commit suicide?!

you know something...

i think.....
that i want to commit suicide nao....because.....
because......

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I HAVE ACNE.

nawww no i am not committing suicide.LOL

 but really.i have acnes!!!

OMGWTHROFLBBQ

its being such a pain lately since weather here is kinda random.

and i haven't been able to sleep well these few days.

then the zits pops up....NOOOOOOO

wel i admit i may not be handsome,BUT I HATE ACNES

okay okay my bad for my in-activeness lately.

its because my internet connection went down for 2 1/2 weeks.

2 1/2 whole weeks!!!!

walao,feel so damn proud of myself now.

muahahah!
i survived without internet for that long!

and now its back and i am facing mid terms.

sucks alot no?

anyways,back to topics.

i THINK i did a topic about suicide last time right?

or rather yet, i think i did it twice.HA HA

but lately, here comes the committing suicide trend among teenagers.

you know,in the past, peoples commit suicide in the name of their country.

but now, people commit suicide in the name of LOVE.

err,well thats something cool

but at the same time.stupid.

well here i am, blogging about committing suicide again since whenever i read a news paper,

normally i would flip to the entertainment or sports section ONLY

but now,i read about whats happening in my country also.

everyday when i read a news paper,i would see that a case of a local nutcase trying to kill himself with a hairdryer just because he lost his gun to kill himself after he lost a game in DOTA and smashed his pc before losing.

well,that sure was an extreme exaggeration. 

but its still true that alot of suicide case going on now.

at first it was a huge hit among teenagers as a topic to gossip about.
but now it has become a trend.
its such a trend that it already seemed normal to kill yourself nowadays.

*if you kill yourself,YOURE A HERO.*
well screw that statement.
youre just an idiot on my opinion. :)
and IF you think suicide is the only way out.
maybe you can go kill yourself now.

JUST KIDDING!
but seriously,killing yourself is NEVER the way out.
never give up is the way out!

God created us for greater goods.
not to kill yourself after all the efforts He has gone trough bringing you into this world.

its just sad,watching all those teenagers killing themself all over again.

and i believe my advices are all located here~

http://adrian-yutuna.blogspot.com/2010/12/learn-to-appreciate-others-around-you.html

but the main point i am getting at is....

THINK CAREFULLY BEFORE DOING THINGS THAT HAS NO U-TURN SIGN

take life is an example.

we have only one.

and if you throw it away,well end of the line son.
dont go kill yourself just because you hate your life.
trust me,if EVERYONE were to do that.
the world's population would go from 6billion to 1million.
it was just a hunch.
if you think youre the only one HATE your life?

dude/girl you are so wrong.
there are alot more of people out there are having a HARD time out there.
but they never gived up.
what makes you do *Einstein*?

i am kinda in a rush now to study since mid term's is really REALLY near.
and i think i had prat enough stuffs now.
i think i am repeating myself all over again.
HA HA

so till then!
oh yeah,spot how many "i think"s are there in this post~

WOW,i have done alot of thinking on this post. HA HA

cheers!!

ringssssss!!!!! (yes addiction!)

OMGWTHFTWBBQ

having the absence of internet for 1 week is seriously a tortureeee arghhhhhhh
so much of my time spent on my bed now since i am still sick and without internet.
plus,notes are basically a pile of junks to me now since i cant study in my current condition.
grrrrr
where did all my determination/commitment/feelings towards study has gone to?!
oh wait,i don't have feelings towards studying anyway.
hahahah!

wonder why am i blogging again?hmmm maybe i should spend my time studying instead of watching
katekyou hitman reborn


its a super addictive anime ya'know!!!

and i think i just might go buy their rings~looked damn nice!muahahah
 
but the new versions looked alot better than the old ones~

 but if someone were to wear it in real life...it would looked really bad....

BUT I STILL LIKE THAT RINGS!

and maybe gonna buy both of the set IF i found a part time work around here.hahah
i am serious about buying those rings.THEY LOOKED SUPER AWESOMEEEEE

so since i am without internet and i am using my friends comp...
i guess i should stop now and start studying!
(pfffttt i said that like 1000 times already and i haven't started no sh*t yet.HA HA)

okay okay serious now.

till then,cheers!

i met a wolf!

and i am back after 2 weeks of break.

i wanted to blog! but campus is seriously being a pain in my ass.

just after CNY,i will face 2 mid-terms. sucks alot.no?

and my internet crashed because theres thunder storm hit kampar yesterday.

kampar rained?!yesssssss

is kampar getting cooler??

HELL NO

in fact,ITS GETTING HOTTER

because when it rains,it only last for like 5 minutes.

and then the weather temperature sky rocketed.

damn now THIS place is seriously becoming an oven.

and due to the on and off weather,

i am now officially sick!

oh yeah,back to my topic!

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how was my cny?
mostly with the word boring on my forehead.

ya'know,
as you grow older, these kinds of occasions tends to get more and more less interesting

(did i just repeated what i said on my last post?!)

the only thing that is interesting for me this cny,

it was that i met an Alaskan Malmute.

SHE(or he?) WAS FREAKING HUGE!!!!!

almost as the same size as me!

and it was SUPER ADORABLE!!

like a hugeeeeee stuffed toy!


see?!so damn cute right???

look at how grand it stands!


its a mixture of wolf and dog.but i still consider it as a wolf since wolf sounded way cooler that dog =))
dang it makes me wanna get a pet like RIGHT NOWWWWW ;(

i dont have much pics about my cny so i will leave it to that.
its not so interesting either way.
and i am kinda lazy to upload pics.MUAHAHA

so anyways, i think i will stop now since i am sick.
i need to get more rest.
STUPID KAMPAR
i was perfectly fine during cny and just when i come back kampar,this hit me.
grrr

next post will be much better becuz now i am typing this with my eyes closed.
and i cant remember much on what happened during my breaks.HAHA

anyways,cheers!

Happy Chinese New Year!

so i re-read my last blog post and thought that it was so childish....

i shouldn't have act so immaturely and wrote all those stuffs...

anyways,chinese new year is only like 1 more day away from now!

and i shall post on pictures about my chinese new year this year since my dad has a cool badass cam D300~

yea i know this is a useless cam compared to what all those rich brats have now. 

just joking!

but seriously

this is how my dad's cam looked like~

is it awesome or what?!

i am SOO gonna spend alot of time taking pictures throughout the WHOLE time .HA HA

you know,events like this gets more and more boring when you grow older

for some reason...i don't look forward to this time around's CNY...

EXCEPT that i have new clothes.and i LIKE them!

when i have them on i will take a pics of it~

my cousins from aussie and singapore and johor will be coming back~

some are already back though~

and they are the bunch which is fun to be around with~

and i also noticed,my talking skills actually went down!

and so is my grammar!!

OMGWTHBBQ

I AM SCREWED

and now,back to preparing myself for CNY muahahaha

and also polish up my talking skills and my grammar.

maybe all this started to happen because of me getting involved in too much of korean/japanese/chinese movies and animes......

OKAY,better start studying and polishing my skills after CNY.

and oh yeah,

I GOT MYSELF A FRIGGIN GUITAR!!!!!

yesssss!!!means no more sleeping and onlining during my free time in kampar!

it shall only bounce between guitar+singing and studying!

so yeah,thats all.next post will be with pictures!

+my brand new guitar!muahahahah

Cheers and Happy Holidays guys!!