daydreamings

seriously,i don't even remember what was i thinking that time.

everything just went blank for the rest of the class.

and what i found recently on the net,

alot of trolls(what we call as haters on the net)

complaining that facebook,tumblr,twitter and ect are DEPRESSING.

and their reasons are...

because whatever they post,they don't get the *likes* or *thumbs up*

and to alot of other bunch of people's agree with it.

ROFL

hahah,its kinda funny reading all those comments.

all kinds of *colurful* word pops out of nowhere.LOL
but its quite true.
facebook CAN be kinda depressing if you played it for a long time.
so i guess i will try to stay away from all the social networking medium as long as i can. :)

oh yea.

after a good nap,i feel kinda good now.

most of the stresses are kinda like gone.

and another fact,when you're having a hard time and you decide to take a nap,

your dream turns into a nightmare.

well,at least mine did.

it was kinda scary since it has been a while since i last had my nightmare 

which is being chased by casper the ghost.LOL

yea i know,i may not be as 'manly' as other guys.

so...SHUT UP :)

so i guess thats it, back to studying for mid-terms.

oh and recently i joined Twitter and Tumblr.

and its kinda interesting. ha ha!

till then,cheers :)

PS: All the things i wrote here, are all MY thoughts. AND I 
didn't write this to insult anyone.

Its just something i would like to share with everyone.

emo again =(

hey readers

yes, i am abit emo now due to my current circumstances.

everything is going on so wrong for me now...

nothing is going its way now...

WHY?!

i tried to be optimistic...

i tried...and tried....

but utterly fail...

but instead...i ended up being pessimistic...

things aren't just the way they are anymore...

everything is hectic...

everyone is leaving...

tension rises as time flies by...

everyone is starting to fall sick...

i am not sick..

just felt tension...

its been a while since i felt this way...

all the stresses and tensions i pent up for so long emerged to the surface once again....

i am turning silent again...

so if i stayed quiet for the day...

sorry..i am not being arrogant or something...

its just i need some time alone to pull myself up again...

and i am afraid that i might sprout nonsense when i am talking to you....

youre saying that studying stresses me up?

yes,but only abit...

i have other things to worry about other than my studies...

for once in my life...

i never hate myself so much....

but i wont think about suiciding.ITS RIDICULOUS.

one of the reason i hate myself is why am i so thick headed...

something that is simple for other people takes time to enter my head...

and why i cant socialize well...

i have been trying to polish my socializing skills for the past few months...

but i am getting nowhere...

i am just so disappointed with life now....

what should i do now...?

can anyone tell me...?

i am feeling so lost now...

will God's grace lead me back again...?