Merry Christmas!!!!(part 2)

so yeah this will be my last post for year 2010(GOODBYE 2010!!!)

and yeah i wont miss you.NOT EVEN A SLIGHTEST BIT. because this year has been a tough and hectic one for me.

so since today is still christmas,i want to make up for my previous post.
today i went ipoh with 2 of my friends.
it was quite fun~waltzing around the shopping mall,crapping,searching, and not to forget sight-seeing!!!
aw come on! shopping mall is the best place to spot exotic/complicated creatures who are known as...GILRSS
since its holiday season,i get to spot alot of girls wearing cute short sexy thin exposed red clothes =))
LOL i don't mean to be a pervert or something. its just that they dress like that and my eyes caught them on the right spot~
wait...what are you thinking??
NOOO!!!
i don't check their the spots as spots=undies/mountains/drain
dont think dirty!its not healthy!!

dang!!!! i was just look at them since most of them are quite pretty. every guy does that right?
NO OBJECTIONS ACCEPTED
and i feel pretty sad for them cause they have to work....HARD
and since its festive season,they had to like teleport from one place to another taking orders and bringing them at the same time. and yeah, i am all relieved that i am not working anymore. MUAHAH

after walking for like the whole day,i bought 3 pieces or cloth.yes clothes,LOL
and i am quite satisfied with those!but those 3 pieces of cloth SERIOUSLY expensive.
grr my hearts break when i bought them. but my heart sticked back together again when i see how nice i look with those on~ =)

so introducing the 3 clothes!!
first one.well,quite normal looking.but since i dont have this kind of clothes before so i thought i should get one =)


second one. this one looked kinda cool with the words. but if you can read chinese,u wont think its cool. hahah


third one,this for me was the coolest one of all!but i don't know how would i look in public's eyes.but i still think its cool~ =))


and this is the clothes that i found on my laundry bag last week.hmmmm
it looked kinda funny....because it has a rreally big hole as the collar. HA HA


and finally some cam whoring with my christmas cap~

dont we look the same? HA HA HA!!!
as you all notice,this guy is namewee.the one who stands up for country!
respectttt~~

so here is my answer for my question in my previous post.
nawww,i am not becoming an emotic person again.
but i am definitely becoming a quiet person again.hmmmm

now then,this post is already long enough already.hahah
and i finally starting to insert pictures in my blog already~and i can make my letters colurful~~
muahaha so from now on my blog post wont looked so dead like it used too!
and next,time to play with codes/templates.
after finals!!
so i have to go and study for my finals which is 3 days from now....wish me luck!!!

                                                                                                                                            Peace out~~~

Merry Christmas!!!!

so as i said,my next post will be on christmas eve day!! xD

and yeah,yesterday was my birthday~well,no celebration since i am having my finals and stuck in this place called kampar.why?
1.my parents went overseas
2.i am having finals RIGHT after christmas
3.basically have not much friends here
so yeah,there ya go~

and yes,i am studying my butt off the chair during my birthday and christmas period~sad right(VERY).
and math is currently cracking my head open!!!!
its quite stressing that you cant understand the formulas....dang!!!
and so i went out to cool myself down abit by the lakeside.
and yesh.i CERTAINLY cooled down.the air there was FREEZING COLD.

then spent 1 hour plus staring out in space while a group of girls behind me are like *eh,koi hou yao yeng leehhhhh...lei yao tan tan hoi tong koi kong yat seng Hi! mou?*(means eh,he so cool lehhh,u dare to go say hi to him or not?)
LOL i am outta mood and tears are already free-falling from my cheeks by then so i decided to ignore them.
and in the end they walked off when i was dozing by the pole i lean against.i think they already notice that i am already crying/moody
i dont know why but i cried on my birthday and a few seconds before christmas....talk about dramatic...LOL

and so i went back and SS abit...u know about the dude(alviss kong) right?
i tried mimicking him...and failed...literally
i wanted to take a pic when i was crying(was it consider a cry?i am not basically sad or anything,just all of sudden tears starts coming down.)
and it resulted in ultimate uber uglyness.
this is the time where everyone take pictures with families....friends....cousins....GF/BF.....
and mine was totally sad this year...well.have to keep up with my aging since nothing last forever!

anyways,so total up on what happened to me this year?

I SHALL CONSIDER THIS YEAR AS THE 
         WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE                        

why?
well i am actually rushing myself to type all this because i have to resume studying.
.o go check my archives and you'll know what happened to me this year.
dont be lazy and go do some clicking!!its for your own good~ =)

and that the end of my post for christmas day.
wow,kinda dramatic and emotic huh?LOL
back to study!!

and,here's a fun fact.
Christmas Day is actually the day where Jesus was born!

so should i feel guilty writing all this on this Blessed day?
yeah some part of me just cant get the feeling of guilt off my chest....
i just hope everything will work out fine....

what i want for christmas is you....but thats practically impossible....
and yes duh...i still miss her....
the reality of me and you being together is just some wild thoughts.....a dream beyond dreams....
i am trying to smile to the whole world with a crying heart....

and wait....am i turning back to an emotic person?!

                                                                                                       (To be Continued....)

the last day....

so today is the last day i will get to see her.... because the semester is coming to an ending....
could be that i fell in love with her...but because i don't even know her...
i am like.....a guy liking something imaginary....well that sounded sick and weird...i know...
but they say love is limitless/has no boundaries/BLIND...
and i am no sick stalker who stalks her trough some special photographic-binocular or facebook.
as i said in my last few post,I DON'T STALK.

even though i don't know her....or even know her name....or where she is from....how old is she....but her image will be carved in to my memory forever....

the fact that when every guy meets a girl who attracts him...he just cant pull himself up and introduce himself to the girl....well....its TRUE...
i just dont have the guts to even stare at her....let alone introducing....

well,guys are surprisingly sensitive.and sensitive by my means is that some guys breaks down easily and sometimes act like a girl....
hey don't get the wrong thoughts here. i was going to say that some guys are particularly shy.

fortunately,i am categorized in those kind of guys....BUT i am pure male and i don't act like a girl so BACK OFF...
but i admit i am a sensitive guy....and cries rather easy...

and as one of my friend say...A life without someone special hurts you so much that though the wounds may fade the scars still remain....

i just wanted to meet her again....if in my next semester i will get to meet her....i WILL bring myself up to her....thats my oath...

whoa....this time's blog post made me sounded like i am sorta like a sick pervert/stalker....
but this is how i feel right now....

wait,what am i doing here?! i am suppose to be studying!!!!
i want to catch up to her...stand at the same place where she is....
for now...i will try my best to catch up to her....wish me luck....

learn to appreciate others around you and YOURSELF.....

heyyyy,and so i am back blogging when i am not supposed to.LOL

and i read something really sad yesterday.....there was a guy...he jumped down from the 14th floor just to prove his love for his crush....tho i am not sure what actually happened...

so my post today will be dedicated to this dude with guts for the wrong thing yet i still respect him. his name was Alviss Kong
http://www.facebook.com/alvissk?v=wall
even tho i don't know him,but his story is pretty damn sad....

the last note he wrote before he leave this world was TOUCHING....
http://www.facebook.com/notes/alviss-kong/ni-de-wu-qing-gei-le-wo-wu-bi-de-que-xin-3-alviss-last-note/181668725179222
you can read it here.(use google translate if you wanna know what those people comment and what he wrote....the last picture he took....he claimed it was ugly...but most of us think its nice....well even i la because the last pic he took was when he was crying....(EH but i not gay la K D:)
after i read his note and post....man i went silent for the rest of the day....i felt sorry for him....his story was seriously a touching one

plus this dude seriously attained alot of fame because he jumped for in name of love.....
but on my opinion right....(nope,i shall not insult nor praise him for his action)his actions DEFINITELY moved/touched my heart....)
even though many people says he is a complete idiot and some says he is a brave warrior....i would prefer to refer him as the one who would do anything for his love...or someone who is lost in the world of love.....
at least he knows what is true love when he found one....

but he should really appreciate himself more....he jumped off without thinking about his family and friends who is worrying sick after they saw the last few post he did before he jumped....
especially his sister....she was chatting with him normally without realizing what he would do after midnight....very touching la wei.
first his sister wrote *countdown for wat?* and he replied *jie...wo ♥ ai ^^*(means sister...i love you)
and then his sister replied *Chee ma gan ah u.. Eat wrong ubat ah?* then he said *walao..ur adik always love u...just i doesnt noe how to express my feelings...anyway thx jie for always loving me too ♥*
his sister replied with *Wah seh.. I super gum dung.. 1st time i hear this frm u... Love u too*
and his last reply was....*jie pls take good care of mummy there arhhh...xD ~ n the baby alexis too blerksss..... =D*
it was mostly in cantonese.so if you dont understand,TRY TO. i lazyy translate larr haahh
(its all in his profile)

he also wrote....
P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...

To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL FUCKING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !

so his gf basically encouraged him to kill himself and he forgives her o.O
he had such a kind heart....and they was a couple for like 4 months only....and why he would go for such length for his gf....isn't this touching?
well at end of the day,we should all respect his decision. its his choice and no one should say anything about it.
and his actions will definitely leave an impact on the girl....positive or negative i can't say...

and after that he jumped off and became the next hottest news like in facebook and MYfm.LOL
he is receiving like 10 comments every 10 seconds and 100 likes every 10 minutes.LOL

so,for those of you out there. dont say i encourage u to kill yourself or something liddat because I DIDN'T/DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO THIS. its just a little something i thought i should share with all of you out there.
yes reaching out for your true love is not something bad but this is a whole new different story.
you really shouldn't throw yourself away because of love...you should think of your family who worked hard raising you up trough the all the hardship just to see you jumped off a building/commit suicide??

                             COME ON LA

don't leave the WHOLE forest for the sake of just ONE flower...

i wont go and say *LOVE ONLY KILLS* or *SEE??LOVE ONLY MEANS DEATH*....all i can say....
Kindness is Limitless....
Love is Eternal....

so, do appreciate those around you before its too late.

what you can do when you are having depression/heartbreak?
try talking/ranting/prating to your closest friend and calm down. don't go and become superman la k =/
you might end up killing bringing problems your family and friends because they will worry you till they sick and eventually die faint.

and most importantly....APPRECIATE YOURSELF MOREEEEEE.
don't go doing reckless stuffs just because you are having a hard time or so.
heres a little experience of mine.
i used to punch walls or glasses to ease my rage.(yes i know its stupid)
but i stopped doing it already after i realize that hurting myself doesn't gives me no sh*t.
stand up and face the problem or seek help!

lastly....think about those who are AROUND you instead those who are WITH you. not to say don't care about those who are with you la, just don't go do stupid reckless actions.

well,imma done ranting now.
going back to study!=P

next post as i said in the last one,will be on christmas eve. ^^

              MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS!!!

real QUICK update~^^

okay okay,it really has AWHILE since my last update.

so heres a real quick update for you guys/girls!

i just got soooooo hooked up on Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. it just keep amaze me on how badass the boss and things are in there.LOL
and yeah!my finals are like 3 weeks from now and i am still crazy with this game!
kingdom hearts is seriously addicting ya know? =/

ok SERIOUSLY,i need to stop playing this game and return my PSP to my friend.
BUT save the game and its files on my pendrive of course!
and when i get one o my own psp,i shall play it! muahahaha

but first thing first,STUDY.LOL

and so my weeks are spent infront of a computer facebookingstudying till my ass falls off the chair.
and you know what? kampar isn't so bad after you get used to it. its actually quite fun aside from its lack in entertainment urgh ==

so this is me ranting how my life is going on now.no special topic this time becuz i dont have much time think about what to write.

but no worries,I WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS!!!!!

oh and there will be another post on christmas eve and ON christmas!
so look forward to it!

now then,back to PSP hardcoring/study? LOL

peace~~~ =)

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say.....

hey guys!
sorry for the late update.has been really busy with exams and assignments and stuffs.rarely even have time to sleep.LOL
college life is DEFINITELY not fun.trust me

well,back to the main topic for this post then.
so yeah,goodbye is like THE hardest thing you will be saying for the rest of your life.
its just sad....i mean not like we say bye to friends when we go back home after yam cha(in other words,hangout.DUH) with them la.LOL
what i meant was saying goodbye to those we might not be able to meet again....

i know what are you guys thinking now.
*AIYA!got facebook or handphone ma~y so scared?*
pffftt,y'know those peoples who say
*keep in touch through facebook~* or *i will remember you de la~[while giving a fake grin]^^)
how many of them ACTUALLY DO keep in touch?
you tell me.

and,theres another fact i discovered when i am emo-ing one day in the campus.(hey its been a while since i emo-ed.just let it trough ok =))

if you had like 5k friends or more than that,how of them actually noticed that YOU are in their friends list? most people in facebook just adds who they sees fit.
and most of them approved it without hesitation because they want to have more friends in their friend list more than their friends because if not they will be considered as a loser among their friends and ended up his/her friends will spread the news to other friends of friends trough facebook saying that he/she is such a loser friend.(feeling abit confused?yeah,me too LOL)

so sometimes, having 5k friends in facebook but only having like 5 pals in real life dosent take you ANYWHERE in life.
get a life man instead of facing the integrated monitor screen that will only spoil your eyes and chatting with someone who like likes a few million light years away from you and claim that you love her/him and ect ect ect.

i said that because i was totally disgusted when i saw one of my friends in campus actually chatting with someone who is from germany with hubby/honey language........ewwww
dude,you dont even KNOW her and you typed things like *dear,i love you lots <3* and she replies *i love you too dear~<3*

                                                                 WTH

and when going off,*i will miss you dear~=(*
sheesh.....you guys didn't even met face to face and you guys became internet couple?or maybe i should say coupnet since its a combination of couple+internet. i dont want to use netple coz it sounded alot like nipple.LOL
i shall say it once more. GET A LIFE

whops,almost flew outta topic.
so ya see,goodbyes usually ended up with someone crying. well DUH even i cry if i were to leave someone who is precious to me knowing that i might not meet them again....
but leaving someone who you loved or had a crush on will leave an impact on you for some times....
and like after all the goodbyes....
slowly,gradually but surely,eventually they will forget about you and make new ones....
yeah making new ones is fun but the outcome of it will still be the same as the one i mentioned just now.
like everyone said,good things dont last forever.its similar to like good guys finish last.

hello's and goodbye's are things that you have to go through as long as you are alive and still human.^^
you just have to learn how to embrace it~

as much i would like to write more about this topic.but my brain is failing me.has been hardcore-ing math for the past few days. and practically flunked my financial management again.

so i will have to say goodbye to my friends in kampar....*ahem* and thats how i got the idea to write about goodbye...=/

and there was an accident happened in my place not long ago...it was also a very sad one....a girl and her friend went out to eat on a typical night. when a car speeding along the road hit them. i dont know what happen actually but the girl passed away a few weeks after pronounced brain dead(coma)....but her friend and the driver survived.....

and heres the sad part...she was only 19...or abit older.....

even though i dont know who is she....but i still feel sad for her....she moved along to the other side when she was only 19-20 years old....its way to young....she haven't experienced life enough yet.....

i just hope that she may rest in peace on the other side....

so imagine her friends....they weren't able to say good bye to her....and will never get a chance to see her anymore.....

just the thoughts made me cry because i don't want to someone or anyone to leave me.....but that is not possible.....everything has a deadline....so while you can, make the best out of everything you hold dear....

so this time's post will end here because i wanted to play with kingdom hearts that my friend lend to me.IT WAS AWESOME!i got so hooked up with it! and yeah,he lend me his psp.an awesome friend =)

the game has a very nice story line.and each game is somehow connected to each other even though different protagonist. which also leads me to my other reason on writing about this game.i dont want top spoil this game so i will give you a rough idea.it involves many sad goodbyes....as in VERY sad between those 3 friends...
PS:i got a new haircut which makes me look like the blond in the picture~xP

and so the post has officially end now.until then!
oh and i wont be blogging anytime soon because i have to study so i wont have to leave my friends...^^
cheers~^^

After midnight party is F.U.N!

o yesterday midnight we had a surprise party for a house mate of us~
and IT WAS AWESUM!! boy what a night....hahhah

well,having a party at night playing with water,flour and all those party things?LOL
it was a REAL BASH. we had lotsa fun and laughter throughout the night (from 12AM to like around 2AM xP)we played 3 tricks on him~
1 water balloon
2 flour bath
3 un-meltable candle? ahhah

but after that we had to clean. ALOT. powder,strings,cream,water,everything is everywhere!! and i think its worth the fun since we only have it once in a while~
its good for releasing stress too~^^
and while cleaning,we played with water. AGAIN. aaaaaand for some reason i managed to flood my room =\
but then again i feel poor for those who were trying to sleep at that time when we were goofing around screaming and shouting!!

oh and by the way,i realize that the best cure for a STRESSED up person is a nice cup or mug of DESSERT! so for those who are stressed out,a trip little to mcd wouldn't kill you as much as the stress would. order a cup of Mcflurry then sit back and check out some chicks along the way~ =)

PS: notice the differences between STRESSED and DESSERTS. yes its a trick question.LOL

and soon after that....i finally realize....that i have the best house mates,friends and family that the world could ever have.....okay maybe sometimes things hit my head too hard for me to think straight....but now i realize that there are some other people who is more unfortunate compared to me....so its not always about me only....its about all of us.

and finally(again ^^) i know.....that i had...wait...HAVE to change....i am still in the process of changing....building up my self confidence to meet other people,cheering up those who are down...helping those who need help. and obviously help my self along the way also ^^

plus,lately there has been a girl(OH MY GOSH A GIRL?!?!?!?)...i have been....errrr....checking on?^^"
i wanted to get a long with her...but she seem kinda....hard to approach. well about the name even i don't know her real name.LOL i don't DO stalking okay. thats cheap ==
so i am looking for an opportunity to get along with her.
but i dont think she even notices me....well duh,i am bad at talking. so its kinda hard.
but i will start hope for that one day, i could talk to her casually...^^
what you think i have a crush on her? well maybe,but i wont say about this first. i just wanted to get along with her first ^^



and so i still walking around the campus alone. hey walking alone don't mean you are an emo bastard, its called *being a badass* okay =)
and i did some survey with my friends.
asking what is my first impression on them. some said cool, some say just acting emo(well sorry about that lah cause thats just the real me k). but when i ask them what they think after they know me. everyone say friendly and funny. well its good to know that i changed their expression in a good way.

oh and i have been training myself recently~ why? of course for a buffer body. LOL
i wanted to train myself because i noticed that am starting to get FAT >.<" just kidding, i looked like a living skeleton walking around. i am getting thinner and i have to do something. because trust me, being too thin is NOT (DEFINITELY NOT) a good thing.

and i will be off for the next few weeks,i SERIOUSLY need to start studying.
and so this time's blog posts will end here.
but will be back on blogging soon! ^^
sorry for all the grammar mistakes i've made. i am just lazy to reread what i wrote.hahah and its raw thoughts i decided to post it on blogger~LOL

thanks for visiting~ byes!

thinking too much is not a good activity! =/

well yeah,the title says it all.

haha actually i am juz kidding, BUT SERIOUSLY

thinking may be good for you in many aspects~and may even harm you in many aspects
lets say thinking alot is good because it enhances you reasoning skills and studying skills. which might lead becoming like my little friend here

NERD OMFGWTH!!!!

seriously i find this pic to be such an EPIC FAIL

pffft,watever~


or this~
SHERLOCK HOLMES cool~wait,is that even possible?

for those of you who don't know who is sherlock holmes,well, you might as well be one of those guys who failed in their math test.LOL


so that is more or less the good side~
but lets see what happens if you DON'T think much and *Just Do It*. what you think this is Nike commercial izit?
and so you'd become this handsome guy over here~

ouch that musta hurt~
Think carefully before doing anything.LOL
in his case,its his stupidity to get it on tape.hahah


                                                      see what i mean?

and now what happens if you OVER-think. this usually applies to all those emoholic people.

they tend to think alot. well.thats a good thing but they think also tend to take things things A BIT too seriously. lets say they dont like to eat brocolli,(well its a bad example i know LOL) then this scenario happen:
they will start to think.....*WHY THE HELL BROCOLLI EXISTED!!!!! ITS JUST SO UNFAIR THAT I(ME?!) HAVE TO EAT IT!!!!(cries starts running towards the wall and smash his head or take something to cut his wrist*

NOTE: emo people dont usually camwhore so i got this random pic some random sites that google gave me.

its sad to think i used to be like that.hmmmmm
but not till so extreme la.i dont go so far till wanting to cut my own wrist. I STILL WANNA LIVE =)

and wow....the internets supports emo kids kill them self.they even post out an advertisement on how to cut your wrist effectively. LOL

and thats why emo people are not good for your health.

and one thought of mine towards emo guys/gals.
THEY HAVE NICE HAAAAIIIIRRRRRR LOL
well,its from my opinion la.haha
but i seriously hate their cosmetics. you know? those black eye liner and piercings?LOL

whoa,almost flew outta the topic.LOL

lets get back~ xP
oh yeah,there are a few types of people who thinks a lot.

                                                                 first one
is silent type people.they think....like A WHOLE LOT of chips you that can find in a pringles can.

                                                               second one
is the daydreamer. they think alot too. most preferably to live up their names. they think till they aren't aware on whats happening around them. and eventually they would walk straight to a pole and rams it head on (YEAH!err,i mean ouch =))

                                                               third one
would be the kiasi people. well,asians usually know what it means but i shall explain it. kiasi means scared of....lets say everything?
these kind peoples are smart. they think everything throughly before doing it. but they will still fail in doing that task.LOL example,they thought/remembered/analyzed everything about tennis game.(what angle to shoot la,what power to use la,how to run la) and when the time comes to do it. they failed. LITERALLY

and if i missed out any categories,the it would just mean i got lazy to type.LOL

so my final comment is....
oh i has pictures and videos in my post after some long time!! =P
haha,just kidding~
so i thought that thinking alot has it pros and cons.
and i find that my topic flew quite out of my course.LOL
i know i has alot of vocabulary error on this time's post. was kinda of an airhead today so.....yeah =)

                                                      thanks for visiting~ have a nice day~

moody week? hmmmm

wow,i totally forgotten about blogging for the past few days. LOL

well, the title said "moody week? hmmm" which is quite obvious that i am moody now. but regardless, i wont blog anything about my moody mood or making the whole post emo-ish like. haha

i have been an air-head for the past few days and i don't know what hit me. just the sudden feeling of stress is starting to re-appear again.

anyways! assignments are coming in FAST so i don't have much time to rant on my blog~kinda sad T_T
even if i had time to go online, i would use those time to sleep now. for the past few day i am having insomnia, so i spent my noon sleep. and night study A BIT and watch anime A LOT. hahah

AND,there goes my study mood. and comes my anime fanatic side. O.M.GEE
but i had to stop my anime craziness cause i really don't have much time left to study/finish my coarse work.

well,i think i will be free after 2 weeks.cause thats the deadline of my assignments~ and after that i will continue my rant again~
of course,maybe most of you will think that my rants will be just a waste of time or just a piece of crap, but i did write it for my own pleasure~so don't complain!

well,have to go to sleep now. and continue study tomorrow~
anyways,stay tune for my next post!
will be back in swinging good mood soon!
and i will guarantee my next post will leave you in ROFLMAOWTHHAHAHA mood!(i hope =/)

cheezzzchoww~! =)

three big one 0!

yesh!its the time of the year again! where all the 3 figures of the dates (X/X/X) are having the same numbers!

ya know something? i didn't know that the day when our day/month/year has the same figure was considered as an event/celebration. LOL

when i went out with my friends today, my friends was like,*EH!happy 10th lor wei!;D*
then i was like....*errr,yah.happy 10th?LOL*

and they said that this month is particularly special coz it has 5 fridays,5 saturdays and 5 sundays.and i checked my calender and it says so. WOW
it comes only once in 823 years. WOW (yes again)

and they send me some message say i wont get any luck/money if i dont forward their messages. WTH
i was stunned, so u send the message to make my life more miserable than it is now?
you know i am NOT rich right?i have to fight for my free SMS-es!!

nah juz joking about my life being miserable. well i DID decid to keep a healthy mind already. and it turned out quite good, even though my life wasn't as colorful as it was, but at least its not in black and white! =)

i dont have much for this time's post actually. i just thought that i should write something since this is a PARTICULAR date. hahah

but sometimes it leaves me wondering....what will happen after 12/12/12?
will they count something like 13/3/13?LOLZ

OH YEAH! i nearly forgot about 2012. well,that rumor is more or less gone.but not forgotten! =)
so for those who belive in this 2012 crappies/fact (i mean no harm/insults. just trying to say~hahah =P)......

cherish the time you have now with your loved ones~

cheers~^^

A typical kind of teenager's weekday!

Warning. Beyond this point is fully a teenagers life style which have no concern with any kiddies of adulties or oldies explained by this blog's writer. And if you are stupid enough to follow all this, contact the writer ASAP, and while your waiting please enjoy this tone do do do do do do do do do do do.Viewers Discretion is advised.

hey! today i will be ranting about a teenagers daily life style! well,at least from my point of view though.LOL
most of em are craps but most of us teenagers does it.SERIOUSLY

so my morning began with my alarm tone (sorry sorry answer piano version which is cool!)
got up from my bed and realized i am GOING to be late for class but still taking my time in the shower. brushing my hair, brushing my teeth, brush my body, ect.

and then slowly decide which hair style should i do today,(trojan,mohawk,broom style maybe?) pick a jeans(light blue or white?=/) that is matching with my shirt, pack my bags, wear my shoes(i think black would look nice~oh wait,maybe white?). and i am ready! to head to bed again! (nah just joking~BUT SERIOUSLY)

after i locked my room door, lock my gate, rode half way to the campus, i blindly realize(oh crap where is my ID?!) and ride back to hostel to retrieve it. and i locked my room door again, rode half way to the campus, i blindly realize AGAIN....my keys are hanging on my room door!!!
and then we do it all over again!
and so finally came to class late with a SMILE to avoid getting nagged by teacher~

and when i reached class, the daily C.L.A.S.S routine is applied~which is
Come
Late
And
Start
Sleeping

git it?;)

oh what about our breakfast or lunch? i dont know. maybe its spelled in the word BRUNCH where we eat in the late noons? LOL

and when night falls, we hang out with friends. you know? talking crap, letting out farts(really loud ones!), cam whores, acting like a bunch of idiots along the road just to get some girls attention (which we failed,LITERALLY) so we decided to yumcha at the nearest place and continue our crap there~

and i reached home for like 12am and realize.....OH SH*T i haven't took a shower!!
.....
......
.......
aww who cares.i can do it tommorrow~*faceplants on teh bed and sleep!*

what about dinner and supper??? well, its spelled in the word dipper(idkwth is that but certainly spells like diaper!) i think?

and tommorrow morning, we do it all over again!

isn't life wonderful~=)

PS:this is juz one of my daily rants.it wasn't meant to be real. maybe it could be SOMEONE'S life style (not mine.mine is alot simpler!)

PSS:DONT take this for real.

PSSS:if you are a kid who wants to be a teenager fast.DONT follow my guide.or you will end up BAD

PSSSS:ITS JUZ SOME CRAPS I WROTE FOR THE FUN =3

TeeHee~! =D

Blog Re-updated!

first things first,i would like to ask u readers dont be suprised on how i have changed since the last post kayz~ a number of things happened after the last post even though its just in 2 day.

and so,now i think i am changing some things on my blog~
and notice my blog DOES look abit emo-ish but i am trying my best to change myself over.
and i like the background!so stop complaining! :D

and so as i said,i wanted to change a few things on my blog.
like post title. i find it if i using dates for title is abit.....UNCREATIVE?
i feel like i had been writing an online diary for like 2 years now.LOL
2nd-ly.i want to change my monthly post system~weekly maybe? i might even post daily! well, it depends on what happened on that particular day~
3rd-ly,i would like to give off advices in my blog. helping people and ect.
and also a few side story/experience of my life i would like to share to those of you~^^
also might post stuffs where i would laugh my ass off and wondering on why i EVEN write that stuff.LOL

oh,and whats with my sudden mood change? well, its kinda of unexplainable coz a few friends of mine actually saw whats happening to me and came up and gave me come advices.
and well, some of them noticed when we were like normal when suddenly shifted to the emo-ish topic, asking me why i turned into like that and ect.
PS:YES i use alot of ect. this time.thats coz i got really lazy to type all those things. ha ha ha
i took their advice into use.and in just 2 days, i felt abit better.
i SHOULD really lay off those emo thoughts. hmmmm
and so i am determined that i WANT to be a more open and friendly person! even though i know it wont be easy but at least i tried didn't i?

and i realize.....MY WARDROBE IS SOOOOOO OUTDATED!!!!!!! omgee imma get buy clothes NAOO!!!!

and since the second sem started. i had most of my free time. tuesdays and thursdays especially. so i thought i dont want to waste those precious time and put it in use. first one is WORKING OUT! i also noticed that i am going to look LIKE a real stick if i dont work out. sports is also included in it~ and second but not least, STUDY. == just saying the word made me stressed. LOL

and so,i managed to lay off those emo thoughts by working out,studying and think positive~
and i am not gonna think anything else bad like *my life sucked compared to yours B!TCH!* or *Life sucks.....ALOT!*
well,at least thats what i hope not to think.

plus its surprising that i managed to changed this much in 3 days since the last post. and also how the heck i managed to type this long.
sorry if this post bores you guys~

thanks for stopping by and have a nice day~! =)

3rd October 2010

well,here i am sitting in front of the com typing lifeless things again....a lifeless things is produced when a teenager HAS NO LIFE =(
the reason i am still writing in this blog is juust to satisfy or let out my feelings a little so that i don't break down anytime soon....

A fair warning,this is more or less an emo kinda blog/post.you can leave now if you want to.

so yeah, life in university level is DEFINITELY *fun*.....shrugs*
its *fun* coz the study level is ridiculously HIGH and there's basically no tips for the exam or any specific things you must study and not.

so these days in college i usually grab a fine spot where i can hide myself from crowd's eyes.somewhere like maybe under a tree behind a building? why? to enjoy the breeze of course,and have some time alone. thinking about things,no disturbance and ect. even though i hated kampar,but the breeze is kinda....comfortable....relaxing and calms me....

and you know, the longer i spend my time in here. i am slowly but surely....turning back to my former self....the emo one...LOL
i wouldn't want change back to my emo self....but it seemed like there is no way for me to prevent it...i just cant find any REAL friends who would help me....okay i maybe look hard to get along with....but....argh i dont know how to explain it myself....


and for the past few weeks...i managed to realize a few things.
1.I have no life (LITERALLY)
2.Friends are not always with you (IN FACT THEY BACKSTABS YOU)
3.Family are not so understanding after-all (THEY JUST WONT LET YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT)

the first one i said that coz most of my time is spent on books and MOSTLY comp.LOL not hanging out with frens or what-so-ever anymore.=[

the second one....well yeah.as it is described.

the third one is abit different coz I KNOW MY OWN LIMITS in things that i wanna do.
lets take hairstyle for example.
i am not talking about having my hair bleached or dyed golden.i just wanted to keep it long!wth is wrong with that?!

and they say that *the longer you do something,the better you will be at that thing*? well,to hell with it.i am here, long enough just to get myself back to emo again??? what the hell!!!!
national service may have thought me alot of things...but not this far....

i promised myself to act more mature this time around....i nearly got into a fight just because of something small....i was thinking of wanting to get a girlfriend....but i guess i am just not ready for a relationship now....things are pretty messed up right now...
even i myself is also pretty messed up right now....
what should i do?
will God be able to help me?
will i ever change from the mistakes i learned?

i DON'T WANT TO/HOPE THAT I WON'T/HOPING TO NEVER turn back to my former self again....
is there ANYWAY/ANYONE/ANYTHING that are willing to guide me from the wrong path...?

The tears of a man is not visible to anyone except himself......

8th September 2010

phew* finally,my FINALS are OVER!! which means i am having my sem break now! bwahahahah!!!

well, even though i finished my finals, many things that has come to my attention hit me HARD on the head.....arghhh why does like has to be so confusing?! ishhhh

so,my sem break is gonna be sleep and eat and sleep and eat! wont be going out to anywhere i guess. LOL kinda sad coz most of my friends are going out but not me.... hmmm

oh about the finals? i think i really screwed that up alot... especially math. damn its hard! and for accounting, i managed to do the paper but i dont think i will do well though.

and so,nothing much happened since my last post. i would like to say thank you for those who read my blog~ a thousand thank you bow*

well,time is running out. even though this time's post is REALLY SHORT,but i want to use the time to sleep while i still can coz my next semester's timetable will be a hectic one. LOL

thanks for reading and have a nice day! ^^

18th August 2010

so here am i,blogging when my exam is just a few weeks away. LOL!

and so the story about my life continues....uhmm....i forgot what happen in the past month!!! =~= since coming here my ability to remember things has decline....RAPIDLY. i dont even remember what i did yesterday(or this afternoon)! FML LOL

but at least i remembered my first and last presentation~it was F.U.N! we did alot of cam-whoring also~ though i screwed up the assignments, but whats done has been done lol. we struggled alot when doing our presentation.... everyone was like, oh crap what to do??? i dunno do leh (which is so obviously means that they are ordering me to do all the work indirectly) LOL....but managed to finish it but still wasn't satisfied with what we did....argh!!! but we all had fun though!^^

oh yea,i managed to stay away from books at home for like 2 whole months!!!! yay!!! and now books are haunting me....halp!!! finals is really near and i cant believe that i am still fooling around!!! ==

oh and i played pool last week~ it was quite entertaining once you grasp the technique! but i managed to get the white one into the hole most of the time! so i think i am pretty good in this! :D

and i regretted again why did i stayed quite in my first few weeks lol...should have been abit noisier in class sooner. now my first semester is ending so i thought being abit noisy would be cool~ and it is! then the rest of us followed me (i think ahah) and the class eventually became abit noisier! haha so i am officially in hyper mode!

but that doesn't the fact i did badly in my add math and accounting exams.... argh struggle so much in this trimester..... add math and accounting together seriously hit me in the head real rEaL REAL hard....!!!!!! and now back to emo mode....==

anyways, i think i am getting more and more friends as i stay here. now i realize, as we live, we should not be afraid to speak up and make the first move! i'd never thought i would day this but..... NS has made me realize that these few steps are important.... and if i didn't went to NS... i think i would still be dwelling the past with my emo self....

so! it has been raining heavily for the past few days! and the weather is PERFECT for sleeping! but first thing first, i shall for the first time ever..... STUDY

though this time's post is rather short,but thats all from me~ shortly my life is slow but surely, turning around!
have a nice day and thanks for reading~!

15 July 2010

holy gosh i am blogging yet again~a blog where no-one reads!haha

so,university life is surprisingly VERY stressful....aw dang,just when i thought when i had time to rest,EXAM keeps on popping out of nowhere!!!!!!!!!

and yay,i missed ALL of the FIFA matches this year due to UTAR's packed timetable where i dont even have time to sleep!!!and so,my weekdays are spent inside the UTAR library studying....i will only be free for like 1 days coz the other day is used to sleep sleep and SLEEP!

and even when i am in university,i think the rate i am staying online is alot higher than when i was at home.....rofl
i even have free time to download kamen rider lol (sounds childish but u know,it can be a pretty cool thing to watch!=D)

and i think i am just gonna screw my time here....coz ADD MATH of all of sudden,CAME INTO MY PEACEFUL LITTLE LIFE!!!!!!T.T
what more,accounting also came in after that....my gosh 2 of the numbers subject i hated the most suddenly appear in my life....what gives?!

and man,feeling super tired for the past few days....dont even know why....may be UTAR has some super power to sap students energy and life?lol screw it!and i became back a homely person again,most of my time i spend here was inside my own hot room lol...with my laptop there to accompany me~haha!

and yet,so many people are enjoying themselves while i suffer inside here....lets take my sis as an example,my sis went to melbourne for 3 weeks!!!how cool is that....okay i did went to melbourne once but it was less that 2 weeks!!!!man,feel super jealous lol....*sigh*

this place is super boring cause this place doesn't have any exiting place to visit or even a cool place to hang out.....oh?new friends you say?too bad i haven't met much new friends here cause i am an emo person lol...and i didn't even know i looked very cool in the campus just by walking alone lol....haha!why i walked alone?it feels alot nicer if you'd ask me.coz we can walk at our own pace~fast,slow,medium anything! if i walk in a group,i must walk according to the groups speed lol~haha

LOL!feeling tired now,so will stop for now~look forward to the next post~haha
till then,CHIAOZ~!

4 June 2010

phew.....finally got some time to sit down on the bed to blog.....man college life is sooo damn stressful lol....haha....

anyway,first things first.....
OMFG I HAVE A NEW HANDPHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha
and also i had to waste around 900 bucks to get it tough....which is not cool...T_T
yet!it has a 8.1 megapixel which on the other hand is totally cool!!!!!

and re-formated my comp.and it seemed i screwed my comp more than ever lol...maybe the software i chose wasnt stable enough lol....

then,college life is kinda peaceful for me coz i don't have much friends here.so i spended most of the time sitting in a place and think some deep thoughts.haha
and man....UTAR Perak Campus ISSSSSS HUUUUGGGGGEEEEE!!!
i spended my first day there by walking the whole campus which i thought i walked it trough already but it seem i was just walking like only half of the place....WOW

oh well,back to studies then~have to study hard already if not i will DIE in this place....just the introduction for the subjects can make someone stress like crap lol.....

ok then,chows and wish me luck~^^

26 May 2010

OMFG I AM BACK FROM THE HELLISH ONE OF A KIND OF PLACE EARLIER 2-3 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!

hah!!!finally outta that place and back to the comfort of my computer,TV,PS2,ect...!!!but also feeling sad cause i had to leave my new-found friend earlier....*sigh*

in this world,hello and goodbye is a normal thing....i just have to accept that as a fact of life....

and so my college days will start....wonder did i have what it takes to survive the real world...?i have been living in my own world for the past 17 years....without knowing anything about the outer world....but at least i learned a few things while i was in the camp....but is it sufficient for me to live in the real world...??

well...i don't care...my new resolution is,"think less,talk less,DO MORE".
since thinking and talking will get you nowhere,just take a small glimpse of your thoughts and do it.but also consider what will happen after you do the "DO",if it produced a bad results,repeat the steps again.^^

now mind is abit messed up by my emotions....abit blur now so should get some rest now...

27 April 2010

*sigh* life is NS is getting more and more stressful....

after some thoughts when i was in NS....i think i need to change myself....after having flashbacks...i really(mean REALLY) need to change....coz if i dont,i wont get alot of friends or be popular among my friends....

i was thinking i need to be more open and active....but saying is easier than done...i really wanted to change myself to a better person....my friends said,*take it as a challenge from the heavens*....how can i change my real self which is most of the time,i am very quiet in throughout the whole camp for the past 3 weeks....after this break,i hope i can change into a better liked person....

and i just realized....i liked dancing....singing....guitar....drums....i want to learn them all!!!i will self-train myself if had time!!^^

so i am determined to change my whole self so i could enjoy the rest of my days there before i go to college!lucky,i have A FEW friends who would support me from time to times....^^

so back to the main thing,kem plkn tangkas kendiri still sucked.wanna know why?still most of the probs are created by *those* kind of people.they are just tooo freaking dumb to understand the concept of DISCIPLINE....they speak without think and in the end,all of us gets the shit whacked outta us....we were all like *WTF?!* when we just doing things and suddenly gets called to the damn hall(which was like 500M from my dorm.i think)with what the heck happen mood....

okay,as i mentioned,i got the time in the whole world to think about myself.i also find myself sometimes speak without thinking.also,i am also known in the camp as the EMO GUY coz i constantly sits at one corner with a book(writing down things that is important,ect.)....i was like what the heck?

and yay,i experienced fainting twice in the damn camp!!(awesome!)lol...first is bcoz of malnutrition/dehydration coz i wan standing in the hot field lol...second may be coz of shock coz of the possessions happening in the camp....omg....

in the past few days...there is alot of *ghostly* events happening around the camp....some even said they saw ghost when walking in small groups....and some fainted and started to mumble and shout and talk with different voices....man...seriously spooky lol....and surprisingly i fainted that time coz i was already having fever....and became the first chinese to faint!=)

also,we are now having some stupidity,no respect and idiocy issues with *those* people nowadays.they now started to bang locker every morning(like BAM BAM BAM) with a damn lame(LAME)reason....SAYA MAU KEJUTKAN KAWAN SAYA
i was like,what the fish?!we are not sleeping izzit?!use some brain la my dumb fren ^^
also,they are PURE STUPID!!!!!!

lol...shortly nothing nice happened in the camp so far...everything that happened in that camp starts from B.A.D to S.U.C.K.S
okay,SOME good things happen in that camp but its as FAR as SOME.our opinions ARE FINALLY accepted after so long!!now whoever does that thing,only he himself kena!!also,along with the ketua...so i felt pity for him coz he has to accompany those idiots kena punish....lol
and hes a chinese!!

sooo tired now....wanted to get some rest and play to the max for the next few days!!

might be blogging again soon~and 1 last question....
do you guys still think NS is something fun??think again lol

4 April 2010

wtfomgftwbbqrofllmaos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am back from NS for a few days....the only thing i can say is....I AM SUFFERING IN KEM PLKN TANGKAS KENDIRI in just 5 goddammedlong days!!!!!

one of a few reasons i am suffering is coz the camp is soo one sided....all the trainers are malays...where trainees are chinese 10%,indian 5% and 85% malays...which is obviously bad...cause the amount of chinese there are like outnumbered...

then for whatever we didn't do,we gets punish outta nowhere coz of some IDIOTS actually raised their voice to the trainer....then also some bastards who just cant wash their plates after they use it!!!

i have just been there for 5 days but have been suffering for like 1 months....times flies soo slow when you are in the kem...also,we ate 6 meals a day....and from breakfast to dinner...IT WAS ALL SPICY

imagine,you wake up in the morning(in distress)and bath with cold water(freezing)then you eat something such as fried noodles(oily,spicy,hot) and stand there for the rest of the day like an IDIOT!!!

man...i am very irritated now....that camp is like SOOOO one sided...the commander said that if WE have any problem,WE can report to him.but after WE did that,HE did nothing!he didn't even raised a finger...ftw man!!

after that,the commander said we can't go out for studies unless we finish the program!!!then all those who are intending to go to Form6 or College would be like WTF?!we are like 2 weeks late after that!!!what the hell?!

and also,this year competition between company requires EVERYONE to take part in it...another WTF?! reaction from all of us...coz mostly we just need 30-40 people to take part in the competition but this year we ALL have to take part....what the....

another thing....once we are sick,we need to take MC(medical certificate) from a booth and you know what the hell they said?!
1.the officer in charge isnt around
2.the doctor is not around
3.we cant give you the letter yet
4.wait for the rest to come back
and some more load of crap...so its like,5 people fainted in front of the booth in results...and heres another thing,those people who saw them faint was like *wat the?!*for a few seconds the resume their talking with their friends...what a bunch of jerks...i wanted to help but she is a girl so i cant get anywhere near her lol...

the worst of all is we all have to stand there like an idiot under the hot sun everyday!!we have no rights/privilege or whatever....we chinese are IGNORED in thatt hellish like place...there is still a whole tons of reason why i HATE/LOATHE that camp....but i feel lazy to write down the rest....

okay...enough crap for now....now really feeling irritated and need to get some sleep coz we like sleep 4 hours a day cause those malays don't like to sleep early....so they talk to the late night noisily...and in the end,we(i mean chinese and indians also)were punished for something we didn't do...in the middle of the night!!!what a crap man!!!!

okay okay...enough....going to sleep now...next time only blog again....chow...

24 March 2010

*sigh*....still feeling very mood-less due to last times accident....lost alot of things and now in deep trouble....

my licence....i can't take my P test since its gone already....what more...my licence is almost expired....i am may be going to NS very soon....

my handphone....because i had to buy myself a new one...i had to sacrifice my desire to buy a new laptop for my college days....if i want to buy both i need to work for another month...

my IC....due to the loss of my IC...the places or times i want to go out was fairly limited cause without my IC i can't prove myself if i were caught in a roadblock....

arghh....alot of trouble keep on emerging one after another....first my SPM results...then comes my failure in licence test....then now this?!

how long the heavens are intending to irritate me...?!

21 March 2010

today was like....the WORST day of my life.....


today when i was playing basketball with my friends....my bag(BODY GLOVE)along with 3 wallets(me and my friends),a few stack of keys and 3 handphone(IT WAS BRAND NEW).....was STOLEN by a god dammed asshole.....shoot....i saw him taking off with my bag(BODY GLOVE).....damn...my heart suddenly stopped beating and suddenly sank down in despair.....damn....i was soooo sad for the rest for the day.....

well...i have made a terrible choice coming out today....we searched the whole place and found nothing....in the end...we had to make a report in the police station...

all i can do now is curse that bastard gets overrun by a lorry carrying a whole logs....it may be sounded evil but seriously....he REALLY should just die...the world don't need trashes like him....

12 March 2010

oh my gosh....my my results was a total screw-up!!!many people think my results are kinda good but on my toughts...it is NOT....i aimed for 3 A's but in the end,2 of them were really close on getting A....so i only got 1....soo damn disappointed....
the results i had were 1A,4B,4C and 1E....that E is what makes me soo disappointed....and u know what subject is that?it was Moral studies....i can't believe i screw that subject up.....

and so,many colleges of my choices had to be erased from the list....now have to start a new lookup all over again...but my parents suggested me to go to TAR college....

oh gosh...head is in such a mess now....still weren't able to settle everything...YET

well...back to lookup....

7 March 2010

O.M.G....I HAVE NS?!
how did my life from easy-going life suddenly turned back into a stressed life again?!

i REALLY have to finish everything up as soon as possible before going to college/NS...i /'ed it because i don't know where will i be going....cause my course intake is supposed to be this month and i think i am late lol...

i have to finish my car/motor licence before 28th,apply my the courses i want to take,find an apartment....arghh!too many things i have to finish in just a few weeks!!!!only heavens can help me now....*prays hardly*

the college i may be be attending is
#1 Taylors College down in Subang,KL.the course i will be attending is Foundation in Computing.
#2 Olympia College down in Ipoh.Perak.the course i will be attending is Diploma in Information Communication Technology
#3 KDU College down in Petaling Jaya.KL.the course i will be attending is Diploma in games Technology
#4 TAR College down in Ipoh,Perak.the course i will be attending is Certificate in Computer Studies

as you can see,i am interested in computing course.and of course,the college i want is from 1-4 lol...

my mind is in a serious mess now....which one to go???
*well,it all comes down to results anyway so wateva~*
you think i would really say that?!i must be a little serious in this one....erggg
back to college lookup~

*searches for more colleges*

5 March 2010

okay,you know what?i think i will be going back to monthly update already...daily/weekly update is really troublesome lol...

anyway,SPM results is coming out on 11th!!!!!!!!!!
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg......soooooooo stressed man!!what if i failed??what if i get bad results????then it would sooo be my doomsday.....AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

and i am getting a feeling that a few people is trying VERY hard to ignore me.....why???what did i do??grrrr....under pressure again now....

and recently i wanted to reformat my com and hey,my hard disk is outta memory?!gosh....really need to get an external hard disk as soon as possible.....and its full with non-sense things okay??so don't ask.

so,i think i will rollback to the monthly update program~haha
until then,takez carez~!

2 March 2010

HOT!!!!

its been really hot recently wonder why....
i am sweaty allover!!!!!!
this place...its like an oversized oven that is covering the whole place!!!also wonder why Malaysia don't have winter,summer or autumn?it would be sooo cool if those were to exist in here....

but the good thing is...i am no longer a working man~
i am no longer bothered by any tension for now!i can watch and do anything i want now!!yay~
that is until my college life resumes than i will dive into a pit of tension and stress again...poor me

and i have cash now~but i am having troubles on what to spend it on...*shrugs*
i wanted to buy alot of things but it seems my heart wont let me buy it lol...WHY?!

and it seems most of my friends will go overseas travelling for a few months....i also wanna go travelling!!!but too bad i can't coz i need to further my studies....but eventually i will end up in Melbourne after five years!!(hopes so lol)

anyway...its really hot now so i am gonna go off and sleep inside my Air-Con-ed room~~hahaha]
ciao ciao~

27 February 2010

O.M.G....this is the only word i can describe after a few *sudden* trips to cameron and ipoh...and all in 2 days!it totally ruined my plans for friday and saturday....soooo tired right now yet bored...

and recently i got hooked up to.....kamen rider....what the....its because my friend watch it and i find it kinda nice so i got a copy from him....holy gosh....how low have i sunk??

and also,i juz noticed that there are alot of couple now lol.what with the sudden outburst??normally i don't see much people holding hands and cling to each other but it seemed after my form 5 i see ALOT of people like that!

hmm...is God trying to tell me something?and NOTE,i am not obsessed with anime or whatever ok!its juz something i do to fill my free time lol.definitely not obsessed!!

24 Febuary 2010

hmmmmm....since these few days....there is nothing in my life except facebook and animes lol...gotten so bored now...

oh~and i have recently in love with japanese foods!especially takoyaki~~Mmmmm!it sure tastes good!wanted to have much much much much more to eat!

all these fancy and free living life style makes me missed those schooling days....i wish i can turn back time and make it all over again...

22 Febuary 2010

okay!from today on i will decide to update my blog daily/weekly!

so my contract with The Store ended 2 days ago!^^
now its just waiting for my pay and i am a free man!
that is until i received a letter from the PLKN and have to go trough 3 months of hellish-like life....NOOOOOOO!!!

i went to KL for 4 days and guess what i bought???a small miniature sword resembles of Cloud Strife's First Tsurugi.its kinda detailed but its nice!and guess again,thats the only thing i bought from KL in the past 4 days...i wanted to buy accessories like ring n wrist band for style and fashion ect. but it seemed we don't have enough time to shop around lol....

and so far nuthin much has happen except jealousy....man so envy others that can go overseas to have fun while i have to remain here to study...its just sooo unfair!!

lately i am soo into katekyou hitman reborn!its a rather cool anime~

also,i think i will work fr another 3 weeks in another place to earn myself some money to buy things,Gundams and accessories particularly~xD

anyway,life these few days seriously sucks lol....

15 Febuary 2010

ahhhh!finally get some time to sit back and relax lol...working really took a toll outta me...soo bushed now....

anyhows,its the second day of chinese new year....it seemed like as the years passed,chinese new year grown bored....lolx

*sigh* things starting to get complicated this year....why everything in life has to be THAT hard???

just got ripped from working lol...everything seemed soo blurry now so i am taking my leave now...haha

(still hopes for the better even tough it will never happen)
chiaw~

12 January 2010

oh my gosh....i imagined that my life after my final exam will be soooo cool...but it turns out to be the other way around!whole day i am spending time at home with a *what to do* mood...and yes,i tried working but it seems that i haven't received a call back from the store.well,tough luck~

i DID work at a nearby book store but only lasted two days,cause gosh there is lotsa and i mean A LOT of mosquitoes there.man,came back home with a chicken pox like symptoms on my leg...ouch

and so i spent an almost 2 full weeks at home just facebook-ing and more animes of course!and i am all out of animes already....argh!!

i wanna go to the national service...but i got into the second batch and i can't request to transfer to the first one....why i want to go?of course to meet new friends and also train myself!(to play with a cool and awesome M16!bwahahaha)

and so on....i am sooooooo bored!!!

cheers~