Time of the year!

ah yes! the time of the year!

i wonder what is installed for me. hmmm hopefully something better compared to last year.
oh and if you dont know what hapened to me last year, read it here!
but beware, emo posts and irrelevant and broken language.
i dont remember what drove me typed all that. LOL
i am re-reading the post and feeling really stupid.

oh in the midst of typing this post, my friends actually celebrated my birthday :')
oh i feel so blessed now hahahah
i basically have food for like the whole day.
cake, sandwich, carbonated drinks, ect hahahahha

oh well, i thank God for such a wonderful experience i have experienced today.
well, at least much better compared to last year. LOL
its kinda sad thinking that i never experienced this before in my life.

and i went down to ipoh on the 24th just for fun, since i cant study i thought its better to put the time in better use. HA HA
okay i know i am living in self denial okay. LOL

so yeah, although November was evil to me, but December was super kind to me. And i thank Lord for that. :)
i got a super big fluffy pig as my present! omgoshhh i loveee ittt!!
oh well, i didn't asked for it actually. just that one day it showed up in front of my house along with my friends.
and that made me feel bad and happy. cause firstly the gift was not cheap!
and i never expected i would get that. HA HA.
and yet i did. do i deserve it? :\
oh well. THANK YOUUUU!!

so okay, since its my finals next tuesday, i am gonna cut this post short. I know i haven't been around lately cause i am all around being awesome studying.
i am really hoping that i would at least pass this semester.
aiming is way too dissapointing to handle now. HA HA
tata guys, will be back on posting something after next week.

and sorry for the absence of pics
1.memory card screwed
2.no camera is with me now
3.i aint no camwhore-er anymore.
no seriously. i cant camwhore anymore. hahah guess i am too ugly huh :P
so due to my many reasons, i will just post up a random photo of christmas!

FYI, that was a handmade tree made up of MANY mountain dew bottles. amazing no?
and yes, its from an event. will blog about it soon. but now, duty calls. :)

so yeah.
HAVE A MERRY BLESSED CHRISTMAS GUYS!
what happened to you recently or in the past, be thankful and glad that it happened.
for it happened for a reason :D

TOODLES!

Getting up.

this semester have been a rough run for me.

things hit me one by one.

then all together, it all came slamming on me. 

it was so tough until at one point, i was about to turn into a half glass empty kinda guy, but luckily i didn't.

because i managed to think outside the box. well, at least that is what i thought.

everything happens for a certain reason.

for example, if you were to fall into a pit

think differently instead of think that you are unlucky or so.

think of it as a lesson for you to be careful next time.

besides in the midst of a disaster, a miracle could happen

as such, someone saw you fell into the pit and comes rescue you.

then you'd be friends with them right? 

you now haz more than 1 friend! lol jokesss

to be frank, i was never a strong person. 

i am weak and fragile. soft and vulnerable. emotional and selfish.

yet i chose not to show other people my weak side.

i am not a good person. i was never a good person.

but i try my best to eliminate my bad points.

thinking i could face the world by myself.

thought i could do it myself.

but last month, the world is trying to show me, that i am too weak to face it alone.

nothing went right the whole month.

it took me a while to stand up again.

but i managed to stand again.

for the first time in my life, i felt so weak and helpless despite the fact that i am already up and running.

but not running towards my goal, i am running away from reality.

reality is too much for me to face.

then, i stopped running from reality. turned my back to the exit.

and ran back to my goals. and waiting there, was many hands.

waiting for my hand to reach out and grab them.

but from the moment i grabbed their hands, i have felt the warmth i haven't felt for a long time.

i forgot what is the meaning to trust people, to need their support.

but a part of myself says, DONT.

because my past has been tainted with issues about trust.

and yet here i am

trying to open myself up again.

to be hurt? or to be healed?

but as i run, i hope i could finish this run i started.

i wish i had the strength and wisdom to overcome everything.

i commit everything to my Lord's hands.

to flourish or to perish.

its His choice.

enough for the emo posts. its been a while since i last did this. LOL

so Christmas is around the corner, i wonder what is installed for me this year's end.

hopefully something that would end my year abit better than last year's.

all i really want for my Christmas present and my birthday present this year, is just to be able to finish my studies and my run with God.

TOODLES

OH. NO.

shizzles. i left this blog for way too long already. i am so sorryyyy!
but right, the thing is, i have reasons for not blogging. 


as such, procrastination dramas movies STUDIES.
is seriously being a b*tch on me now.
its getting more and more on my nerves.
imagine, i am only in foundation.
i REALLY REALLY dont want to imagine my degree life. dangggg
then this came into my mind.
if a teacher can only master 1 subject, then what in blazes makes them think that we can master 5 subjects simultaneously?!


oh well, guess life is a b*tch after all.
but at least i have my sleep (which has been taken from me lately too)
for some reason, sleeping has become my top of the line priority now.
yes, more than sports and facebook and sh*ts that is a total waste of time.


so! i dont know what is happening with the world right now but i heard from SPM students, they basically are upset because of 1 question.
what is CEPUMAS??
fyi, its a malay word so beats me.
its the first time i ever seen this word, which i thought it would be some kinda fruit or vegetables or something. but turned out what it really mean is "the total value of gifts (usually of money collected) the greatest possible win in a game, a bet, and so on"


wow, sucks to be them. oh well, everyone has their sh*ts sometimes no?
talking about life, i think i have been talking about life wayyy too much in my blog. 
maybe i should change my blog to *Lets Talk About Life!*
jokess heck not!
i am not a matured person to actually comment about something huge like that.
i dont even have any talents.(i am serious)


i feel really intimidated with everyone around me. and i mean EVERYONE.
as such, when my friends says he/she was asked out by a hot guy/girl to assignment discussion
then they start to boast about it which is such a total douch if you'd ask me but yet i feel intimidated. 
TROLOLOL
heck or when i see a nerd sitting beside a hot girl, i would feel jealous too.(no offense geeks/nerds! you cool!jokes)
so yeah, now you get how easily intimidated i am?
but that is just some exaggeration. 
what i mean to refer like when i see someone playing guitar or drums or even DOTA. i will go like 

its not expression of disgust okay
its expression of how awesome they play.


then again in the end, i am still a nobody.

okay that was lame. its a mob from kingdom hearts. HA HA


so yeah which concludes this time random pratting.
i am getting more and more lame as i grow.
isn't it the other way around? hmmmmmm
anyways,
i still wonder what with guys guts of not having the guts to talk to pretty girls.

TOODLES!

HEARTLESS HUMANS

okay this topic is getting hot and hotter now so i guess i'll prat about it.
and no. i am not a racist or a countryist or whatever.
i just feel like exposing the wrongdoings of the world so we could repent from it.

so i am gonna show this video that will make you kill the one sitting next to you right now.
especially if he is from china. (no racist jokes intended)

take a look at this video.
but i advice you dont watch it. i will explain what actually happened in this video.
anyway, if you wanna watch it, watch at your own risk.
its definitely something you dont wanna watch.
and no. i am not tempting you.

it saddens me to see that we humans are THAT if heartless.
damn.
china is the so-called rich and fast growing country.

but if being rich means to end up as heartless d*cks, no thanks. i would prefer to stay poor as i am now.
i mean like seriously?
SERIOUSLY?
those people saw the little girl lying down there covered in blood and just passed her by like she is some sort of animal?!
18 people just passed her by and only 1 person who actually moved her away from the road (but never called the ambulance or anything so he still is a d*ck)
but the one who pissed me off the most is the two drivers who ran over her.
the first one knocked her down and drives through her like nothing happened.
he stopped a while, but never came down. and he speed off. i can see that the tire is peeling off her skin then she flies backwards.
the second one just pretend like its only a bump and just ran over her.
i can even see her leg snaps and blood gushing out.

is this what humans have become?
see this one. this one is more of a touching and sad.
watch it.

you see?!
even an animal knows how to love and care.
what about us humans? hmmm
no wonder this age is coming to an end.

not actually in a good mood right now after watching this.
all i can do is pray for the little girl's recovery and hope that 2 drivers who drives through her fragile body gets screwed.

and for some reason i have lost hope in humanity.jokes


chill la. i will still be the good guy :D


so until next time ya'll!
take care and dont lose your humanity.
EVER.

TOODLES!

Prayers will be answered!

hey guys, take some time to read this.
I've read it and i feel that prayers are very important.
good things are meant to be shared no?
its not written by me, but by an unknown source.


ENJOY & BELIEVE.


Isaiah 65:24
This is a story written by a doctor who worked in Africa . 
One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died, leaving us with a tiny, premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive; as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). 


We also had no special feeding facilities. 
Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in. 


Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates).. 


'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk, so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways. 


'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts Your job is to keep the baby warm.'


The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough,mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother had died. 


During prayer time, one ten -year-old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed, 'Send us a hot water bottle today It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.' 


While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll know You really love her?' 


As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly say 'Amen?' I just did not believe that God could do this. 


Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything; the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from the homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never, ever, received a parcel from home.


Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water bottle? I lived on the equator! 


Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door. By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there on the verandah was a large 22-pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children.. Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly Excitement was mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out brightly-colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children looked a little bored.. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend..


Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? I grasped it and pulled it out. Yes, a brand new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could. 


Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly, too!'


Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small, beautifully-dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted! 


Looking up at me, she asked, 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?'
'Of course,' I replied! 


That parcel had been on the way for five whole months, packed up by my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. 


And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five months before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it 'that afternoon.' 


'Before they call, I will answer.' (Isaiah 65:24) 


When you receive this, say the prayer. That's all I ask. No strings attached. Just send it on to whomever you want - but do send it on. 


Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost, but a lot of rewards. Let's continue praying for one another. 


This awesome prayer takes less than a minute. 


Heavenly Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this. I ask You to minister to their spirit. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence to work through them. Where there is tiredness or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding, guidance, and strength. Where there is fear, reveal Your love and release to them Your courage.. Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage them. I ask You to do these things in Jesus' name. Amen 


P. S. Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless you both. Passing this on to one not considered a friend is something Christ would do.



what we can conclude is that
1.No prayers are unanswered.
2.being able to pray is the ultimate gift from God
3.God has everything planned out for us.

everything happens for a reason.
and there is no reason for us to stop praying.
like me, even though i failed many times in studies, but i believe that God will plan something for me.
having confidence in Him is important. for He loves us and everything that he did is for our good!
our God is GREAT!

so just Believe and Have Faith in Him!

May God bless your day! :D

TOODLES!

Shattered Dreams

you know, now most people dream big. and i mean BIG.
like these days, you know what kids think of? iPhone! MacBook! iPad! HTC!
last time, we used to think of MARBLES,BARBIE DOLLS,SKIPPING ROPES,POKEMON CARDS.
no wonder the kids now getting fatter and fatter more arrogant.


wei, last time hor, we just think about how to cry in front of our parents to get their attention so we could buy some cheap-ass plastic toy la. now you dont even have to cry or even move a finger and those expensive like crap gizmo.
like "just say your wishes" from dragon ball. :\
differences is they dont even need to speak up. LOL


okay well thats not really dream, a different example.
kids nowadays dream BIG. VERY.
when they were only just 10 years old, they already started to talk about online business, multi-level marketing. stuffs i aint heard before.
and when they were only in secondary, they says "aiyaaaa study no use one la! next time i big edi i take over my papa's business!"
spoiled much?
last time we just think of how to sell roti canai or how to make milo and you talk about how you will expand your business into other continent and how to eliminate competitor.

wanna know what kids last time thinks? for me an example. to be honest, i dreamed of becoming superman last time!

flying around and saving other peoples sorry butts.
but my dreams shattered when i tried to fly off my bed saving my toy from my dog.(not really)
it didn't end well. LOLOL i have the mark of stupidity on meh forehead!
anyway, since that dream is shattered, i figured that i should get a new dream. which is to be something more normal.
Son Goku.

and then thats the time i realize... i has no muscle or super cool hair :(
annndd i just dreamed and dreamed on after that.
till now i think... i have no dream. LOL
kinda sad huh

now hor, small kids think of becoming Bill Gates or Steve Jobs already.

being ambitious is kinda good, but their dream is just to become them so they could shake legs and order people around. which is bad.
they dream of that because they dont want become poor. hmmmm kids nowadays. SIGH

getting back.
i am thinking that.. are the new generation parents have too much money to spend on? if not, why not give it to charity for a change?
spoiling your kid doesn't give you any crap.
happiness aren't meant to be bought. its attained.
geez, it seemed that these days with money you could even buy off a girl.
human degration much?

okay la enough d. i think i am slowly turning in to a hypocrite and a sterotyper if i continue to talk like that (or think like that)

what i am getting at is, dreams are meant to be shattered take you higher heights in life.
look at Bill Gates. he was a failure in high school and his friends always out smart him.
look at him now, he dreamed big, and now his friends ended up working for him.
wait, how does that connect that to what i am talking?

okay i am just sad cause i aint got no cool ass phone/laptop/car heck i dont even have branded underpants!
i feel so intimidated with everyone younger than me but getting stuffs better than me. LOL
JOKESSSS
i am quite thankful with what i have now frankly.
cherish what you have now because it wont last long, TRUST ME.

argh either way, if your dreams indeed shattered, dont give up!
instead, try a smaller dream on for size.
make sure that that dream is something you can accomplish.
and when you do, set a higher goal. a bigger dream.
sometimes you just need time to do the work.

all's well ends well. :)

TOODLES!     

                                                                                                                                      i really hope i get an iPhone soon :(

a great man. a great legend. a great dream.

so i think you guys have heard about steve's job's death huh?
tragic death indeed. but he has made a mark on the world. he brought revolution to the world with his products. a man worthy of everyone's respect.

and there goes iPhone 5. LOLOLOL jokess

many has started to say that iPhone4S is iPhone 4 Steve. geddit? hahahah
okay maybe that was a lame joke. LOL

and yes i plan to get an Iphone 4S already. or maybe Galaxy S2.
duh, if i have the money that is. HA HA
and another yes. iPhone 4 looks like a normal iPhone 4.
i was hoping for iPhone 5 which i hope to look something like :

but NOOOOO
you JUST had to improve the iPhone 4 into a badass phone huh.
well, ya did. the Siri system is effin cool.
oh if you haven't watch the video (which i doubt you are not that such of an outdated person, are you? o.O)
here is it.


wow. just wow right. ( i am almost dry of things to talk already. TROLOLOL)
next time when i get this phone, i will ask it like, *yo, iPhone locate a hot chick for me* or or or *psstt, give me the answers to my tests* during exam. hahahahahhahahaha

so yeah. my mind is more or less set on getting this badass now.
but depends on the price, i might get an GalaxySII instead of iPhone4S.

darn you scarcity.

Toodles!

Internet Migration

i seriously need to improve my skills on picking/creating title for something.
if not i might end up naming my son Gayqueen and my daughter Lesking.
okay random much? TROLOLOL

FYI: my line lags like there is no tomorrow. so i am basically abit pissed. grrrr!!

i think i am abit late on posting this up. LOL but whatever man! its my crap! i can smell it like i mean it!!
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(yes brain lag)
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uhh...pretend i didn't said that. that is so.... awkward.

you know what, there are a few things that should be taken off the net.
stuffs like PPS(that chinese TV thingy that steals the whole internet speed thus bringing it down to snail mail kinda slow speed),games(like tertis battle and maple story) and facebook.


okay not facebook lah. if take down facebook hor, i am imagining what would happen.
people would move to either tumblr or twitter
and really, facebook is getting more and more... google+ ish.
the box on the top right is meant for stalking people ya know.
i wonder, what does the word *Privacy* means to facebook? :\

and to be honest, tumblr or twitter is alot more fun-er that facebook now.
facebook seems to be stealing EVERY quotation or pictures that are posted on tumblr or twitter.
yeah facebook nice job, VERY original!

i am guessing that if facebook were removed from the net, people would be.... lifeless.
running around spamming people's wall with graffiti
poking other people with their not-so-clean fingers
randomly talking to other people and requesting whether can they be friends
print their super-ultra-mega-ugly pictures and paste it everywhere with the caption *I LOOK UGLY IN THIS PICTURE* hoping people would give them a thumbs up and give them good comments
planting vegetables and hoping that they could harvest it within 4 hours and money would fall from the sky

you know what i am talking bout. facebook has become a part of our lives. LOL
and if facebook keeps on upgrading itself, people will leave.
i will be. its getting on my nerves having to adapt with their sudden total change.
we just want a friggin dislike button. and you gave us all those s*it.

LOL


and yeah. PPS sucks. only when other people uses it. HA HA

TOODLES!

EMO FLAB MOVIES!

dont mind the title. the title is just utter nonsense. who would wanna watch an emo movie? pfffttt

ohhh yeahhh i forgot to update on meh new haircut. TROLOLOL how can i forget something this important! talk about something so awesome show my newly enhanced look to the internet trolls who would drool all over the keyboard if they see's me not tell the world how emo i am now. LOLOL JK

so here is a picture on how i previously look like.

and, here is how i currently look right now.

WHO THE NAME OF NEPTUNE IS THAT???

oh okay i admit maybe the changes is ABIT WAY too much.
many people still says that with

"OMGWTHROFLBBQ!!
ADRIAN!!!
IS THAT U?!??!?!"







so literally, i managed to shook everyone(not everyone) with my new hair. some say i look emo, looked gay, looked like a kpop and even looked like a malay. LOL

seriously, people like me cant stop amusing other people by degrading himself :D

that aside, yeah. this semester i have kinda too much time now. so i think i might be back in blogging business!
and not to forget hanging out STUDY with friends!
i seriously need to stop saying i am going to study when i don't.

plus i barely had time to watch Nasi Leman 2.0 or Johnny English. and not to forget the current sensation where everyone goes blue and starts cursing left to right with words replacements.................

AVATAR!!

LOL JOKESS. The Smurf!!

but i dont have the money to watch all those 3 movies. everyone has already watched all those 3 but sadly i am still stuck with the movie Titanic. LOL

and since when did the word f**k or other foul languages got replaced by the word smurf?
like *SMURF YOU* or *SON OF A SMURF*
maybe this is some sort of a secret language?
what has the world become. firstly angry birds and now smurf. whats next? angry smurf??

okay jokes aside.
lets see what kind of crapz will i blog about. hmmmm~
talk about relationships when i didn't even had one?
talk about girls even when i am a guy?
talk about a guy when i AM a guy?
politics?(HELL NO I WANNA LIVE!!!)
crap?(ME GUSTA!)

leave any suggestions at the comment. like anyone would even visit my blog. LOL

so yeah. bu sure look forward on other random stupid time wasting post i will make in the future time!
honestly, i wonder why am i still blogging. i dont even have a header(oh wait, i do have one.but its an advertisement.fail much?) or have a clue on how to earn money thru blogging. rofl i FAIL.

so! meet ya'll next time!

TOODLES!

Thankful

okay. mad long never touched this blog already. i apologize to my ghostly readers. ROFLL
so yeah back to random pratting to myself just to kill some time alone.

things are getting pretty stressful again lately. so i think i might get back to a post per month basis. its kinda hard to manage it with all the things that are happening to me now.

worst case scenario is i might close down this blog. :\
but i will try to prat more random stuffs.
i wanna work my way up to the stairs of bloggerity!(whatever is means that all like celebrity)

my grammar has been rotting really bad lately too.
maybe its because due to my laziness.
but then again, kampar is way to isolated and outdated.
a BAD place to be.

just finished  my sem break and now back to studies again.
come to think of it, my life has been pretty tragic
i cant believe when all my friends are already half-way finishing their studies. while i am still stuck at one place.
but i am pretty blessed too to have met many people along the way.
even though my life has been pretty rough and unlucky, but i never thought of it that way.
but yet,i think i am pretty lucky to have met my friends and blessed with things i never experienced before.

the times i spent in kampar was never wasted. it will always stay in me. and going to be a precious part of my memory. and i will be thankful of every single moment i have now. thank you everyone. Thank you God.

unproductive lifestyle

okay okay. the last post was just crappy. hahahah!

so yeah i am back now.

i haven't been going on a healthy lifestyle lately.
i have been sleeping alot, binge eating, wasting time refreshing facebook home every 5 seconds, NOT TOUCHING MY NOTES.
and stresses and problems came back. argh!
but there are a few people who actually cared about me.
too bad the one i hope for them to care about me doesn't give a damn about me.
life sucks, no?

at least its not till somewhere i cant handle tho.
but i should deal with it soon :\

soo yeah, nuthin much has been happening to me since i last left. and even if something happen. i cant remember.
i am serious!
i am having short term memory lost disease now.
i cant even remember what i had for dinner last night. omaigoshhh

oh yeah and recently got hooked up with lolcats pictures. dey arr epic shiz!!

HA HA HA!

such a stress reliever xD
so yeah, i am pretty lifeless to laugh my butt off the internet alone in my room in the dark and... shut up its normal okay!
a few websites i go where i can rofl is here, here and here.
and to where i got the pictures above is here. epic catz pictures!!

i really got hooked up to these few sites lately. they seem to be the only thing i can actually calm me nerves down.

so yeah, i am leading an unproductive lifestyle now.
not jogging,not studying,not eating well,not playing basketball.

okai,mei bi itz taime tu ind mai poust.
(figure out what it means by yourslef. :)

i think i will blog less frequently as i do last time because life has been taking a huge load of crap on me.
but i will be back pratting nonsense maybe 1 month later?(after my finals)
maybe start a comic of my own too :)
if i can draw.HA HA

which reminds me i wanted to write a song once.
looks like i has yet again to fail to do something meaningful in life :\
oh well.

Toodles!

M.I.A.

okay i have never left this blog for SO LONG EVER IN MY FRICKIN LIFE. hahhaha

well i am back. (I HOPE)

anyways, thanks for visiting! bye now! :))))

dissapearence

okayyy i totally forgot to blog these few days weeks.
things has been pretty edgy on me lately.
i cant even have some time to sleep :(
but yeah i am definately doing better than how i am last 2 sems ago :))

so i dont know what to write now after disappearing for 2 weeks
i dont even have the time to sit on my chair now.
its getting dusty :((

duhhhh....
*akward silenceness*
i dont know even if the word exist or how its spelled.

so yeah, i haven't been studying much this sem (like i always do every semester xD)
i thought of aiming something higher this sem. getting a distinction maybe? but i think i am not doing any effort lol
but i think i will somehow manage it somehow...wait....
....what?

that aside, i think i finally found some friends who can be there for me whenever i am depressed or so.
i love them!!
thank God for bringing me to them :)
i am super glad i met them

and there ya go. another useless update i presume?
i dont know what to write. like seriously no clue.

either way i am sleep deprived now.
i need to get some sleep.
nights everyone!
wait, thats not how i end my post.

TOODLES!

that oughta do it ^^

L.A.Z.Y.

yes i have been rather lazy lately.
i havent been blogging too.
in fact i haven't been doing anything lately. HAHA!

music is the life yo!
when you put on your earphone and turn on the music and pop out the volume,
you are in your own world!

well weather the world is dark or bright or sunny or rainy, it depends on your music actually.
and i find that listening to certain music can affect your mood.

its 12am now and i am pratting nonsense trough blogging. hahahah

oh yeah, back to the topic.
i have been sleeping for like.. trough ALL the lecture class in the past 2 weeks..
as in literally ALL of the lecture class.
i fell asleep in the every class...
I AM SO PROUD NOW MUAHAHAH

actually not.i am suppose to study harder this semester so i could buy an Iphone!
or maybe an Xperia Arc.

arghhh i just cant get this 2 phone's image off my head!!!!
they are just so effin cool :((
i want them. NOW!

may the heavens above grant me motivation to study.
so yeah i am done pratting now.
since there is nothing special going on in the past 2 weeks so i will leave it to be for now :)

TOODLES!!

I am Alive!!

hey peoples!

sorry for dissapearing for so long.
have been pretty busy with stuffs during the last week and i cant actually find a time when i can sit down and type things for you all!
oh and during my semester break,

i went to an awesome camp!

a church camp!

Alive in Christ

the camp was awesome, the place was awesome, the people were awesome!

had alot of fun there!

even though i was sick but i still enjoyed myself to the max~

a here few pictures of the campsite~

 as you can see the campsite's name is Harvest Haven!

its a cool place to be and all :)

a random scenery~ 

oh and did i mention that we have a pool there too?  

and a basketball court with a super wide open field next to it! 

the main hall!

looked cool aint it?

well it is! :)

 and this is where i sleep!

we are packing up that time so i could only get this shot of it :(

 annndddd a little cam whoring wont kill nobody eh?

and look at my body shape!

it looked like....

like a...

stick :\

and the rest of my semester break is like the usual.

more animes and dramas.

spending my time doing pointless stuffs rather than working for some cash :(

but i also had fun meeting up with friends in ipoh!

and the other part of story in my life is not even worth telling.

trust me.

you dont wanna know.

*hint hint wink wink* emo

so yeah, i guess i should go now.

its rather short but there you have it.

i will blog again soon.

but maybe just random pratting since i dont think my uni life will get any better than it is now :))

Toodles!

520?

okay now its getting weirder and weirder.
since when did every date with special alignment becomes a celebration?

like last time where first of january 2011 = 1.1.11
gosh.

anyways,
todays' date means something to us among chinese.
to day is 20th of may right?
which means 20.5.2011
simply put, it spells out 520.
in chinese is 'wu er ling'. which literally means 'wo ai ni' in chinese.
and 'wo ai ni' in chinese means ILY.
ILY is a term where you use it to express the feelings you have for someone.
simply means I LOVE YOU :)

complicated.no?
well yeah relationships are meant to be complicated hahah

well yeah this is a special date for those who are engaged in a relationship or is a couple.
so go out and wish your loved ones 520!

its kinda sad since my soulmate haven't actually appear yet. HA HA
and after a trip down memory lane in my room, i found lots of thing that made my life abit more colurful in the past.
i will blog about those things soon!
those things are once important to me as they have memories behind every of it!
finally i will end with a quotation!

You just gotta enjoy the little things!

TOODLES!

Humans?

People always said that human is social animal who living in groups.

Honestly speaking I do agreed with this. Human always need each other

to survive. Ain't that people can't live without someone but people can't

live alone. Like for example, if you fall sick and unable to drive to the

nearby clinic, you needs help from others included family and friends.

Or let say if you facing some problems and you couldn't think of the best

solution so you approach someone to get some opinions. And this is

why teachers always want students to study in a group as they able to

exchange comments. Students get to see things from various angles as

different people having different point of view influenced by cultures,

environment, educations, religions and believes, and some other factors.

Some people tend to solve everything by themselves. For me, if its just

a small matter like getting a new pair of shirts, what to cook for dinner and so on,

it is encouraged. On the other hand, if to deal with something able to bring

a huge impact in life, it is better to discuss and share with someone trusted

unless you're someone who able to think wide and see things from different

angles, very sure with your decision, your point of view. Then you may go

ahead. However, think twice before action. And please, once action is taken,

do not regret and go on even though is tough, because it was your choice.

There are some people who, I won't say that they like to settle things alone

but most of the time they did. Guess this is the reason why their friends

category them as Ms or Mr Independent. Somehow I believe that they

often feel helpless and stress deep inside their heart but they can't help.

I am one of them. To tell the truth I'd use to it and I found explaining or

sharing is just wasting my precious time as no one will put trust on me.

As I experience this these days again. People, if I ain't confused

I won't ask. And I am asking for opinions but not lectures.

I am clear that I'll be the final decision maker. Don't throw back the

question to me as I'm the questioner. For example, people asked whether

you wish to on air-con or fan and you throw the question back to him

but in the other way like "Is fan better or air-con better". Damn, please

save me. If the people already decided or knew what is better, he already

did it but not asking you !! Is this considered as communication break

down ? Is the sender's problem or the receiver's or both ? Do people

ever think of why people will ask question ? This is simply because they

don't understand. Also, when people say something like "I need a counselor"

and he will be the judger who judge whether or not a counselor can help

because he is the one who know himself well, he is the one who know what

is able to help. Different people different perception. Probably for others

counselor can help nothing but for him counselor did help something.

There are tons of disappointment deep inside my heart.

I always the good listener but I couldn't get myself one.

And I couldn't find a way to express but to sit on the swing

looking at the blue sky and listening to music.

Up and Running!

yess things are finally up and running again!!!

I PASSED MY EXAM!!!

finally after 2 semesters of trying i finally passed!
yes i am kinda slow okay
that proves how special i am! muahahah

anyway,went to ipoh to have fun again with the bunch of friends i mentioned in the last few post :)
i also started watching glee!!

i know la i am out-dated la ahhah
coz i don't have time to watch it last semester because i have to succeed in my studies
and i did!!!!
and glee is kinda awesome if you are a person who loves music!!

yes yes yes yesz!!!! i am super happy!!!

but emo at the same time because i didn't met my expectations AGAIN
but nevertheless i am still grateful for passing my exam!!!

yay yay yay!!!!
and for some people who see emo-ness in me
well its not emo
its call being cool :)

BLAME MY HAIR FOR BEING SUCH A BADASS xD

and i will be writing a song soon.
i am still thinking of a title though.

and i doubt i will sing it well.
oh and it will be in video form :)
so don't expect too much okay!

i just hope i can play the instruments well.
oh and it will be piano and guitar.
and since my piano is back in hometown,i guess it wont be out soon because i will head back to kampar in 6 days time.
but i will write it as soon as possible!

and life has been good to me so far.
i am going to enjoy my life now since its kinda short!

Toodles!!

weird?

so today i will be pratting about being weird.

ahem*
i don't call weird people as freaks
instead, i treat them like freaks!
hahahah JUST JOKING
i treat them as limited edition people!
peoples who differ from each other!
but i still treat them as equals!
instead normal everyday people,
being special edition means alot!

but in some cases, people like that often gets mistreated.
isolation, discrimination occurs.
come on people

we are all humans.
they are just special compared to us
so why discriminate them?
jealous?

the only thing that differs between us is only between man and women
*i don't mean to discriminate but its a fact lol*

ranks? how long can you live up with that?
wealth? how long will the money last?
health? how healthy can you stay?

aside that.
EVERYONE IS EQUAL.
stop discriminating and start loving!

i talked about this topic mainly because some people treated me like i am weird or something
being quiet and likes being alone isn't weird okay
its called being a BADASS!

well yeah
i don't admit that i am weird.
I AM SPECIAL EDITION!!!

EMOTIONAL DISTRESS!!!

TEEHEE!!!

Toodles!!

Bullied

so there i am minding my own business on one *FINE*(sarcasm ect ect.) day on facebook,tweeter and youtube.

fyi, sitiawan is still hot ;)
everything is just same old same old
i lied down on the bed and listening to music.
then all of sudden people started sharing a video.

its not yo ordinary video man!
its a video of a girl getting bullied by a bunch of other girls!(WTF?!)

you know something? video's lik this is kinda normal.
but not when youths under age of 15 is involved.
and the video was only out for like 1 hour+?

and now the whole facebook was talking bout it.LOL

ah, then wonders of the internet~

the possibilities are endless!

*ahem*

i wont say much about this video since a few of my friends has already blogged about it.

so i'll cut to the chase.

its a video of a girl getting bullied by a bunch of biatches

she pleaded, cried, begged for them to stop torture her.

but they just continue it without the sense of feeling guilty. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GIRLS?!

oh and the bullies were not boys anymore. they were girls.

how they bully her? by cutting her hair, slapping her ect.
seriously, now even KIDS can be so violent. LOL
i don't want to share the video cause i get annoyed pretty easy watching stuffs like that
makes me wanna fly there and beat the living crap outta them

i never watched it till the end.
i got so annoyed with it that i exited the video after a mere 20secs.
i just write this based on my own undertstanding.
and apparently they bully her because she is uglier than the others,
oh come on, if you are so pretty, win the miss universe title.
if not then maybe you should crawl back to into the hole girls.

geez what has happened to the world nowadays?
last time boys used to bully people. now its girls. WOW
humans are evolving huh?
i am afraid of girls too to be honest. HA HA

but i somehow overcame my fears to them already.

seriously, is bullying fun? 

no wait i can do better.

is taking video's of jerks bullying other people fun??

NONONO wait! i STILL can do better.

does posting videos of jerks bullying somebody up into youtube or facebook fun?!

yeah~

look, this is for you jerks out there:
if you are so desperate for attention, why don't you take off your pants and run in the free alleyway next to main road.

you will DEFINITELY become famous. heck you can even enter the newspaper and the news as: the lunatic who run around without his pants screaming ohaiyou!!!!

THERE!

you are famous now! congrats!

but don't make fun of people's misery just because you think its cool doing that, cause its not.

and back to the video.
people even create a hate page for those who involved in bullying the girl.
and the hate is flowing in like water
it increases EVERYTIME i refresh my page hahah

in USA i think the bullying trend has stopped because of one boy who stood up against the bullies.

names Casey the Punisher.

gosh you gotta salute that dude with balls.

he WWE-ed the heck outta that bully.

but he got expelled from school just because he wanted to protect himself.

well, life can be such a dick pain when you dealing with people who think they are the boss around there.

maybe malaysia should have their own idol.
adrian the awesome!
fighting crime just like eating a piece of cheeze cake!
naw just joking.
i couldn't even take care of myself!
another joke. HA HA

so yeah, i just wrote this outta pure boringness because my boringness just hit its peak.
so forgive me the details wasn't filled in enough. HA HA
inspiration doesn't come in when i am boring.

TOODLES!

FAST 5 is awesomee!!!!

goshhh Fast 5 was awesome!!!!

they have cool car, cool moves and heck
HOT BABES AND BUFFED HUNKS!!!

to be honest, i wasn't expecting Dwayne Johnson to show up in that movie.
because i didn't watch the trailers. HA HA
and also it maybe my bad because i didn't even bother to watch the trailer, AND even LOOK at the posters. HA HA
glad i didn't spoiled any of the fun!
the whole time in the movie leave me with my mouths open.
because unexpected people just randomly shows up one after another LOL

oh and the reason why i didn't check out Fast 5 trailer was that i already know that this movie will be awesome. and it is!!!
ITS EFFIN COOL!!!!!!

but the dude i like in this movie is Roman Pearce(Tyrese Gibson)!

this dude is such a joker!
he is funny most of the time and cool at some times.
andd he is basically the black goat for the crew HA HA

for this movie i would rate 4.5/5!!
this movie is seriously a worth-your-money to watch movie!!!

go and watch it now and you shall see the differences of Dwayne Johnson and Vin Diesel.
when they fight, they looked like brothers lol.
maybe because cause they are both bald?

either way both of them are RIPPED! hahahahahha

TOODLES!

Evolution!!

yesss!!!

finally ended my finals last week!

i was supposed to blog RIGHT after my finals but got lazy~

but i have reasons for my lateness!

i went to the Revolution tour down in ipoh and it WUZ ZEERIOUSLYY AWESUMZZZ!!!

its an expo/convention/concert that spreads the words of God!

i am glad i went for it after missing the first one that was on in sitiawan :)

i even got a t-shirt and 2 badges from it~

and a *ticket* too!

i shall be on my way in serving and worshiping Him!

and after that i went out with some awesome people that i met this semester~

David the SS one :))

Keeren the Cool one :))

Shana the Hyperactive one :))

LuYi the Kind one :))

here are some group pictures of us~

 From Left is Shana,Me,Keeren,David and Luyi

these are the kind of people who usually made my day :D

:O

after that we all went all around ipoh, meeting new friends and hanging out watching movie :)

it was the best time i ever had since i went to kampar

thank God i met all of them!

there are also a few others that i met, like Ada, Sharon, Kharis, Carmen, Roy, Derk, Kevin, and many many more :))

it was Ada who made all this happen. i wouldn't have known them if it wasn't for Ada and her efforts in putting the Easter Celebration in success... THANKS ADA!

they are all kind and friendly and its really a fortune to know these guys :D

aside from that, after switching course i also met some other friends like KumSiong, LeeWah, WanYee, KaeShin, LeeJing and many others.

they are a bunch of lively people as well, we always crap around, laugh around and sleep during class and IN class hahah ;D

even though i think i did quite badly in my finals... but i still want to hope that i will be there in the next sem..

because for once, i finally got a gist on where i should be...

i may not show my enthusiastic-ness, but deep down i am feeling happy :)

hopefully i will still be there next sem!

oh and for those of you who read this post and your name isn't inside, you are still being remembered by me okay~ its just that i got lazy to type all your names. HA HA

summing it all up. this is the best semester i have ever had after spending 1 year in kampar!

and i wont forget all my friends whom i met during the first sem and the second sem.

they were awesome too :)

oh and yea before i forgot.

THOR IS AWESOME and hilarious in some part HA HA

well not really. the ending sucked though and its too much of drama for a norse mythology movie.

overall, its still something worth to watch :)

and the gatekeeper of bifrost is kinda cool in his armor and sword!

next will be!

 Fast and Furious 5! A.K.A Fast 5!

  

And Pirates Of Caribbean:On Stranger's Tide!!

   

wohoo! those 2 trailers looked seriously cool!!!

i am SOO gonna watch it since i will be having so much of free time now buahahah

and now its time to work my butt off in order to buy a X10 or an X.Arc!

i seriously need a smart/touch phone!!

why? to look cool duh~

 "Desperation Obliteration"

if you know what it means that i shall congratulate you. if not, its okay~ i don't understand it as well xD

so yeah, while everyone enjoys their holiday i will be working my butt off in order to get some cash so i could buy an X10!

happy holidays peeps!!

and finally, i would just like to say a  Big Thank You to all of my friends i have come to know during this period of 1 year and to all of you who read my blog!!

PS:i decided to make my words less colorful now because coloring it is such a pain. HA HA

Toodles!