After midnight party is F.U.N!

o yesterday midnight we had a surprise party for a house mate of us~
and IT WAS AWESUM!! boy what a night....hahhah

well,having a party at night playing with water,flour and all those party things?LOL
it was a REAL BASH. we had lotsa fun and laughter throughout the night (from 12AM to like around 2AM xP)we played 3 tricks on him~
1 water balloon
2 flour bath
3 un-meltable candle? ahhah

but after that we had to clean. ALOT. powder,strings,cream,water,everything is everywhere!! and i think its worth the fun since we only have it once in a while~
its good for releasing stress too~^^
and while cleaning,we played with water. AGAIN. aaaaaand for some reason i managed to flood my room =\
but then again i feel poor for those who were trying to sleep at that time when we were goofing around screaming and shouting!!

oh and by the way,i realize that the best cure for a STRESSED up person is a nice cup or mug of DESSERT! so for those who are stressed out,a trip little to mcd wouldn't kill you as much as the stress would. order a cup of Mcflurry then sit back and check out some chicks along the way~ =)

PS: notice the differences between STRESSED and DESSERTS. yes its a trick question.LOL

and soon after that....i finally realize....that i have the best house mates,friends and family that the world could ever have.....okay maybe sometimes things hit my head too hard for me to think straight....but now i realize that there are some other people who is more unfortunate compared to me....so its not always about me only....its about all of us.

and finally(again ^^) i know.....that i had...wait...HAVE to change....i am still in the process of changing....building up my self confidence to meet other people,cheering up those who are down...helping those who need help. and obviously help my self along the way also ^^

plus,lately there has been a girl(OH MY GOSH A GIRL?!?!?!?)...i have been....errrr....checking on?^^"
i wanted to get a long with her...but she seem kinda....hard to approach. well about the name even i don't know her real name.LOL i don't DO stalking okay. thats cheap ==
so i am looking for an opportunity to get along with her.
but i dont think she even notices me....well duh,i am bad at talking. so its kinda hard.
but i will start hope for that one day, i could talk to her casually...^^
what you think i have a crush on her? well maybe,but i wont say about this first. i just wanted to get along with her first ^^



and so i still walking around the campus alone. hey walking alone don't mean you are an emo bastard, its called *being a badass* okay =)
and i did some survey with my friends.
asking what is my first impression on them. some said cool, some say just acting emo(well sorry about that lah cause thats just the real me k). but when i ask them what they think after they know me. everyone say friendly and funny. well its good to know that i changed their expression in a good way.

oh and i have been training myself recently~ why? of course for a buffer body. LOL
i wanted to train myself because i noticed that am starting to get FAT >.<" just kidding, i looked like a living skeleton walking around. i am getting thinner and i have to do something. because trust me, being too thin is NOT (DEFINITELY NOT) a good thing.

and i will be off for the next few weeks,i SERIOUSLY need to start studying.
and so this time's blog posts will end here.
but will be back on blogging soon! ^^
sorry for all the grammar mistakes i've made. i am just lazy to reread what i wrote.hahah and its raw thoughts i decided to post it on blogger~LOL

thanks for visiting~ byes!

thinking too much is not a good activity! =/

well yeah,the title says it all.

haha actually i am juz kidding, BUT SERIOUSLY

thinking may be good for you in many aspects~and may even harm you in many aspects
lets say thinking alot is good because it enhances you reasoning skills and studying skills. which might lead becoming like my little friend here

NERD OMFGWTH!!!!

seriously i find this pic to be such an EPIC FAIL

pffft,watever~


or this~
SHERLOCK HOLMES cool~wait,is that even possible?

for those of you who don't know who is sherlock holmes,well, you might as well be one of those guys who failed in their math test.LOL


so that is more or less the good side~
but lets see what happens if you DON'T think much and *Just Do It*. what you think this is Nike commercial izit?
and so you'd become this handsome guy over here~

ouch that musta hurt~
Think carefully before doing anything.LOL
in his case,its his stupidity to get it on tape.hahah


                                                      see what i mean?

and now what happens if you OVER-think. this usually applies to all those emoholic people.

they tend to think alot. well.thats a good thing but they think also tend to take things things A BIT too seriously. lets say they dont like to eat brocolli,(well its a bad example i know LOL) then this scenario happen:
they will start to think.....*WHY THE HELL BROCOLLI EXISTED!!!!! ITS JUST SO UNFAIR THAT I(ME?!) HAVE TO EAT IT!!!!(cries starts running towards the wall and smash his head or take something to cut his wrist*

NOTE: emo people dont usually camwhore so i got this random pic some random sites that google gave me.

its sad to think i used to be like that.hmmmmm
but not till so extreme la.i dont go so far till wanting to cut my own wrist. I STILL WANNA LIVE =)

and wow....the internets supports emo kids kill them self.they even post out an advertisement on how to cut your wrist effectively. LOL

and thats why emo people are not good for your health.

and one thought of mine towards emo guys/gals.
THEY HAVE NICE HAAAAIIIIRRRRRR LOL
well,its from my opinion la.haha
but i seriously hate their cosmetics. you know? those black eye liner and piercings?LOL

whoa,almost flew outta the topic.LOL

lets get back~ xP
oh yeah,there are a few types of people who thinks a lot.

                                                                 first one
is silent type people.they think....like A WHOLE LOT of chips you that can find in a pringles can.

                                                               second one
is the daydreamer. they think alot too. most preferably to live up their names. they think till they aren't aware on whats happening around them. and eventually they would walk straight to a pole and rams it head on (YEAH!err,i mean ouch =))

                                                               third one
would be the kiasi people. well,asians usually know what it means but i shall explain it. kiasi means scared of....lets say everything?
these kind peoples are smart. they think everything throughly before doing it. but they will still fail in doing that task.LOL example,they thought/remembered/analyzed everything about tennis game.(what angle to shoot la,what power to use la,how to run la) and when the time comes to do it. they failed. LITERALLY

and if i missed out any categories,the it would just mean i got lazy to type.LOL

so my final comment is....
oh i has pictures and videos in my post after some long time!! =P
haha,just kidding~
so i thought that thinking alot has it pros and cons.
and i find that my topic flew quite out of my course.LOL
i know i has alot of vocabulary error on this time's post. was kinda of an airhead today so.....yeah =)

                                                      thanks for visiting~ have a nice day~

moody week? hmmmm

wow,i totally forgotten about blogging for the past few days. LOL

well, the title said "moody week? hmmm" which is quite obvious that i am moody now. but regardless, i wont blog anything about my moody mood or making the whole post emo-ish like. haha

i have been an air-head for the past few days and i don't know what hit me. just the sudden feeling of stress is starting to re-appear again.

anyways! assignments are coming in FAST so i don't have much time to rant on my blog~kinda sad T_T
even if i had time to go online, i would use those time to sleep now. for the past few day i am having insomnia, so i spent my noon sleep. and night study A BIT and watch anime A LOT. hahah

AND,there goes my study mood. and comes my anime fanatic side. O.M.GEE
but i had to stop my anime craziness cause i really don't have much time left to study/finish my coarse work.

well,i think i will be free after 2 weeks.cause thats the deadline of my assignments~ and after that i will continue my rant again~
of course,maybe most of you will think that my rants will be just a waste of time or just a piece of crap, but i did write it for my own pleasure~so don't complain!

well,have to go to sleep now. and continue study tomorrow~
anyways,stay tune for my next post!
will be back in swinging good mood soon!
and i will guarantee my next post will leave you in ROFLMAOWTHHAHAHA mood!(i hope =/)

cheezzzchoww~! =)

three big one 0!

yesh!its the time of the year again! where all the 3 figures of the dates (X/X/X) are having the same numbers!

ya know something? i didn't know that the day when our day/month/year has the same figure was considered as an event/celebration. LOL

when i went out with my friends today, my friends was like,*EH!happy 10th lor wei!;D*
then i was like....*errr,yah.happy 10th?LOL*

and they said that this month is particularly special coz it has 5 fridays,5 saturdays and 5 sundays.and i checked my calender and it says so. WOW
it comes only once in 823 years. WOW (yes again)

and they send me some message say i wont get any luck/money if i dont forward their messages. WTH
i was stunned, so u send the message to make my life more miserable than it is now?
you know i am NOT rich right?i have to fight for my free SMS-es!!

nah juz joking about my life being miserable. well i DID decid to keep a healthy mind already. and it turned out quite good, even though my life wasn't as colorful as it was, but at least its not in black and white! =)

i dont have much for this time's post actually. i just thought that i should write something since this is a PARTICULAR date. hahah

but sometimes it leaves me wondering....what will happen after 12/12/12?
will they count something like 13/3/13?LOLZ

OH YEAH! i nearly forgot about 2012. well,that rumor is more or less gone.but not forgotten! =)
so for those who belive in this 2012 crappies/fact (i mean no harm/insults. just trying to say~hahah =P)......

cherish the time you have now with your loved ones~

cheers~^^

A typical kind of teenager's weekday!

Warning. Beyond this point is fully a teenagers life style which have no concern with any kiddies of adulties or oldies explained by this blog's writer. And if you are stupid enough to follow all this, contact the writer ASAP, and while your waiting please enjoy this tone do do do do do do do do do do do.Viewers Discretion is advised.

hey! today i will be ranting about a teenagers daily life style! well,at least from my point of view though.LOL
most of em are craps but most of us teenagers does it.SERIOUSLY

so my morning began with my alarm tone (sorry sorry answer piano version which is cool!)
got up from my bed and realized i am GOING to be late for class but still taking my time in the shower. brushing my hair, brushing my teeth, brush my body, ect.

and then slowly decide which hair style should i do today,(trojan,mohawk,broom style maybe?) pick a jeans(light blue or white?=/) that is matching with my shirt, pack my bags, wear my shoes(i think black would look nice~oh wait,maybe white?). and i am ready! to head to bed again! (nah just joking~BUT SERIOUSLY)

after i locked my room door, lock my gate, rode half way to the campus, i blindly realize(oh crap where is my ID?!) and ride back to hostel to retrieve it. and i locked my room door again, rode half way to the campus, i blindly realize AGAIN....my keys are hanging on my room door!!!
and then we do it all over again!
and so finally came to class late with a SMILE to avoid getting nagged by teacher~

and when i reached class, the daily C.L.A.S.S routine is applied~which is
Come
Late
And
Start
Sleeping

git it?;)

oh what about our breakfast or lunch? i dont know. maybe its spelled in the word BRUNCH where we eat in the late noons? LOL

and when night falls, we hang out with friends. you know? talking crap, letting out farts(really loud ones!), cam whores, acting like a bunch of idiots along the road just to get some girls attention (which we failed,LITERALLY) so we decided to yumcha at the nearest place and continue our crap there~

and i reached home for like 12am and realize.....OH SH*T i haven't took a shower!!
.....
......
.......
aww who cares.i can do it tommorrow~*faceplants on teh bed and sleep!*

what about dinner and supper??? well, its spelled in the word dipper(idkwth is that but certainly spells like diaper!) i think?

and tommorrow morning, we do it all over again!

isn't life wonderful~=)

PS:this is juz one of my daily rants.it wasn't meant to be real. maybe it could be SOMEONE'S life style (not mine.mine is alot simpler!)

PSS:DONT take this for real.

PSSS:if you are a kid who wants to be a teenager fast.DONT follow my guide.or you will end up BAD

PSSSS:ITS JUZ SOME CRAPS I WROTE FOR THE FUN =3

TeeHee~! =D

Blog Re-updated!

first things first,i would like to ask u readers dont be suprised on how i have changed since the last post kayz~ a number of things happened after the last post even though its just in 2 day.

and so,now i think i am changing some things on my blog~
and notice my blog DOES look abit emo-ish but i am trying my best to change myself over.
and i like the background!so stop complaining! :D

and so as i said,i wanted to change a few things on my blog.
like post title. i find it if i using dates for title is abit.....UNCREATIVE?
i feel like i had been writing an online diary for like 2 years now.LOL
2nd-ly.i want to change my monthly post system~weekly maybe? i might even post daily! well, it depends on what happened on that particular day~
3rd-ly,i would like to give off advices in my blog. helping people and ect.
and also a few side story/experience of my life i would like to share to those of you~^^
also might post stuffs where i would laugh my ass off and wondering on why i EVEN write that stuff.LOL

oh,and whats with my sudden mood change? well, its kinda of unexplainable coz a few friends of mine actually saw whats happening to me and came up and gave me come advices.
and well, some of them noticed when we were like normal when suddenly shifted to the emo-ish topic, asking me why i turned into like that and ect.
PS:YES i use alot of ect. this time.thats coz i got really lazy to type all those things. ha ha ha
i took their advice into use.and in just 2 days, i felt abit better.
i SHOULD really lay off those emo thoughts. hmmmm
and so i am determined that i WANT to be a more open and friendly person! even though i know it wont be easy but at least i tried didn't i?

and i realize.....MY WARDROBE IS SOOOOOO OUTDATED!!!!!!! omgee imma get buy clothes NAOO!!!!

and since the second sem started. i had most of my free time. tuesdays and thursdays especially. so i thought i dont want to waste those precious time and put it in use. first one is WORKING OUT! i also noticed that i am going to look LIKE a real stick if i dont work out. sports is also included in it~ and second but not least, STUDY. == just saying the word made me stressed. LOL

and so,i managed to lay off those emo thoughts by working out,studying and think positive~
and i am not gonna think anything else bad like *my life sucked compared to yours B!TCH!* or *Life sucks.....ALOT!*
well,at least thats what i hope not to think.

plus its surprising that i managed to changed this much in 3 days since the last post. and also how the heck i managed to type this long.
sorry if this post bores you guys~

thanks for stopping by and have a nice day~! =)

3rd October 2010

well,here i am sitting in front of the com typing lifeless things again....a lifeless things is produced when a teenager HAS NO LIFE =(
the reason i am still writing in this blog is juust to satisfy or let out my feelings a little so that i don't break down anytime soon....

A fair warning,this is more or less an emo kinda blog/post.you can leave now if you want to.

so yeah, life in university level is DEFINITELY *fun*.....shrugs*
its *fun* coz the study level is ridiculously HIGH and there's basically no tips for the exam or any specific things you must study and not.

so these days in college i usually grab a fine spot where i can hide myself from crowd's eyes.somewhere like maybe under a tree behind a building? why? to enjoy the breeze of course,and have some time alone. thinking about things,no disturbance and ect. even though i hated kampar,but the breeze is kinda....comfortable....relaxing and calms me....

and you know, the longer i spend my time in here. i am slowly but surely....turning back to my former self....the emo one...LOL
i wouldn't want change back to my emo self....but it seemed like there is no way for me to prevent it...i just cant find any REAL friends who would help me....okay i maybe look hard to get along with....but....argh i dont know how to explain it myself....


and for the past few weeks...i managed to realize a few things.
1.I have no life (LITERALLY)
2.Friends are not always with you (IN FACT THEY BACKSTABS YOU)
3.Family are not so understanding after-all (THEY JUST WONT LET YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT)

the first one i said that coz most of my time is spent on books and MOSTLY comp.LOL not hanging out with frens or what-so-ever anymore.=[

the second one....well yeah.as it is described.

the third one is abit different coz I KNOW MY OWN LIMITS in things that i wanna do.
lets take hairstyle for example.
i am not talking about having my hair bleached or dyed golden.i just wanted to keep it long!wth is wrong with that?!

and they say that *the longer you do something,the better you will be at that thing*? well,to hell with it.i am here, long enough just to get myself back to emo again??? what the hell!!!!
national service may have thought me alot of things...but not this far....

i promised myself to act more mature this time around....i nearly got into a fight just because of something small....i was thinking of wanting to get a girlfriend....but i guess i am just not ready for a relationship now....things are pretty messed up right now...
even i myself is also pretty messed up right now....
what should i do?
will God be able to help me?
will i ever change from the mistakes i learned?

i DON'T WANT TO/HOPE THAT I WON'T/HOPING TO NEVER turn back to my former self again....
is there ANYWAY/ANYONE/ANYTHING that are willing to guide me from the wrong path...?

The tears of a man is not visible to anyone except himself......