Merry Christmas!!!!(part 2)

so yeah this will be my last post for year 2010(GOODBYE 2010!!!)

and yeah i wont miss you.NOT EVEN A SLIGHTEST BIT. because this year has been a tough and hectic one for me.

so since today is still christmas,i want to make up for my previous post.
today i went ipoh with 2 of my friends.
it was quite fun~waltzing around the shopping mall,crapping,searching, and not to forget sight-seeing!!!
aw come on! shopping mall is the best place to spot exotic/complicated creatures who are known as...GILRSS
since its holiday season,i get to spot alot of girls wearing cute short sexy thin exposed red clothes =))
LOL i don't mean to be a pervert or something. its just that they dress like that and my eyes caught them on the right spot~
wait...what are you thinking??
NOOO!!!
i don't check their the spots as spots=undies/mountains/drain
dont think dirty!its not healthy!!

dang!!!! i was just look at them since most of them are quite pretty. every guy does that right?
NO OBJECTIONS ACCEPTED
and i feel pretty sad for them cause they have to work....HARD
and since its festive season,they had to like teleport from one place to another taking orders and bringing them at the same time. and yeah, i am all relieved that i am not working anymore. MUAHAH

after walking for like the whole day,i bought 3 pieces or cloth.yes clothes,LOL
and i am quite satisfied with those!but those 3 pieces of cloth SERIOUSLY expensive.
grr my hearts break when i bought them. but my heart sticked back together again when i see how nice i look with those on~ =)

so introducing the 3 clothes!!
first one.well,quite normal looking.but since i dont have this kind of clothes before so i thought i should get one =)


second one. this one looked kinda cool with the words. but if you can read chinese,u wont think its cool. hahah


third one,this for me was the coolest one of all!but i don't know how would i look in public's eyes.but i still think its cool~ =))


and this is the clothes that i found on my laundry bag last week.hmmmm
it looked kinda funny....because it has a rreally big hole as the collar. HA HA


and finally some cam whoring with my christmas cap~

dont we look the same? HA HA HA!!!
as you all notice,this guy is namewee.the one who stands up for country!
respectttt~~

so here is my answer for my question in my previous post.
nawww,i am not becoming an emotic person again.
but i am definitely becoming a quiet person again.hmmmm

now then,this post is already long enough already.hahah
and i finally starting to insert pictures in my blog already~and i can make my letters colurful~~
muahaha so from now on my blog post wont looked so dead like it used too!
and next,time to play with codes/templates.
after finals!!
so i have to go and study for my finals which is 3 days from now....wish me luck!!!

                                                                                                                                            Peace out~~~

Merry Christmas!!!!

so as i said,my next post will be on christmas eve day!! xD

and yeah,yesterday was my birthday~well,no celebration since i am having my finals and stuck in this place called kampar.why?
1.my parents went overseas
2.i am having finals RIGHT after christmas
3.basically have not much friends here
so yeah,there ya go~

and yes,i am studying my butt off the chair during my birthday and christmas period~sad right(VERY).
and math is currently cracking my head open!!!!
its quite stressing that you cant understand the formulas....dang!!!
and so i went out to cool myself down abit by the lakeside.
and yesh.i CERTAINLY cooled down.the air there was FREEZING COLD.

then spent 1 hour plus staring out in space while a group of girls behind me are like *eh,koi hou yao yeng leehhhhh...lei yao tan tan hoi tong koi kong yat seng Hi! mou?*(means eh,he so cool lehhh,u dare to go say hi to him or not?)
LOL i am outta mood and tears are already free-falling from my cheeks by then so i decided to ignore them.
and in the end they walked off when i was dozing by the pole i lean against.i think they already notice that i am already crying/moody
i dont know why but i cried on my birthday and a few seconds before christmas....talk about dramatic...LOL

and so i went back and SS abit...u know about the dude(alviss kong) right?
i tried mimicking him...and failed...literally
i wanted to take a pic when i was crying(was it consider a cry?i am not basically sad or anything,just all of sudden tears starts coming down.)
and it resulted in ultimate uber uglyness.
this is the time where everyone take pictures with families....friends....cousins....GF/BF.....
and mine was totally sad this year...well.have to keep up with my aging since nothing last forever!

anyways,so total up on what happened to me this year?

I SHALL CONSIDER THIS YEAR AS THE 
         WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE                        

why?
well i am actually rushing myself to type all this because i have to resume studying.
.o go check my archives and you'll know what happened to me this year.
dont be lazy and go do some clicking!!its for your own good~ =)

and that the end of my post for christmas day.
wow,kinda dramatic and emotic huh?LOL
back to study!!

and,here's a fun fact.
Christmas Day is actually the day where Jesus was born!

so should i feel guilty writing all this on this Blessed day?
yeah some part of me just cant get the feeling of guilt off my chest....
i just hope everything will work out fine....

what i want for christmas is you....but thats practically impossible....
and yes duh...i still miss her....
the reality of me and you being together is just some wild thoughts.....a dream beyond dreams....
i am trying to smile to the whole world with a crying heart....

and wait....am i turning back to an emotic person?!

                                                                                                       (To be Continued....)

the last day....

so today is the last day i will get to see her.... because the semester is coming to an ending....
could be that i fell in love with her...but because i don't even know her...
i am like.....a guy liking something imaginary....well that sounded sick and weird...i know...
but they say love is limitless/has no boundaries/BLIND...
and i am no sick stalker who stalks her trough some special photographic-binocular or facebook.
as i said in my last few post,I DON'T STALK.

even though i don't know her....or even know her name....or where she is from....how old is she....but her image will be carved in to my memory forever....

the fact that when every guy meets a girl who attracts him...he just cant pull himself up and introduce himself to the girl....well....its TRUE...
i just dont have the guts to even stare at her....let alone introducing....

well,guys are surprisingly sensitive.and sensitive by my means is that some guys breaks down easily and sometimes act like a girl....
hey don't get the wrong thoughts here. i was going to say that some guys are particularly shy.

fortunately,i am categorized in those kind of guys....BUT i am pure male and i don't act like a girl so BACK OFF...
but i admit i am a sensitive guy....and cries rather easy...

and as one of my friend say...A life without someone special hurts you so much that though the wounds may fade the scars still remain....

i just wanted to meet her again....if in my next semester i will get to meet her....i WILL bring myself up to her....thats my oath...

whoa....this time's blog post made me sounded like i am sorta like a sick pervert/stalker....
but this is how i feel right now....

wait,what am i doing here?! i am suppose to be studying!!!!
i want to catch up to her...stand at the same place where she is....
for now...i will try my best to catch up to her....wish me luck....

learn to appreciate others around you and YOURSELF.....

heyyyy,and so i am back blogging when i am not supposed to.LOL

and i read something really sad yesterday.....there was a guy...he jumped down from the 14th floor just to prove his love for his crush....tho i am not sure what actually happened...

so my post today will be dedicated to this dude with guts for the wrong thing yet i still respect him. his name was Alviss Kong
http://www.facebook.com/alvissk?v=wall
even tho i don't know him,but his story is pretty damn sad....

the last note he wrote before he leave this world was TOUCHING....
http://www.facebook.com/notes/alviss-kong/ni-de-wu-qing-gei-le-wo-wu-bi-de-que-xin-3-alviss-last-note/181668725179222
you can read it here.(use google translate if you wanna know what those people comment and what he wrote....the last picture he took....he claimed it was ugly...but most of us think its nice....well even i la because the last pic he took was when he was crying....(EH but i not gay la K D:)
after i read his note and post....man i went silent for the rest of the day....i felt sorry for him....his story was seriously a touching one

plus this dude seriously attained alot of fame because he jumped for in name of love.....
but on my opinion right....(nope,i shall not insult nor praise him for his action)his actions DEFINITELY moved/touched my heart....)
even though many people says he is a complete idiot and some says he is a brave warrior....i would prefer to refer him as the one who would do anything for his love...or someone who is lost in the world of love.....
at least he knows what is true love when he found one....

but he should really appreciate himself more....he jumped off without thinking about his family and friends who is worrying sick after they saw the last few post he did before he jumped....
especially his sister....she was chatting with him normally without realizing what he would do after midnight....very touching la wei.
first his sister wrote *countdown for wat?* and he replied *jie...wo ♥ ai ^^*(means sister...i love you)
and then his sister replied *Chee ma gan ah u.. Eat wrong ubat ah?* then he said *walao..ur adik always love u...just i doesnt noe how to express my feelings...anyway thx jie for always loving me too ♥*
his sister replied with *Wah seh.. I super gum dung.. 1st time i hear this frm u... Love u too*
and his last reply was....*jie pls take good care of mummy there arhhh...xD ~ n the baby alexis too blerksss..... =D*
it was mostly in cantonese.so if you dont understand,TRY TO. i lazyy translate larr haahh
(its all in his profile)

he also wrote....
P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...

To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL FUCKING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !

so his gf basically encouraged him to kill himself and he forgives her o.O
he had such a kind heart....and they was a couple for like 4 months only....and why he would go for such length for his gf....isn't this touching?
well at end of the day,we should all respect his decision. its his choice and no one should say anything about it.
and his actions will definitely leave an impact on the girl....positive or negative i can't say...

and after that he jumped off and became the next hottest news like in facebook and MYfm.LOL
he is receiving like 10 comments every 10 seconds and 100 likes every 10 minutes.LOL

so,for those of you out there. dont say i encourage u to kill yourself or something liddat because I DIDN'T/DON'T ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO THIS. its just a little something i thought i should share with all of you out there.
yes reaching out for your true love is not something bad but this is a whole new different story.
you really shouldn't throw yourself away because of love...you should think of your family who worked hard raising you up trough the all the hardship just to see you jumped off a building/commit suicide??

                             COME ON LA

don't leave the WHOLE forest for the sake of just ONE flower...

i wont go and say *LOVE ONLY KILLS* or *SEE??LOVE ONLY MEANS DEATH*....all i can say....
Kindness is Limitless....
Love is Eternal....

so, do appreciate those around you before its too late.

what you can do when you are having depression/heartbreak?
try talking/ranting/prating to your closest friend and calm down. don't go and become superman la k =/
you might end up killing bringing problems your family and friends because they will worry you till they sick and eventually die faint.

and most importantly....APPRECIATE YOURSELF MOREEEEEE.
don't go doing reckless stuffs just because you are having a hard time or so.
heres a little experience of mine.
i used to punch walls or glasses to ease my rage.(yes i know its stupid)
but i stopped doing it already after i realize that hurting myself doesn't gives me no sh*t.
stand up and face the problem or seek help!

lastly....think about those who are AROUND you instead those who are WITH you. not to say don't care about those who are with you la, just don't go do stupid reckless actions.

well,imma done ranting now.
going back to study!=P

next post as i said in the last one,will be on christmas eve. ^^

              MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS!!!

real QUICK update~^^

okay okay,it really has AWHILE since my last update.

so heres a real quick update for you guys/girls!

i just got soooooo hooked up on Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. it just keep amaze me on how badass the boss and things are in there.LOL
and yeah!my finals are like 3 weeks from now and i am still crazy with this game!
kingdom hearts is seriously addicting ya know? =/

ok SERIOUSLY,i need to stop playing this game and return my PSP to my friend.
BUT save the game and its files on my pendrive of course!
and when i get one o my own psp,i shall play it! muahahaha

but first thing first,STUDY.LOL

and so my weeks are spent infront of a computer facebookingstudying till my ass falls off the chair.
and you know what? kampar isn't so bad after you get used to it. its actually quite fun aside from its lack in entertainment urgh ==

so this is me ranting how my life is going on now.no special topic this time becuz i dont have much time think about what to write.

but no worries,I WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS!!!!!

oh and there will be another post on christmas eve and ON christmas!
so look forward to it!

now then,back to PSP hardcoring/study? LOL

peace~~~ =)