Past

Wow, a month and a half not writing anything.
Guess I must be pretty awesome to be this busy eh ;)

Well, since its been a while, and I am having my life turned upside down again, so lets take some time being an emoholic douche again. HA HA!

So past?
It doesn't define what your future is.
Heck you wont even know what the future holds for you either.
All you can do is expect the best out of every moment you live.
Like ma momma always says, "when you git a box o'chocolates, you never know what ya might git" 
Your past may define who you are now, but it doesn't define your future self.
Everyone changes, thats common.
Its just the matter of changing for the good of for the worse.
You yourself will decide that.
Nobody or nothing stays the same forever.
Something is bound to change eventually, no matter how long it lasts.

As easy as ABC, many wished that they could just erase their past with a snap of a finger.
Me? I would wish for a genie to erase my past.
But given that I ain't got no genie, I have to wish I had a genie first.
BUT the fact that I can't wish for a genie with my genie because it didn't exist, makes me a sad little boy :(
HAHAH just kidding.
But seriously.
The only way to erase your past in the world we live in, is to have a deep pockets.
Really. DEEP. Pockets.

Some of us may have a tainted or an embarrassing past, but you just have to live with it and make the best out of it.
And by making the best out of it, is to realize that you will never ever wanna try that dumbsh*t ever again. HAHAH
Living with your past may be hard, but that is just life.

You either move on, or you stay at one place in life while everyone moves on.
You can either smile and deal with the problem(s) calmly or freak out and runs away from the problem(s).
But take note, running away from the problem NEVER solves anything.
As the matter of fact, the longer you leave it, it will come back eventually with a titanium braces ready to sink in your butt.

Like I said over and over again, "Nobody says life is easy"
You will have a lot of problems as you live.
But hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger no?

Lets imagine, that you were once a introvert. I repeat.
INTROVERT.
Sulking at the corner by yourself or isolating yourself from the society and lock yourself up in the room.
Hating social contact or even talking to anyone.
................................. Ain't proud to admit that I was once that douche =,=
Frankly, I am NEVER proud of the things I did or the stuffs I did in the past.
And I can't change it either, so all I can do now is live with it and use it to my advantage.... somehow. Lol
Yet I still chose to move on despite my past, because life is short.
Staying at square one the whole time isn't gonna get you any better in life.
Anyways relating to the situation I have given above, being forced to deal with people is prolly the hardest thing I faced at that time.

But hey, people changes.
You just have to give everything a chance or you wont be able to get the best out of life.
Second chance at most.
But when life is throwing the same shi*s at you over and over again, realize your mistake man.
Sometimes its not all about giving everything a chance, but also know what-to and what-not-to in life.

So I just decided to give people, chances.
And man, did I regret it. HAHHAH
Kidding.
Well maybe not, some things are not always meant to be flowers and rainbows.
You get what I mean.

You know what?
I am drunk typing now.
Have no idea what in the world I typed.
Then again, lemme end with this.

Take your past as an asset you invested on.
Is just that your investment didn't turn out so well just yet.
But in the future, the investments you made will turn out worth it.
The question is, when the investment is in the red zone, will you give it up?
Or will you find a loophole to use the investment for a bigger profit?

TOODLES!