BIEBER FEVERRR

gosh... sleeping with the stress feeling is a bad choice.
nightmares often comes when you sleep feeling stressed.
maybe i should i stay awake till my finals are over.
maybe grow some panda eyes and make myself look abit more cute! 8)

oh yeah
i dreamt of something REALLY random last night
wanna know what?

justin beiber came to malaysia a few days ago.
you know that right?

and for some reason.
I DREAMT OF HIM

OMGWTHROFLBBQLOL

i am not gay okay.
i dreamt that i was breakdancing with him.
IN THE AIRPORT LOUNGE

wow. talk about freaky.
and some random breakdancers joined us.
and a music came out.
i can't recall what the music is. i think it was baby or somebody to love 
HA HA
MUSICAL!!!!!! :B

then i woke up.
feeling awkward.
gastric, headache and i feel like puking :(
and ask myself *WTH just happened!?*

what was i doing at the aiport lounge???
and why did JB suddenly poped out and started dancing??
AND HOW THE HECK DID I BUST OUT ALL THOSE CRAZY MOVES?!?
i am serious. i did bust out a few crazy moves like this

oh well.
its just a dream.
thats why.
AN EFFIN WEIRD RANDOM DREAM
tho i REALLY wish that i could actually dance like that :(

crap.
my dreams just keeps getting weirder and weirder.
and my condition also keeps on getting worse.
i can no longer wake up no earlier than 12PM.
i am sleep deprived fyi :)

but nevertheless
dancing certainly feels good :))

and i decided not to give a damn about my life anymore.
since when i actually started to care about all those minor and detailed stuff?
naww who cares
maybe i should just stick with the flow.
:)))

"Life is too short to worry about minor stuffs,
try to make full use of it since it wont last long! "


" Why so serious?
Smiling is free! "

anyways,off to the study table again
and here ya go with something!

                      BIEBER BLAST HA!

toodles!

Too good to be true?

hey peeps!

sorry for the last 2 post.

i know it looked so emo-ish and dramatic-ish

but yeah, i am having a rough time coping things up in the end too okay :(

and yea,i did say i would make it up to you next time right!

and here i am trying to make your wildest dream come true!

ladies and gents, get your seat belts on coz you are going to New Zealand!

more details here: NEW ZEALANDDDDDDDD

so recently i have been trying to win myself something off says.com

and yea i admit i might have been a little too over it

HA HA

i literally spammed my profile with it. see!

but the prizes are just soo tempting!!!!!

just look at the few lots!

looks so freaking tempting right?????

i am sorry but i can't resist the temptation that has been applied on me :B

*droolsss*

PS:most of the prizes are almost gone becuz its already day-9.

and i still haven't won anything :(

the reason of why i am soo into it its becuz

a few of my friends ACTUALLY won something off it.

A GRAND PRIZE to compare with.

danggggg

ahem,well i should congratulate them tho ^^

and be jealous of thier godlike luck :(

naww just kidding :P

wanna win too?

here is the steps to join! you may click on the orange words coz it will direct you directly to the sites :)

If you're a Malaysian, follow the instructions below:

1. Click into says.my

2. Register as a new member, fill in your information (Note that some info can't be changed by yourself once you've submitted)

3. Choose the prizes which you would like to win

4. Start sharing the campaigns!

oh yeah and remember,the more campaign you share the higher chances of you to win!

and before you share anything, pick 5 grand prize and 5 consolation prize.

and then you are up in the run to win yourself something!!

but don't use cheap tricks in order to win okay.LOL

this is quoted off from one of my friends blog

for these actions are counted as evil and you will be banned forever for doing these.

• Don't ASK people to click on your links to 'help' you. That's not fair to the people who trust you to share it naturally.
• Don't post your link on shoutboxes and discussion forums, it maybe spammy to others!
• Don't use automated methods to generate clicks. It's easy to get banned.
• Don't use misleading message to trick people to click on the link.
• Don't email people you don’t know. That's spam!
• Don't post your link on campaign's website or campaign Facebook page. Ever.
• Don't post your link on SAYS.my and SAYS.my Facebook page.
• Don't use Paid To Click (PTC) sites

okay.since its almost finals.i guess i really should lay off these things.

although i am kinda desperate to win even 1 of the prizes.

but my main focus is still on studying. HA HA

i HOPE :\ 

okay. now since i have made my things up on my end.

i guess you should start registering and win some prizes as well huh?

TOODLES!

All Alone

The blue words represent what is written on a piece of paper.

 The orange words represent an individual's answer.

The situation is :

Hi Mr.! Can you spare me a few moment to do this survey?

*hands out a piece of paper*

Please answer it honestly! :) 

On the peice of paper,

He wrote:

Do you have a facebook account?

WELL DUHHHHH

Then on to the second one.

How many friends you have in there?

Man,who do you think i am? i have like around 4000 friends in there ;D 

*smiles like a geek*

Do you chat with them often?

Sometimes? Rarely cause i am such a busy guy :D

Do you hang out with your friends often?

Not really. I was busy being awesome on Facebook :)

And Lastly.

Actually HOW MANY people in there would care about you or help you if you are in trouble?

A.K.A. REAL friends?

(..... i guess none of em...)

okay this didn't really happen.

those are some of the things i think of :)

and THESE are my thoughts~

finally i feel like i belong to somewhere...

with someone...

but what is this feeling in me?

is it telling me that this is not where i belong?

why am i feeling lonely?

why am i lonely?

i don't know.

i just don't
and whenever i ask myself these things. 
i get.....

nothing.

well, i maybe its because i was all alone.

ever since from the start.

till the end.

i WAS alone.

i AM alone.

little by little...

day by day....

as time goes by...

i am starting to lose my grip on reality

falling off the cliff of reality.

and fall into the world of my own.

MY DREAM
MY FANTASIES

LOL 

so much drama.

gosh

what have i got myself in to?!

L.O.S.T

awww mannn

its the time of the year again D:

i am feeling lost now that everyone leaving me..
when i finally found some peoples that i can refer as friends
when i can finally hang out with peoples...
talk about personal stuffs..
share secrets and problems...
they are all going away...

i may look tough on the outside but can you tell what is on the inside?

NO

i am surprisingly a fragile person.
as you may know since i said it in my last post
i hate goodbyes.

it just breaks my heart.
even guys have fragile hearts okay!

you know,there comes a time
where you think that
everything or everyone will remain the same and stays together

but there also comes a time where we realize
that those are just some immature thoughts.
a thought of someone who is not willing to face the future

and when i think that everyone around me is leaving me or going away
its just sad

then it always leave me with the question
the question that has always been in my mind before i met those people
*what should i do now?*

ya'know?
maybe thats why i prefer to be alone.
yes

i thought that being alone was the only way to prevent me from getting hurt
or disappoint myself.

and that was wrong.
i realized it lately after i mixed with some peoples.
being alone itself means hurting yourself.

but when i am with my friends
mixed feelings comes in.
i can't feel any specific feeling when i was with them
i feel happy and sad at the same time.
there is a warm and fuzzy feeling when i am with them.

it feels like i can trust them
lean my head against their shoulders when i need them
tell and share them my problems
and deep inside me
i wanted to share my problems with them
but something tells me not to.

maybe it has to do with my previous experiences.
when i share a problem to a friend,
it somehow became their problem also.

i just don't know what to do now
maybe i should just stay alone?
because it does both sides good.
if we don't meet each other and bond
we wont get hurt when we leave each other

"Hellos and Goodbyes are normal in life.
And Life, Is not as simple as it sounds."

nawww this is not an emo post okay
its just my current feelings only
i am not sad or anything!

and i just realize
being someone who can express his problems to the world trough typing
but not express his problems to his friends trough talking
its like the saddest reason to live on as a human.
hahahhahah

for now i just wanna lay off this kinds of thoughts.
instead,i just wanna focus on spending more time with them
before the timer runs out!!
and also start studying soon becuz finals is just around the corner.
YES its this time again where i will go emotionally crazy.
bahahahah

if this post look emo then sorry lo

i promise i will make up to it next post okay!! :)

Toodles!

EPIC MUSICAL EVERRRRR

our christian fellowship group members had done a musical drama last tuesday!

it was EPIC!!!

watch it here:

it was named as

Easter Celebration:Are You Still Waiting

most of the songs composed in there are made with a brain in a train :)

aren't they awesome?!

but we used another singer's song in the last 2 songs.

even though we had a rough time preparing for this.

but it all turned out pretty good!

i was a dancer in there :))

there is 1 more dance which is on the end of the drama.

but it didn't got recorded :(

but yet,i still had fun dancing and meeting all those wonderful people!

we did it all in the name of Lord!

and i thank Lord from bringing me into this musical so i could know him more and serve him!

and i also would like to thank Him for allowing me to meet those peoples...

i am having a rough time now...but with these people around

i feel at ease :)

Thank You Lord Jesus!!!!!

Insomnia is the last thing you wanna have

hey guys

i am back from a long sleepless/busy week.

why?

i don't know maybe its because i don't know why?

just kidding.

i can't sleep because....

I WANT A XPERIA ARC SO FREAKING BAD RIGHT NOW :((

naw i was just joking.

haha

but i am serious about getting this one.

forget iphone of x10!

this one is way cooler :)

the reason i can't sleep in the night is because....ITS FRIDAY

okay,that was THE WORST song i have ever heard.
i love fridays and weekends!
but this?
seriously?
she will be the next best joke ever next to justin beiber.hahahah

naww i am still just kidding.hahah
the rhythm is kinda cool but the lyrics are...urgh
i don't hate her neither :)

the REAL reason i cant sleep is maybe i am scared that when i fall asleep the phantom will come take me away :((
or worse....
THE FLYING DUTCH MAN WILL COME AND STEAL MY SOULLLLL

he steals people's soul
and puts it in davey jones locker that is filled with all his smelly gym socks.

:( scary right

okay.its another joke.
hah!
well yeah,today is 1st of April.
so whaddaya expect?
a nice cup of hot chocolate next to the fireplace?
sounds good?
of course it does!
but its April 1st.
HA HA

okay now is the reason why i can't sleep at night.
 to be frank.
i don't know why
i just can't seem to close my eye and rest my brain.
not to say i am stressed up.
i just don't know why.
i am not sad
i am not angry
i am single but not available either :)
(LOL thats was random)

well,the experience was very bad.
you feel like lying down to sleep every moment.
but for some reasons,you can't!!

i have been awake for 1 week without a proper night sleep.
i am so cool.
LOL
just kidding.

i can finally sleep starting from yesterday.
and i had a nice as in VERY NICE sleep last night.
haha
and i ended up missing class again because i wanna sleep :))
i am awesome!!!

hahah
well back to dilemma.
should i buy a new laptop,or a camera,or xperia arc
arghhh

PS:i still hate my hairstyle
its effin ugly seriously.
the next hairstyle i would like to have is like this guy
Noctis Lucis Caelum

its effin cool right?!?!??!
*imagines myself with that hairstyle*
*DROOLS ALLOVER*

oh well.
things will work out by itself somehow.

well,time to sleep now.hahah
PSS:I just noticed how utterly random is all my posts.
it some how sways away from the title i give it. HA HA
and remember to pray guys!!
till then!

toodles!!