Ignore? Or not to ignore?

Have you ever been in a situation where people just starts to avoid you or boycott you for absolutely no reason?

Or you don't know why?

Or you did something but you didn't know of what you did?

My bet is that everyone once faced this situation at least one time in their lives.

This problem emerges or pops out almost instantly anytime anywhere.

But to solve this problem? 

Its a whole different story.

But that is what human nature is.

When we have nothing to do, we look for something to do.

In this case, the dumbest thing to do.

Lets put into a simple example.

A and B were close friends.

Suddenly, B starts to ignore A.

A wonders why.

In the end, A was to stressed up he killed himself. 

The end.

See?

That was a rather simple explanation no?

HA HA! 

But seriously.

You can't just ignore someone for something that they did unintentionally.

Unless they did it intentionally, then you have every damn right to ignore them.

But there is a differences whether the person you are ignoring is innocent or guilty.

If you are the one being ignored/boycotted, try to find out the reason why you are being treated that way.

Because people don't just react without being stimulated.

Just like the Mimosa plant. 

It only closes when people touches it.

Like humans, our self defense mechanism don't just go off without someone trying to hurt us.

And maybe sometimes the reason for their actions isn't always have something to do with you.

It maybe due to another party or another situation.

So don't beat up yourself and think its your fault when people treats you this way. 

But to just stay strong and find the reason for their actions.

If you are the one ignoring/boycotting, confirm the fact with your own eyes.

We all know rumors is a MUST in this world.

And rumors=unconfirmed fact

You can't just judge someone when you hear a rumor about them.

Confirm it with your own eyes and then decide where to go from there.

Its just like smoke.

Where there is smoke, you don't just run into the smoke do you? You would eventually ram into a wall or obstacle.

But instead you will be more careful and walk slowly, feeling whatever that is in front of you.

Likewise, if you just trust in what other people says without confirming, you will hurt yourself and the person you are ignoring.

Also never forget that we are not perfect.

Humans are never perfect.

No matter how you strive for perfection, you will never attain it.

The key point is that you must learn how to live with your imperfections.

Thats the only way to a happy lifestyle.

When the society starts to turn against you, don't think that the society is wrong or judgmental only.

We have to think about their viewpoint too.

In other words, look at yourself in the mirror.

Focus on improving yourself from time to time.

Find out what you did wrong and where it went wrong then improve.

But if you DID something wrong and you know it and you just wanna be ignorant about the fact that you once did it?

Go kill yourselves.

You were aware that you once did something bad, and you just intend to patch things up like it never happened?

You are just digging your own grave.

Or if you know that you have a bad attitude and you couldn't care less to change it

You wont get anywhere with that.

Not everyone in this world knows what to do when it happens.

But we just need some guidance and reminder that we need help.

Phrase to remember?

"Always strive for improvement, not perfection"

"Willingness to change gives you more keys to open different doors"

Life is like a huge hallway.

There are multiple doors, with multiple tenants in it.

Will you find an empty room to stay?

Or will you just sleep in the hallway path?

Your choice.

I am aware that I have come up with multiple Life Idioms for multiple situations/occasions.

But it's all relevant and meaningful no?

I might be just getting ahead of myself lol xD

Nevertheless, the feeling of people walking away from you hurts.

But note that also when you decide to do something, you can't just erase it leisurely.

If you wanna walk away, just go.

Never come back, because not everyone is a fool.

We learn from mistakes...... eventually.

So I bid ya'll a good day, and God bless! ^^

TOODLES

Past

Wow, a month and a half not writing anything.
Guess I must be pretty awesome to be this busy eh ;)

Well, since its been a while, and I am having my life turned upside down again, so lets take some time being an emoholic douche again. HA HA!

So past?
It doesn't define what your future is.
Heck you wont even know what the future holds for you either.
All you can do is expect the best out of every moment you live.
Like ma momma always says, "when you git a box o'chocolates, you never know what ya might git" 
Your past may define who you are now, but it doesn't define your future self.
Everyone changes, thats common.
Its just the matter of changing for the good of for the worse.
You yourself will decide that.
Nobody or nothing stays the same forever.
Something is bound to change eventually, no matter how long it lasts.

As easy as ABC, many wished that they could just erase their past with a snap of a finger.
Me? I would wish for a genie to erase my past.
But given that I ain't got no genie, I have to wish I had a genie first.
BUT the fact that I can't wish for a genie with my genie because it didn't exist, makes me a sad little boy :(
HAHAH just kidding.
But seriously.
The only way to erase your past in the world we live in, is to have a deep pockets.
Really. DEEP. Pockets.

Some of us may have a tainted or an embarrassing past, but you just have to live with it and make the best out of it.
And by making the best out of it, is to realize that you will never ever wanna try that dumbsh*t ever again. HAHAH
Living with your past may be hard, but that is just life.

You either move on, or you stay at one place in life while everyone moves on.
You can either smile and deal with the problem(s) calmly or freak out and runs away from the problem(s).
But take note, running away from the problem NEVER solves anything.
As the matter of fact, the longer you leave it, it will come back eventually with a titanium braces ready to sink in your butt.

Like I said over and over again, "Nobody says life is easy"
You will have a lot of problems as you live.
But hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger no?

Lets imagine, that you were once a introvert. I repeat.
INTROVERT.
Sulking at the corner by yourself or isolating yourself from the society and lock yourself up in the room.
Hating social contact or even talking to anyone.
................................. Ain't proud to admit that I was once that douche =,=
Frankly, I am NEVER proud of the things I did or the stuffs I did in the past.
And I can't change it either, so all I can do now is live with it and use it to my advantage.... somehow. Lol
Yet I still chose to move on despite my past, because life is short.
Staying at square one the whole time isn't gonna get you any better in life.
Anyways relating to the situation I have given above, being forced to deal with people is prolly the hardest thing I faced at that time.

But hey, people changes.
You just have to give everything a chance or you wont be able to get the best out of life.
Second chance at most.
But when life is throwing the same shi*s at you over and over again, realize your mistake man.
Sometimes its not all about giving everything a chance, but also know what-to and what-not-to in life.

So I just decided to give people, chances.
And man, did I regret it. HAHHAH
Kidding.
Well maybe not, some things are not always meant to be flowers and rainbows.
You get what I mean.

You know what?
I am drunk typing now.
Have no idea what in the world I typed.
Then again, lemme end with this.

Take your past as an asset you invested on.
Is just that your investment didn't turn out so well just yet.
But in the future, the investments you made will turn out worth it.
The question is, when the investment is in the red zone, will you give it up?
Or will you find a loophole to use the investment for a bigger profit?

TOODLES!

Relationships

Commitments and trusts is no little issue.
Especially when you are in a relationship.

When you enter a relationship, things that are most important is:

1.Commitment

Commitment refers to your ability to commit for your relationships.

From simple matters such as bringing your spouse out for dinner to your responsibility to protect her.

When you commit, make sure you mean it.

Also make sure you do think for the future.

Relationships are not something that you hold for time being or is temporary.

It is something meant to be taken seriously.

Can you see yourself with this one person in all of your life?

Or to make things easier, can you see yourself together with this person for the next 5 years?

When you commit to someone, confirm your feelings correctly.

Ask yourself, can you love your spouse for as long as you live?

Will you be willing to do anything for her?

2.Trust

Trust literally means how much do you trust in your spouse.
Will you trust him/her with everything you've got and hope for the same trust from them?
Answer is yes.
If you do trust your spouse, they will also do the same to you.
But don't blindly trust in everything they say.
As if an owner throws an imaginary bone and the dog chases it till the end of earth.
Trusting can be a huge issue in relationships.
If you don't have it, never start a relationship.
Cause it will definitely end badly.


And most importantly,

3. LOVE

Without it, nothing will work.
If you have commitment and trust but no love, it is the same as having infinite amount of money without a place to keep it.
Because with commitment, you will be ready.
And when you are ready, you can start to trust them.
But nothing starts without love for each other.
And there is only 1 way you can know how to love really other people.
Is to know God's love for everyone of us.
And is because He loved us first, so we can love others.

All in all, bottom line is that think carefully before you try to start a relationship with someone.
Confirming your feelings is important.
And also the courage to take a leap of faith, to chase after what you really want.
Because relationships are not "just something" in your life.
Because even if it does mean that for you, that doesn't mean that the other side thinks the same.

I bid you all good luck. And hope that you are happy with all of your choices. :)

TOODLES

Apocalypse?

So something's got me thinking, and I was like "ohhhh crap"

World is coming to an end on Dec 2012!!

Pfffttt*

Not to say I don't believe it or anything.
But of course a feeling of fear always surges through you when the word *death* comes in mind.
Come on, its alright to be afraid.

So here is a very simple question, if you knew that tomorrow is the last day you will be alive.
Presume that you had a final stage cancer, or you know the world ends tomorrow, or you are just a dolt who wants to commit suicide the next day cause of some trivial reasons.
What would be the last thing you would like to do before you go?

Eat till you explode?
Spend the rest of your money?
Gaming 24 hours straight?
Spend as much time with your loved ones?
Just hug yourself and shiver till the time comes?

Ah well, the possibilities are unlimited!

And wow, here I am talking as if Apocalypse is a good thing. Lol
Well based on Christianity's view, God's coming is the Apocalypse.
And His coming is unpredictable.
So how does the Aztec dudes managed to predict the world's end?
No opinions will be given from me cause I ain't got no historical knowledge or even geographical knowledge.

LOL.
So yes. What would you like to do?
For me, I wont fuss myself and worry about this.
Although a little preparation wouldn't kill no? ;)

Word says that something big is goin down this December.
So peeps, pack up your bags with foods, flash lights and any other basic survival gear.
Or better yet, build an underground fortress or buy an airplane that can fly for 3 days without landing.
Anyways, it is always necessary to have a contingency plan for unexpected events.

Back to my opinion, I would use all the time I have now to just enjoy what's left of life.
Recently realized, that life is too short to stop at one place and stare behind.

Memories are made to remember of the times you had in the past.
Not to hold you back.
Lessons are learnt so that you would not do the same mistake you've did.
Not to frighten you so you won't do it again.

Time that passed are history.
Time that you are having now is a blessing.
Time that have yet to come remains a mystery.

You can either expect the best out of it, or make the best out of it.
Why think that if you don't get the best, you are screwed?
Why not think that with what ever you have, might be better than some more unfortunate people out there?

Nothing in this world is good or bad.
There is only perception.
Lets take a situation for an example.
Imagine that you have a delicious cake.
And then, you have already finished half of it.
Then you moved and the cake splatted on the floor.
Instead of looking the way of *OH DAMN WHY THIS HAPPENS TO ME ONLY?!* or *NOW I HAVE TO BUY ANOTHER ONE >:(*
Why not *Oh looks like I have some cleaning to do* or *Oh well, guess I am not getting fat after all*

See what I mean?
Oh well, maybe the cake analogy is abit of an exaggeration, and in some ways, cruel.
But meaning delivered. (I hope)

So, instead of wasting your time worrying and complaining
Why not just enjoy your life?
You know the world is gonna end soon and your life is not so long.

So stop fretting, and start kicking life's ass.
There ain't no rule that says you can't be optimistic and enjoy life to the fullest.
Although there are limits and rules to follow so your enjoyment don't gets out of hand.

Honestly, I have no idea what I am typing now.
Its just flows naturally. Hahah!

Hope this post inspires you(in some way) and amuses you!
I think I had re-stressed most of my points from the last post. Hmmm
Oh well, its never bad to have too much of knowledge. *winks*

TOODLES

Appreciate LIFE

So recently, I have been thinking.

Life is a very fragile object.
You don't know when you might lose it.

For all you know, your time could be up when you are eating Fruit Loops for breakfast.
Choking up in your throat or something LOL

But you get my point, once again I would like to stress somethings.

"Enjoy life as much as possible" and "Express your feelings" and "Appreciate what you have currently"
You certainly have to enjoy life to the fullest as it is not something that you can hold on forever
Although randomly expressing your feelings is a bad thing,
But it really saves you from the regret of not telling what you feel when you met your end.
And appreciate whatever you have right now.
Cause when you lost it, chances are you might not be able to get it back again.

Also the phrase Your life flashes before your eyes at the moment of your death
Its very true.
Despite the short time you know you will be dying, all your memories and the things you wanted most in life will just flash right in front of your eyes before you go.
Despite the short time of last breath or your cause of death, you still have time to actually remembered all that.

But it actually all comes down to support from people around you.
Cherish your time with them.
Don't let any minutes wasted worrying things about the past or future.

Let yesterday be a history, tomorrow be a mystery, and enjoy today as a gift.

TOODLES

Cheers!

*blows off dusts and cobwebs*

Hello there!
Wow, its really been a while since my last blog post huh.
Well, nothing much happened recently that is.
Just a normal uni boy going thru life.
Falling in love, chasing just to get shot down.

LOL
I am kidding. My uni life went from hell to HELL.
Man, finally got some time to actually sit down and type random nonsense again.
Hahahah!

Well, which got me thinking.
For some people who thinks this blog is private or something, it isn't. ;)
Its just where I would like to express things, feelings, thoughts and experience to everyone.
None of it was personal. Hahah!
Well, at least SOME of it has personal written all over it.
But coming from a mysterious introvert freak like me, who am I to judge HA HA!

Well, will be blogging again for the short period of my semester break.
So, wont exactly say it will be fun or anything.
Will just be blogging about things that matters(?)
As in my thoughts of stuffs or my view point of life.

And yes.
I am just a little boy stuck in a grown up body in a world which ages prolly more than 4.5 billion years
*wink*

Till next time peeps!
I am still really wondering who on earth reads this HAHHAAH
But nevertheless, I am writing this blog to remind how much I've changed, for the good or for the bad.
And as they say, "Sharing is Caring" :)

Have a blessed day ya'll!

TOODLES

The One

Everyone has spend a whole lot of time searching for "The One"
The one as in the one whom you will fall in love with, worth sacrificing for, would like to wake up everyday next to her/him.

But your heart always play a mean trick on your head.
Sometimes your heart says "Yes! He/She is the one!"
But your head will say "No. He/She isn't"

And so starts the struggle.
Your heart will try to take over your head.
You will go crazy over her/him, think of her/him all the time, miss her/him at every second
And eventually, your mind says that "Yeah, he/she might be the one"
Then you grew close with them, spend time with them, and then fall for them.

By then you will finally think that maybe he/she really is the one.
You will bring them out on a dinner, find reasons to spend time with them, buy gifts for them, send good morning and good night messages everyday.

But, inevitable things will start to surface.
Choices.

Sooner or later, you will realize facts that you wished you hadn't.
As you grew closer to them, you will talk about almost everything.
Tell each other everything.
And there will come a time, that you knew, that this might not work out.
Then you will feel scared, trying to hold everything from breaking apart.
But the path is inevitable, you will have to face it.

Its like clapping with 1 hand, which makes no sound.

To care for 1 side but when the other side doesn't, was easier said than done.

It hurts when you love someone but they don't love you back.
They will make a whole of effort to stay away from you since they knew you already like them but they don't.
And most of the times, you will wonder, how this happen?
"Where was the intimacy that we used to have?"
"Can we just be close friends only?"

In a way, you wanted them to be happy, and at the same time, you don't.
And in the end, you will still have to let them go.

And when that happens, going back to normal is no longer an option.
Whenever you see them, you will rekindle back your feelings.
And you just can't see them the same way anymore.

The moment you found out that they don't feel the same way as you do, your whole world will begin to fall apart.
Nothing seems to be right, everything seemed to have turned against you, and you are breaking apart inside.


Searching for "The One" will always be a long and tough journey.
It takes a whole lot of patience to find that one special person and a sea courage to fall in love with that person.

A fact about guys who fall in love, it takes a whole lot more courage to fall for someone again.
For girls, they will need a lot time to trust someone again.

Love can be the most happiest thing in the whole world, and at the same time, it can be the one thing that can push you down all the way to the bottom.
Yet in a way, getting to the bottom of the well makes you see things more clearly.
You can finally see the skies which you can't see last time because when you were up high up above it.
It depends on how you wanna see it, and what are you going to do from there on.

Stay in the well and indulge yourself in self pity? Go ahead.
Try to climb up the well and be stronger? Go right ahead.
Stay till someone comes to your rescue? Might be a bad choice but go ahead.

Its your life.
Do what you want.
You are not a kid anymore.
Make a choice and move on.

Love, is not something you can push around or force into a place.
Love is like a puzzle, you need a lot of time and patience to finally see the whole picture.
If you forced a puzzle piece into a place which is not meant to be, you will never get to complete it.

Time is also an important essence here.
Give time, time.
No use rushing into matters that has to do with your life.

Nobody said that life will ever be easy.

Its just It is just something I wanted to share with everyone.
After all, sharing is caring no? :)
And I don't mean to point any fingers to anyone

Its just that I had never blogged in a while and this has been sitting in the draft box for far too long.
:)
Hope this helps all you single heartbroken brats out there! HA HA!

Toodles!

                                                             And yes I am a little emo now.

Future Career!

Here is the thing, I am gonna be a realist and say that your dreams of becoming a car racer or an astronaut will crash and burn.

And to be a optimist, I would say that hey, failures are a huge step stone for your success! So don't give up and grab every opportunity you see!

And now to be an opportunist, just grab every chance you see in life.

Next, I will talk from a genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist, perspective. 

Just take Tony Stark as your idol.

Haha just kidding.

Oh btw you people who haven't watch The Avengers, SHOULD REALLY DO.

ITS REALLY AWESOME.
A movie which is worth watching the second time indeed.

Getting back at hand

Why not spend a little time reflecting on your past, do you find that, is it still possible for you to still pursue your childhood dreams?

Like when you are a kid, you dream of becoming an astrophysicist.

But now, you are working at a dead end regional morning show that goes on everyday since.... forever.

Will you still pursue your dreams?

If you'd ask me, I say that dream is still possible!

Look at all those people who achieved their dreams.

Some at an early age and some at a later age.
Simply put it, age don't matter at all if you are determined.
Age and time factor is just bonuses for your success.
Just that if you don't start early, the bonus will expire.

But my point is, if you don't give up on your dreams, your dreams can never give up on you.

Or to put it into a more practical term, your dreams are still achievable if you don't give up.

Coming from someone who has his dreams crushed over and over again?

Pretty valid if you'd ask me.

The same logic applies, I can handle broken dreams cause I am awesome :)

Nah just kidding
To be able to handle broken dreams simply means you are persistent and still looking forward towards life when it gives you a whole bunch of lemons.
Its a proof that you are stronger than most of the people.

Holding on to a dream doesn't mean you are weak
In fact, it states the other way around.
You are strong enough to hold a dream and not letting go.
There is nothing wrong in it, instead take pride in it! :)

Have a nice day ya'll!

TOODLES!

Bored

Okay, its been ages since I blogged.
Oh well, thanks to my imaginary busy life.

The reason I am back at blogging again is maybe cause I am bored or lifeless or something.
Its semester break!!
So its time once again, to lock myself indoors facing the monitor 24/7.
Yes I am homely type. Shaddap laaa

I need to get out of my room :|

So, my dream to make a cover of a song is still undergoing.
Well at least its better than not moving at all alright.

Either way, man Sitiawan is hot.
Maybe cause I am back here eh? *winks*

Oh recently found a better way to pronounce words!
For instance, instead of saying parkour, why not pronounce it this way "park-ou-r"
Or instead of normal comfortable, why not go for "com-for-tab-leh"
Sounds awesome right!!

Okay that was pretty lame.
Aikss.
Thats what you get for leavin the blog for too long Adrian.

Well, hopefully I may get more ideas on what to write and what to crap soon.
CUZ I AM BORED AS HECK.

Bye bye now!

TOODLES

Words.

Recently people love to spread rumors.
But seriously what is the fun to that??
From someone that heard a rumor, they tend to spread it to others.
Which was okay, until some of the jokers decide to twist the logic behind the rumor.
Seriously?!
Please don't spread rumors around if you don't know whether its real or fake.
There is a clear line between 'information' and 'rumors' you know.

Clarify what is the truth before spreading it.
Its getting really annoying.
LOL
Now whenever someone whispers behind me, I will be like this :

But I still thank God that he granted me perseverance to attend this matter.

I am just kinda, down because basically no one for me to talk to.
Can't say I am breaking down either.
Cause I am strong. Muahahah!
I just don't get it. How a single word can affect a whole relationship.

Okay granted that I am an emotional guy.
But thats the way I am.
Not sad because of the way I am made, but I am just glad I am this way.
Everyone is special on their own way.

Anyways,
With a word "NO"
These two letters can change your friendship.
If someone were having a hard break up, and needed someone to talk to, and you said no?
Chances of them looking for you in the future is prolly near zero.

So before talking, better think it thoroughly.
Because with a single vocabulary, you can either help or kill.
That is how words function, whether intentionally or unintentionally.
Once spoken, damage done.

Sometimes, words can be really reassuring.
Because everyone wants to hear comforting words or a nice fact of themselves right?

On the other hand,
Rumors are not reassuring.
If it reaches to the one being tossed around like a fake bag of potato chips that people say *hi! want some potato chips?* when what is inside there is a bunch of gummi bears........
........
You get what i mean. LOL
Anyway, ITS NOT something nice to hear when you hear that someone behind you is talking bad about you.

And some people just DON'T LISTEN.
I mean, yeah they do listen to you talk.
But only about the nice things you say about them.
Lets call that "filtering"
They listened to everything you talk, but they only absorbed information that is comforting to hear to them.

Well, maybe sometimes its not filtering
Call it daydreaming.
I often do that.
But in that case, forget about listening
I don't even remember what am I doing there. HA HA

So finalize?

Words DO matter.

Okay this post is random. Really random. Hopefully I don't regret I posted this up. LOLOLOL

Toodles!

Blessed!

So I am getting really busy recently despite I only haz 3 subjects this semester.
But then again, I feel really blessed recently.
And as I prayed really hard, God granted me strength to move on.
To keep on fighting.
Even though this semester is hectic, I commit my all to God, hoping that He would bless me and help me along the way.

So nothing much happened this sem, got alot of stuffs to keep my mind off things this sem so basically, emo mode is about to get his arse kicked!
Ain't got no time to even spend in front of the computer except assignments and on weekends.
Despite that, I am still glad I am alive. HA HA!

"Live life everyday like you are about to die tomorrow"
Basically became my inspiration when I heard it from a friend of mine.
We don't know when we might be gone, so since life is fragile, why not live it to the fullest?

Oh well, whatever that may happen, I feel blessed.
Because everything happens for a reason.
And the reason behind the catastrophe is always good when He is there to help us!
"There is a silver lining behind every cloud"
Its just the matter of how you see the cloud.
Whether you see it as the cloud as just a cloud or a cloud that can cover you from the sun, or a cloud that can bring the rain to cool you down.

Oh which reminds me about 2012 Prophecy thing. STILL DON'T BELIEVE IT.
For me its a bunch of bullcrap. How can anyone predict an end to something if they are not me?
I can predict when something will end okay!
Like......





I predict....










That.....

























This post is gonna end now.










LOL

TOODLES!

Hanging.

Okayyy SOOOOOO sorry for leaving this blog empty for so long.

Have been busy all around......

BEING AWESOME

HAHAHAHHAHAHA just kidding.

Me and the word awesome will NEVER rhyme. HAHAH

Yeah I am keeping up with the world. 

Doing good and keeping evil at bay.

Okay that was rubbish, the last time I remembered, I got pwned by evil. LOL
Things was very heavy on me last year, and I don't see how it is lighter now compared to last year.
Many aspects in my life has been left hanging so now its getting off balance.

 I am going to leave the internet world now.
Things is getting too stupid for me to continue to stay here.

Actually no. HA HA
I am just leaving it temporarily cause I wanna polish up some certain area's in my life.
So wont be blogging soon anytime soon.
But will be back after regaining balance in my life.
Which might be soon enough I guess?

All of sudden my life became so dark and colorless so I don't feel like blogging anymore.
But will blog at random times at any year, any month, any day, any time, any second, any millisecond, any nanosecond.
Okay that was lame. Haha!

But yeah, will be praying for ya'll readers to stay safe and healthy all the time even tho I am not here.
So take care till I get back!
Till then~

TOODLES!

Reminiscing the past

ah yes the old excuse for not blogging for so long. LOL

i have reasonssss.

in fact, i have been on the bed too long now.

watching MANY dramas and series. 

man its sem break and i feel so lifeless.

HA HA. 

oh well, i still Thank God for my current state of life ^^

and it seemed like everytime i have a sem break, i will always do a spring cleaning on my rooms.

it seemed like wherever i go i always end up cleaning stuffs. HA HA

i am a tidy person! 

so now i am about to prat about things that are in the past.

feelings about some things to be precise.

how many of you ACTUALLY remembered what is your feeling when you get something when you are small?

like you liked a toy so much that you'd shoot your foot for it.

and one day your parents came back home with that in their hands.

and then they give it to you.

the feeling was epic right!!

i still have my toys that i loved!

and i kinda still have it till now!

ah, all those glory days.

and i would play with it every single day after i get back from school.

bring it to the bathroom and spend hours inside there playing epic underwater battle. HA HA

i appreciated the toy so much last time that i wont look at other toys anymore.

but havent you noticed that, the older we get, the harder for us to feel that feeling anymore.

when you get something you want now, you would just go *ohhhh yeahhh!* for like 2 days and the next day *aw man this is so old school*

yeah, its kinda hard appreciating things now in this modern era.

i walked through the market a few days back, there were hardly toys sold there anymore.

last time, kids were always there crying thier butts off just for a piece of plastic. now?

they sell cigarettes or something just so they can get money to a cyber cafe to play dota.

LOL oh how has time changed.

i think i posted up something like this once right?

oh i think i do. 

well, just goes to show how lucky we are now as the kids from the nineties. 

as much as i would like to put up pictures in my blog again, but i am having problems with my camera and phone's memory card. so i will put the pictures up abit later.
surely it wont be much of an interesting photos of some plastic materials no? LOL

oh well, i am done pratting.
gosh i am getting lamer and lazier. LOL

TOODLES