Oh and if you were wondering about the Mong, its my current nickname I have adapted last year. It started as a joke cause people were calling me blur, cause I am blur in things I have little interest on, so instead of blur, I nicknamed myself after Song Ji Hyo's nickname, Mong Ji Hyo.
We were in a way both alike, blur at most time, but when it comes down to business, we'll nail it.
Okay I realize I am overselling myself in the previous statement lol.
Shortly, Mong in Korean means blur. And blur means not focusing on something. Photography term used in the real world situation as an expression of not being able to comprehend in a situation.
Well, I am back like after 1 year and 2 months.
Why? For no good reason. HAHHA
I love to blog, I really do, but time has always been my enemy.
Well you know what they say, enemy is no worse than a friend.
Cause my friends are my dramas..... HAHAHHA oh snap I sounded so alone. Rofl
Anyways, have been really busy for the past year because of work and work and work.
And just today I found the tab for my blog. I FORGOTTEN MY BLOG'S ADDRESS MANNNN
So just a short update, am still in the dead town called Kampar where everybody knows everybody and foods are as fattening as hell.
Progress for study, only 5 months left! Yay!
Progress on body building, I am not 40% away from Jeremy Renner's physique. All I need now is some mass and I am hawkeye! I would really wanna look like Chris Evans but I know thats just a far cry :(
Oh well, life.
Am slowly reverting to my usual mentality, which sounds pessimistic but I find it is useful. All you can depend and need is yourself.
While I love the company of others, I also love the idea of going to places alone.
Just recently I learned that the "alone" label also comes with the "wierdo" label. I was like daheck?!
So one can't go places alone? Since when did everyone became so co-dependent on each other lol.
Oh well, sidetracked once again as usual. Haahah anyways, will be posting up useless rants for future Adrian here.
The current me thinks that the "alone mentality" is not such a bad option to venture in at all. Like what I thought of when I firstly came in Kampar. But don't ever forget, if you want to have that mentality, make sure you have the skills and ability to do it.
Uchiha Sasuke has always been my example. (Anime?! Yes, one is never too old for anime)
He is always doing everything alone because he is smart and strong enough to handle the world and his clingy best friend, Naruto. Lol.
And with a little browsing here and there.....
Now that I have re-read my old blog post's, I find myself very........ melodramatic. And my english at that time? Wow even Shakespear bow down man. And I mean that, VERY sarcastically. Lol
Back to the point, I also can't believe how I have changed in the matter or 3 years in Kampar. I changed in both sense, good and bad. One of the good is that I am a little more sociable now. Bad is that I absorbed some of the attitudes I vowed once to never have. Gossips.
Thing about gossip is that it just keeps spreading. And if you try to get out of the loop, YOU'LL be the gossip. So in other words, if you deviate from the practice, you'll be judged and criticized.
That there my friends, is the REAL world.
Nobody said the real world is nice and fair, nobody said that in the real world everything will go accordingly as you have planned.
Nobody said......................... that I am running off topic again. Lol hahahahahahahahah
But who knows, the future holds unlimited possibilities. I don't know how much I will change from now on, but this blog shall be the memento of my changes from time to time.
Am supposed to write this once every month but.... oh well.
Hope to see you guys again real soon! :) God bless!
TOODLES!
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