27 April 2010

*sigh* life is NS is getting more and more stressful....

after some thoughts when i was in NS....i think i need to change myself....after having flashbacks...i really(mean REALLY) need to change....coz if i dont,i wont get alot of friends or be popular among my friends....

i was thinking i need to be more open and active....but saying is easier than done...i really wanted to change myself to a better person....my friends said,*take it as a challenge from the heavens*....how can i change my real self which is most of the time,i am very quiet in throughout the whole camp for the past 3 weeks....after this break,i hope i can change into a better liked person....

and i just realized....i liked dancing....singing....guitar....drums....i want to learn them all!!!i will self-train myself if had time!!^^

so i am determined to change my whole self so i could enjoy the rest of my days there before i go to college!lucky,i have A FEW friends who would support me from time to times....^^

so back to the main thing,kem plkn tangkas kendiri still sucked.wanna know why?still most of the probs are created by *those* kind of people.they are just tooo freaking dumb to understand the concept of DISCIPLINE....they speak without think and in the end,all of us gets the shit whacked outta us....we were all like *WTF?!* when we just doing things and suddenly gets called to the damn hall(which was like 500M from my dorm.i think)with what the heck happen mood....

okay,as i mentioned,i got the time in the whole world to think about myself.i also find myself sometimes speak without thinking.also,i am also known in the camp as the EMO GUY coz i constantly sits at one corner with a book(writing down things that is important,ect.)....i was like what the heck?

and yay,i experienced fainting twice in the damn camp!!(awesome!)lol...first is bcoz of malnutrition/dehydration coz i wan standing in the hot field lol...second may be coz of shock coz of the possessions happening in the camp....omg....

in the past few days...there is alot of *ghostly* events happening around the camp....some even said they saw ghost when walking in small groups....and some fainted and started to mumble and shout and talk with different voices....man...seriously spooky lol....and surprisingly i fainted that time coz i was already having fever....and became the first chinese to faint!=)

also,we are now having some stupidity,no respect and idiocy issues with *those* people nowadays.they now started to bang locker every morning(like BAM BAM BAM) with a damn lame(LAME)reason....SAYA MAU KEJUTKAN KAWAN SAYA
i was like,what the fish?!we are not sleeping izzit?!use some brain la my dumb fren ^^
also,they are PURE STUPID!!!!!!

lol...shortly nothing nice happened in the camp so far...everything that happened in that camp starts from B.A.D to S.U.C.K.S
okay,SOME good things happen in that camp but its as FAR as SOME.our opinions ARE FINALLY accepted after so long!!now whoever does that thing,only he himself kena!!also,along with the ketua...so i felt pity for him coz he has to accompany those idiots kena punish....lol
and hes a chinese!!

sooo tired now....wanted to get some rest and play to the max for the next few days!!

might be blogging again soon~and 1 last question....
do you guys still think NS is something fun??think again lol

4 April 2010

wtfomgftwbbqrofllmaos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am back from NS for a few days....the only thing i can say is....I AM SUFFERING IN KEM PLKN TANGKAS KENDIRI in just 5 goddammedlong days!!!!!

one of a few reasons i am suffering is coz the camp is soo one sided....all the trainers are malays...where trainees are chinese 10%,indian 5% and 85% malays...which is obviously bad...cause the amount of chinese there are like outnumbered...

then for whatever we didn't do,we gets punish outta nowhere coz of some IDIOTS actually raised their voice to the trainer....then also some bastards who just cant wash their plates after they use it!!!

i have just been there for 5 days but have been suffering for like 1 months....times flies soo slow when you are in the kem...also,we ate 6 meals a day....and from breakfast to dinner...IT WAS ALL SPICY

imagine,you wake up in the morning(in distress)and bath with cold water(freezing)then you eat something such as fried noodles(oily,spicy,hot) and stand there for the rest of the day like an IDIOT!!!

man...i am very irritated now....that camp is like SOOOO one sided...the commander said that if WE have any problem,WE can report to him.but after WE did that,HE did nothing!he didn't even raised a finger...ftw man!!

after that,the commander said we can't go out for studies unless we finish the program!!!then all those who are intending to go to Form6 or College would be like WTF?!we are like 2 weeks late after that!!!what the hell?!

and also,this year competition between company requires EVERYONE to take part in it...another WTF?! reaction from all of us...coz mostly we just need 30-40 people to take part in the competition but this year we ALL have to take part....what the....

another thing....once we are sick,we need to take MC(medical certificate) from a booth and you know what the hell they said?!
1.the officer in charge isnt around
2.the doctor is not around
3.we cant give you the letter yet
4.wait for the rest to come back
and some more load of crap...so its like,5 people fainted in front of the booth in results...and heres another thing,those people who saw them faint was like *wat the?!*for a few seconds the resume their talking with their friends...what a bunch of jerks...i wanted to help but she is a girl so i cant get anywhere near her lol...

the worst of all is we all have to stand there like an idiot under the hot sun everyday!!we have no rights/privilege or whatever....we chinese are IGNORED in thatt hellish like place...there is still a whole tons of reason why i HATE/LOATHE that camp....but i feel lazy to write down the rest....

okay...enough crap for now....now really feeling irritated and need to get some sleep coz we like sleep 4 hours a day cause those malays don't like to sleep early....so they talk to the late night noisily...and in the end,we(i mean chinese and indians also)were punished for something we didn't do...in the middle of the night!!!what a crap man!!!!

okay okay...enough....going to sleep now...next time only blog again....chow...