Goodbye is the hardest thing to say.....

hey guys!
sorry for the late update.has been really busy with exams and assignments and stuffs.rarely even have time to sleep.LOL
college life is DEFINITELY not fun.trust me

well,back to the main topic for this post then.
so yeah,goodbye is like THE hardest thing you will be saying for the rest of your life.
its just sad....i mean not like we say bye to friends when we go back home after yam cha(in other words,hangout.DUH) with them la.LOL
what i meant was saying goodbye to those we might not be able to meet again....

i know what are you guys thinking now.
*AIYA!got facebook or handphone ma~y so scared?*
pffftt,y'know those peoples who say
*keep in touch through facebook~* or *i will remember you de la~[while giving a fake grin]^^)
how many of them ACTUALLY DO keep in touch?
you tell me.

and,theres another fact i discovered when i am emo-ing one day in the campus.(hey its been a while since i emo-ed.just let it trough ok =))

if you had like 5k friends or more than that,how of them actually noticed that YOU are in their friends list? most people in facebook just adds who they sees fit.
and most of them approved it without hesitation because they want to have more friends in their friend list more than their friends because if not they will be considered as a loser among their friends and ended up his/her friends will spread the news to other friends of friends trough facebook saying that he/she is such a loser friend.(feeling abit confused?yeah,me too LOL)

so sometimes, having 5k friends in facebook but only having like 5 pals in real life dosent take you ANYWHERE in life.
get a life man instead of facing the integrated monitor screen that will only spoil your eyes and chatting with someone who like likes a few million light years away from you and claim that you love her/him and ect ect ect.

i said that because i was totally disgusted when i saw one of my friends in campus actually chatting with someone who is from germany with hubby/honey language........ewwww
dude,you dont even KNOW her and you typed things like *dear,i love you lots <3* and she replies *i love you too dear~<3*

                                                                 WTH

and when going off,*i will miss you dear~=(*
sheesh.....you guys didn't even met face to face and you guys became internet couple?or maybe i should say coupnet since its a combination of couple+internet. i dont want to use netple coz it sounded alot like nipple.LOL
i shall say it once more. GET A LIFE

whops,almost flew outta topic.
so ya see,goodbyes usually ended up with someone crying. well DUH even i cry if i were to leave someone who is precious to me knowing that i might not meet them again....
but leaving someone who you loved or had a crush on will leave an impact on you for some times....
and like after all the goodbyes....
slowly,gradually but surely,eventually they will forget about you and make new ones....
yeah making new ones is fun but the outcome of it will still be the same as the one i mentioned just now.
like everyone said,good things dont last forever.its similar to like good guys finish last.

hello's and goodbye's are things that you have to go through as long as you are alive and still human.^^
you just have to learn how to embrace it~

as much i would like to write more about this topic.but my brain is failing me.has been hardcore-ing math for the past few days. and practically flunked my financial management again.

so i will have to say goodbye to my friends in kampar....*ahem* and thats how i got the idea to write about goodbye...=/

and there was an accident happened in my place not long ago...it was also a very sad one....a girl and her friend went out to eat on a typical night. when a car speeding along the road hit them. i dont know what happen actually but the girl passed away a few weeks after pronounced brain dead(coma)....but her friend and the driver survived.....

and heres the sad part...she was only 19...or abit older.....

even though i dont know who is she....but i still feel sad for her....she moved along to the other side when she was only 19-20 years old....its way to young....she haven't experienced life enough yet.....

i just hope that she may rest in peace on the other side....

so imagine her friends....they weren't able to say good bye to her....and will never get a chance to see her anymore.....

just the thoughts made me cry because i don't want to someone or anyone to leave me.....but that is not possible.....everything has a deadline....so while you can, make the best out of everything you hold dear....

so this time's post will end here because i wanted to play with kingdom hearts that my friend lend to me.IT WAS AWESOME!i got so hooked up with it! and yeah,he lend me his psp.an awesome friend =)

the game has a very nice story line.and each game is somehow connected to each other even though different protagonist. which also leads me to my other reason on writing about this game.i dont want top spoil this game so i will give you a rough idea.it involves many sad goodbyes....as in VERY sad between those 3 friends...
PS:i got a new haircut which makes me look like the blond in the picture~xP

and so the post has officially end now.until then!
oh and i wont be blogging anytime soon because i have to study so i wont have to leave my friends...^^
cheers~^^