OH. NO.

shizzles. i left this blog for way too long already. i am so sorryyyy!
but right, the thing is, i have reasons for not blogging. 


as such, procrastination dramas movies STUDIES.
is seriously being a b*tch on me now.
its getting more and more on my nerves.
imagine, i am only in foundation.
i REALLY REALLY dont want to imagine my degree life. dangggg
then this came into my mind.
if a teacher can only master 1 subject, then what in blazes makes them think that we can master 5 subjects simultaneously?!


oh well, guess life is a b*tch after all.
but at least i have my sleep (which has been taken from me lately too)
for some reason, sleeping has become my top of the line priority now.
yes, more than sports and facebook and sh*ts that is a total waste of time.


so! i dont know what is happening with the world right now but i heard from SPM students, they basically are upset because of 1 question.
what is CEPUMAS??
fyi, its a malay word so beats me.
its the first time i ever seen this word, which i thought it would be some kinda fruit or vegetables or something. but turned out what it really mean is "the total value of gifts (usually of money collected) the greatest possible win in a game, a bet, and so on"


wow, sucks to be them. oh well, everyone has their sh*ts sometimes no?
talking about life, i think i have been talking about life wayyy too much in my blog. 
maybe i should change my blog to *Lets Talk About Life!*
jokess heck not!
i am not a matured person to actually comment about something huge like that.
i dont even have any talents.(i am serious)


i feel really intimidated with everyone around me. and i mean EVERYONE.
as such, when my friends says he/she was asked out by a hot guy/girl to assignment discussion
then they start to boast about it which is such a total douch if you'd ask me but yet i feel intimidated. 
TROLOLOL
heck or when i see a nerd sitting beside a hot girl, i would feel jealous too.(no offense geeks/nerds! you cool!jokes)
so yeah, now you get how easily intimidated i am?
but that is just some exaggeration. 
what i mean to refer like when i see someone playing guitar or drums or even DOTA. i will go like 

its not expression of disgust okay
its expression of how awesome they play.


then again in the end, i am still a nobody.

okay that was lame. its a mob from kingdom hearts. HA HA


so yeah which concludes this time random pratting.
i am getting more and more lame as i grow.
isn't it the other way around? hmmmmmm
anyways,
i still wonder what with guys guts of not having the guts to talk to pretty girls.

TOODLES!