27 April 2010

*sigh* life is NS is getting more and more stressful....

after some thoughts when i was in NS....i think i need to change myself....after having flashbacks...i really(mean REALLY) need to change....coz if i dont,i wont get alot of friends or be popular among my friends....

i was thinking i need to be more open and active....but saying is easier than done...i really wanted to change myself to a better person....my friends said,*take it as a challenge from the heavens*....how can i change my real self which is most of the time,i am very quiet in throughout the whole camp for the past 3 weeks....after this break,i hope i can change into a better liked person....

and i just realized....i liked dancing....singing....guitar....drums....i want to learn them all!!!i will self-train myself if had time!!^^

so i am determined to change my whole self so i could enjoy the rest of my days there before i go to college!lucky,i have A FEW friends who would support me from time to times....^^

so back to the main thing,kem plkn tangkas kendiri still sucked.wanna know why?still most of the probs are created by *those* kind of people.they are just tooo freaking dumb to understand the concept of DISCIPLINE....they speak without think and in the end,all of us gets the shit whacked outta us....we were all like *WTF?!* when we just doing things and suddenly gets called to the damn hall(which was like 500M from my dorm.i think)with what the heck happen mood....

okay,as i mentioned,i got the time in the whole world to think about myself.i also find myself sometimes speak without thinking.also,i am also known in the camp as the EMO GUY coz i constantly sits at one corner with a book(writing down things that is important,ect.)....i was like what the heck?

and yay,i experienced fainting twice in the damn camp!!(awesome!)lol...first is bcoz of malnutrition/dehydration coz i wan standing in the hot field lol...second may be coz of shock coz of the possessions happening in the camp....omg....

in the past few days...there is alot of *ghostly* events happening around the camp....some even said they saw ghost when walking in small groups....and some fainted and started to mumble and shout and talk with different voices....man...seriously spooky lol....and surprisingly i fainted that time coz i was already having fever....and became the first chinese to faint!=)

also,we are now having some stupidity,no respect and idiocy issues with *those* people nowadays.they now started to bang locker every morning(like BAM BAM BAM) with a damn lame(LAME)reason....SAYA MAU KEJUTKAN KAWAN SAYA
i was like,what the fish?!we are not sleeping izzit?!use some brain la my dumb fren ^^
also,they are PURE STUPID!!!!!!

lol...shortly nothing nice happened in the camp so far...everything that happened in that camp starts from B.A.D to S.U.C.K.S
okay,SOME good things happen in that camp but its as FAR as SOME.our opinions ARE FINALLY accepted after so long!!now whoever does that thing,only he himself kena!!also,along with the ketua...so i felt pity for him coz he has to accompany those idiots kena punish....lol
and hes a chinese!!

sooo tired now....wanted to get some rest and play to the max for the next few days!!

might be blogging again soon~and 1 last question....
do you guys still think NS is something fun??think again lol